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SPIRITUAL GROWTH

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"Higher Consciousness is the conscious Knowing and experience of the Spiritual ENERGY of MIND(O); it is living Spiritual ENLIGHTENMENT(70) which is Oneness with MIND(O): The Ultimate TRUTH(33). This heightened State of Being which is engendered through authentic Spiritual GROWTH(65) naturally invokes lasting HAPPINESS(34) and real COMPASSION(41) within yourself which of Positive consequence becomes reflected in your LIFE(15). Wise and caring Spiritual Guidance and Meditation of Transcendence are elemental to any True and enduring Spiritual GROWTH(65) which runs parallel to the development of Higher Consciousness and LIFE WISDOM(77). With one comes the other, they are of essence One: PURITY(11) of Spiritual LOVE(14). Such development takes time, the embodiment of Higher Consciousness and the stimulating experience of genuine Spiritual GROWTH(65) within your everyday, and most often busy LIFE(15) is a gradual process, but its Personal and Spiritual rewards are Majestic indeed.  The True Knowing and Conscious experience of MIND(O) are foremost in you attaining the prodigious State of Higher Consciousness.  I AM(47) here to provide you with quality Spiritual Guidance so that you may experience True Spiritual GROWTH(65), which is most certainly Grander LIFE(15)."  EuGene

 

       

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Spiritual Growth(65) is the gradual elevated Conscious experience to the underlying ENERGY(99) of LIFE(15) itself, the ENERGY(99) SUPREME(85), which becomes reflected as Greater FULFILLMENT(12) in your LIFE(15). You live the Fullness of your Being and the Grandness of LIFE(15). Personal GROWTH(65) is a natural outcome of True Spiritual GROWTH(65) for it is an intrinsic and significant element contained within it.

  

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There are those that inadvertently choose lesser ways in attempting to better themselves and their LIFE(15), there is no shortage of products and methods propagated, much of which is false, that expound their way to a better LIFE(15).  I had tried many, far too many Spiritual paths, from young I had a very strong Spiritual propensity and I was continually Searching to develop it Fully. Sadly all the paths I took fell miserably short of what I wanted, of what I needed. I crashed big time, but NEW LIFE(N) was mine once I broke through the veil of confusion although I had to endure intense suffering for almost two years. All that I had been Searching for, everything that I needed was given and revealed to ME(23) as expressed in the manifested written Sacred Symbolic Language of  Thee Trinity Creation: The Revelation©.

The splendor of Life lies within you, open the right door and unleash its Grandness.

DESIRE(43), which is what you now have, to discover a better way and embark upon a Superior path in your LIFE(15) Journey is commendable.  It is through DESIRE(43) that you are driven to take ACTION(81) towards its FULFILLMENT(12): FULFILLMENT of DESIRE(43). Sometimes however your ACTION(81) is weak, you are not much Motivated and at the first sign of a challenge you abandon your course and jump to a new one. You float about always with the ideal of something better, but it only remains a fantasy.  In other cases you do indeed take strong ACTION(81) for your LIFE(15) is so miserable you need to do something but the choice you make is not a Wise one, and you remain unsatisfied.  You are once again not much better off than when you started.  You may even become disillusioned by it all, as I was almost two decades ago, and then you no longer even have an ideal to hang on to. You lose hope, and you essentially are very vulnerable tto a Personal crash.

It is a rare find indeed when in your Life Journey you come across someone who is Sharp of Mind, Pure of Heart and Wise in Action.

I have in my earlier years lived a LIFE(15) of reduced WISDOM(77): lots of stress, poor DECISION(21) making and much anxiety and dissatisfaction in LOVE(14). I yearned to be shown THE WAY(36) to Greater LIFE WISDOM(77), TRUTH(33) and Spiritual ENLIGHTENMENT(70), and I searched and searched and searched, but to no avail. What was presented to ME(23) were only mere smatterings of WISDOM(77), little pieces that never quite fit together nor fit ME(23). Often in themselves they contained weaknesses and incongruencies. In time I became despaired, I was without the WISDOM(77) that I so needed; genuine WISDOM(77) is indeed hard to come by. I knew that I must abandon everything, and distance myself from everyone, and offer my very LIFE(15) to the discovery of LIFE(15). I was in despair, intense negative emotion everywhere, and I was lost in the maze of LIFE(15). I was thirty three when my penetrating Spiritual journey began, and it lasted almost two years, and it was extremely intense. Somehow I managed to tap into THE POWER(96) of my MIND(O) and I developed the ability at times to rise above the entrapments of my LIFE(15), and the suffering thereof; I tasted the FREEDOM(7) of SPIRIT(30) that I had been longing for. I had done this on my own: no guide, no teacher, and it was in these times of Oneness of being, of Spiritual UNITY(I) with the ENERGY(99) of LIFE(15) itself that I connected to and experienced the BEAUTY(53) in LIFE(15) and the PURITY(11) of LOVE(14). These times were of short duration and I could not sustain their positive effect but they were of such profundity that even without my Awareness they were subtly changing ME(23) at a profound level. This culminated in a most unsuspecting way when in an instant I was totally infused by a Powerful Spiritual ENERGY(99): The Spiritual ENERGY COMMUNICATION(48); it literally almost knocked ME(23) off my feet and I realized that my Search had ended. The WISDOM(77) and TRUTH(33) that I had abandoned my LIFE(15) for was now given to ME(23). I was instantaneously transformed into THEE TRINITY CREATION, and The Book© is the authentic written manifestation of this.

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Subject: Biblical significance of the number 8         Number 88

Hello, I did a search to learn more about the Biblical significance of the number 8.  That's how I came upon your website.  Now I see in the number shown to me, two number 8's.... serendipitous to be sure.  Thanks for your reply.

Charmaine 

Dear Charmaine,  

I`m glad you have ventured to my Website, within the exploration lies the Discovery.  Yes I Truly Love the 8`s and the Number 88 of particular for in Meaning it is without a doubt THE MIRACLE(88). THE MIRACLE(88) did occur on the evening of Aug. 25, 1988 which was the birth of Thee Trinity Creation, born of the TRUTH(33) whose purpose in Being is to Enlighten the World to the TRUTH(33).   Of Meaning the Number 8 is GREAT(8), when you live a Life of TRUTH(33) GREAT(8) indeed is your Life experience, and the Greatness that you innately are becomes fully realized.   

Sincerely Yours,

EuGene

Hi,

Your interpretation is certainly fresh, and it makes good sense considering what is happening right now.

Thank you,

Charmaine

One evening, as I was walking along gazing at the clear night sky in total abandonment and in a pointed focus of Oneness, in a transcendent State of Being, a Powerful Force of Pure Spiritual ENERGY(99) struck ME(23) from what appeared to come from the skies; it was not visible, there was no sound, no scent, but it was an extremely intense blast that almost knocked ME(23) off my feet. I was dazed and a little bewildered, and somewhat  overwhelmed with such an astonishing awe as to what had just taken place. I Knew my brain had been completely rewired and my entire Being totally Rejuvenated : the remarkable Power of the Spiritual ENERGY COMMUNICATION(48) had completely transformed ME(23) into a Grander Person of Spiritual Being.

A short time after this I began to write, but not in the usual sense of sentences and paragraphs, but in a complexity of Sacred Geometry Designs with their indelible number associations: abstract expressions of Positive States of Being . This was the Universal Symbolic Language of THEE TRINITY CREATION, THE SYSTEM(3) of Grander LIFE(15) and of complete Personal and Spiritual FULFILLMENT(12). THE WORD(63), THE WAY(36) had been given to ME(23) through this pure ENERGY COMMUNICATION(48): an INTELLIGENCE(78) of PERFECTION(54) and its written presentation was so unique and truly magnificent.

The Book is the authentic and complete Creation, including the prophesy of DAWN 1999 and the effulgence of UNIFICATION .

My personal self had been totally immersed within the Eternal I AM(47) Self and my Life Mission of World Wisdom revealed: I AM THEE TRINITY CREATION . I AM(47) The Chosen One to share this Divine Creation with the world, and its LIFE(15) message : LIFE(15) is BEAUTY(53), LIFE(15) is LOVE(14), ETERNAL LIFE(86) is. LIFE(15) is to be lived in TRUTH(33), in PURITY(11), in complete FULFILLMENT(12); the WISDOM(77), the KNOWLEDGE(0), the BLISS(B), the COMPASSION(41), the PEACE(29): the Spiritual ENLIGHTENMENT(70); this is THEE TRINITY CREATION.

• "When all of our thoughts, words and deeds are those of LOVE(14) that is ENLIGHTENMENT(70).”

 

EuGene

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Dear EuGene,  

I was about to ask milllions of questions. So I had to take a distance, especially that I had what to do. I still have a lot of what to do, but now I feel complete about to write one or two emails. (Yes! I have progressed!! I am doing that only when I am complete about that.)  

And what if I want to be like you in some way? I don't mean to be the Person You are, of course. I am sure that I am a unique Person as much as You are or as much as any other Person. But what I mean is that I want to understand the System(3) and its messages as much as you do, or maybe even more. So teach me, teach me, teach me, please.  

Thank you and Love,

Marianna

Subject: Number 13
Hi,  

I'm searching for the meaninf of # 13. It is following me all the time. Anything I do ends with # 13. If you can help me to find out what it means I will greatly appreciate.  

Zalman

Hi Zalman,  

Yes I can certainly give you the Meaning of your Number 13 and the Message that it carries with it.  When you understand its Message and heed its way the Number Awareness that you are now experiencing will naturally fade away.    Of Meaning the Number 13 is HONESTY(13), be Honest with yourself, with others and in all of your everyday dealings.  However do not confuse HONESTY(13) with TRUTH(33), TRUTH(33) is the foundation and without TRUTH(33) HONESTY(13) is rather irrelevant.  When TRUTH(33) is lived then HONESTY(13) finds its Greatest worth.   Let me explain a bit further.   TRUTH(33) is of the Eternal, Thee Trinity Creation was born of the TRUTH(33) back in 1988.  Of the everyday think of TRUTH(33) as that when you take all variables into account that you are aware of you make the choice that is of Greatest Good and most Life enhancing, for yourself and for others.  HONESTY(13) is an element that supports TRUTH(33), when TRUTH(33) is your choice let HONESTY(13) be its supporting player.   There must be a lack of HONESTY(13) in your everyday ways, hence the Number 13 is speaking out to you, if TRUTH(33) is your way then it is fairly easy to resolve, if not then you must first change your ways to those of TRUTH(33).  

I will close with an excerpt from my Manuscript:  

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What about the Number 13? Is it really an unlucky Number? ABSOLUTELY NOT, this I can say with certainty. Not any Number is in itself unlucky, or evil, or of a bad omen for every Number has a message deeply embedded within it, a message of the Divine. This is all revealed to the World through the beautiful expression of Numbers, Letters and Sacred Geometric Symbols of Thee Trinity Creation: THE SYSTEM(3) of Divine TRUTH(33). Thee Trinity Creation is born of the TRUTH(33) and in TRUTH(33) the World becomes a better place to live. In Meaning the Number 13 is HONESTY(13) and both in Meaning and in Symbol it is very closely linked to that of TRUTH(33).  Here is another short email except of mine:

There is only one Meaning to the Number 13 and that True Meaning is given within the irrefutable Numbers Meaning System: Thee Trinity Creation. Following the Spiritual Communication of 1988 all was Revealed in TRUTH(33).

The Number 13 is HONESTY(13), in message this is telling you to take a good look at yourself and at your Life and transform those areas that are in lack of HONESTY(13) to those of greater HONESTY(13).  Whenever you are consistently choosing HONESTY(13) you feel good about yourself and others will naturally gain a greater respect of you.  However always remember TRUTH(33), HONESTY(13) is usually included within TRUTH(33) however when HONESTY(13) is lacking in TRUTH(33) then TRUTH(33) must supercede it.  HONESTY(13) is indeed a very important Personal characteristic to have but TRUTH(33) must be your Way.  TRUTH(33) is of the Eternal and Absolute, to not ever be changed whereas HONESTY(13) is of the transient created by Man for the improved well being of the Person and the betterment of Society.  At times TRUTH(33) and HONESTY(13) are not in alignment, when this happens always choose TRUTH(33); choosing TRUTH(33) is choosing the Greater right rather than the greater wrong. Within many real life situations there is often a unique combination of right and wrong, always make the choice that is the most right, that is real  HONESTY(13) for such a choice is made in TRUTH(33).

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A woman out of desperation steals a loaf of bread for her starving children. Did she do right, or did she do wrong? According to the laws of Society, those of HONESTY(13), she has indeed done wrong but according to the immutable law of TRUTH(33) she has done right for she has taken an action that in itself has helped to preserve the Life of her children. TRUTH(33) must always supercede HONESTY(13) when HONESTY(13) and TRUTH(33) are not in proper alignment; HONESTY(13) finds its greatest worth when it operates within the realm of TRUTH(33). This is beautifully expressed within the Sacred Geometric Symbolic language of Thee Trinity Creation; the Symbol for HONESTY(13) is found within that of TRUTH(33), and the Symbol for TRUTH(33) is by all means the Symbol of Greatest Strength. HONESTY(13) is an extremely important value to live whereas TRUTH(33) is THE WAY(36) to live. Choose THE WAY(36) of TRUTH(33) and then add on to it HONESTY(13) and any confusion relative to right and wrong will be substantially reduced.

TRUTH(33) is THE WAY(36)

Sincerely Spoken,

EuGene

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Hi Emily,  

As I fell asleep for a nap with Aryan I wrote you this email in its entirety several times in my Mind, so as soon as I got up and handled a few of the family essentials, I began to write it in the form of an email to you.  

It concerns your Husband, and you of course Emily.  

What has happened within your Marriage is a gradual but severe spiraling downward of your relationship, this becomes expressed in oddities of behavior from your Husband unto you and you unto him.  He is very frustrated and angry with you for not being the Person he would like you to be just as you are with him.  When a Person feels frustration and anger they cannot help but to release it and if the environment permits they will direct their anger towards the Person they see as causing it.  This releases it and at the same time "gets back" at the other Person for causing this very uncomfortable feeling in them, frustration and anger are certainly very uncomfortable.  This release becomes expressed in an assortment of "oddity" of behaviors, they are an "oddity" because they are not the same type of behaviors that would be exhibited under normal circumstances.  The other Person then is somewhat confused by what they see and directly exposed to and think they no longer know the Person they have Married.  "What has ever happened to him of her?  He/She used to be so caring and tender and understanding and now they are behaving like an animal."  It is really sad when a relationship has deteriorated to such a point, and with this comes a new unexpected twist that further aggravates it all.  Because the Spouse still Loves the other even within a sense of hate they become fearful of losing them and of the Marriage ending, hence usually one of the spouses, often the Husband holds on to things even tighter.  Hence your Husband is now staying at home and he realizes that in all probability if you do go to College it could mean the end of the Marriage, so he is very resistant to it.  

It is the strangest of behaviors, the Person wants to hold unto the other so they restrict their Freedom which causes the other to want to leave even more.  The annoying and aggravating behavior he exhibits towards you is the release of frustration and anger that I have previously spoken of.  This is what he is doing with you not letting you have any quiet alone time.  Why should he allow you to relax and feel comfort when you cause him such distress, this is what he is thinking.  

To add to the discomfort within all of this there is no easy solution for the situation itself has grown to be so very complex. Things just continue to spiral into further decay.  If there is any improvement to be had it must be a mutual agreement and a very gradual change.  It took a while for the Marriage to decay to such a point, it will probably take even longer to rebuild it, and that only works if both Spouses Truthfully want the Marriage to succeed, and if both spouses are willing to make concessions to the other. 

I can appreciate that in I sharing this with you Emily it does nothing directly for what you are living through but Awareness in itself is always of worth.  

I will also here include a warning, under such volatile conditions where anger is so prevalent you must remain on guard against any sudden burst of very aggressive, even violent behavior.  In a flash a Person may "lose it" and lash out at the other in unimaginable ways.  As best you can whenever a confrontation has begun and you see it escalating try to diffuse it while simultaneously moving yourself to an area where you can flee to safety if you need to.  

EuGene