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----- Original Message -----

Sent: Wednesday, May 20, 2009 2:04 AM
Subject: Numbers + Spiritualism   {777, 444}

Good evening to you...

I have a couple things I wanted to touch on + get Ur views on... I am a VERY SPIRITUAL woman... I have always been blessed with intuition etc., but really began to open about 4 years ago. I'm 32 yrs old, and "7" has ALWAYS been my favorite # since I was a little girl. I also always see 444, ALWAYS, or else 777, or 7's. I read what U wrote about the gentleman who had dreams and always saw 444's, I was hoping U could touch on it a little more! What I read sounds good, and makes somewhat sense, I was just hoping for more detail... I am a model, and a clothing designer, and also a lyracist (rap + sing)... I have quite a few features in mags etc., and signed a publishing deal, things are really starting to roll which I'm highly excited about. Another thing I always get is signs in license plates. I know who these initials pertain too, I jus don't know why I am always seeing them, also with the corelation of my favorite #'s. I would be very interested in talking with U if possible...

Thank You kindly, and many blessings!

Peace,
Malia

 

Hi Malia,

I am glad to hear your career is looking good, and I`m sure we could have a wonderful talk one time if ever we were to meet.  I truly Love Numbers and if at any time you want to understand the Meaning of a Number or group of Numbers just email me and I will get back to you, however sometimes I am delayed which I apologize for. The "7`s" are really magnificent and their Sacred Geometric Symbols taken directly from the Celestial Communication of Thee Trinity Creation are so beautifully integrated. You see Malia 777 breaks down as 77 and 7, these two Numbers are inseparable both in Meaning and in Symbol and of course in Numbers. The Number 77 of Meaning is WISDOM(77) and the Number 7 is FREEDOM(7).  FREEDOM(7) of the Person from within themselves must come through the learning and absorption of real Life Wisdom. Thee Trinity Creation is The System of Truth and Wisdom born into the World August 25, 1988 whose Message is delivered to the World through the interpretation of Life Numbers. The "7`s" are of emphasis in the World of the everyday whereas the Number 444 speaks of the Eternal.

The Number 444 breaks down into 44 and 4. The Number 44 is ABSOLUTE(44) which is in reference to The Creator and the Eternal World of Mind/Spirit. When we are able to within this World of the everyday live heightened levels of Truth and Wisdom our level of Spiritual/Mind Energy magnifies itself exponentially and opens the doorway to the Eternal.  That is why the phrase I created " Wisdom in Life once gained is not ever lost" is so very real. The Number 4 is HUMILITY(4), the Person who has been elevated to the level of Energy I just spoke of becomes a Person of ENLIGHTENMENT(70) whose by Its very nature is humble. They may speak their message but not ever with intent to reduce another or elevate themselves. Once again the Sacred Symbols of these two Numbers 44 and 4 are so magnificently interconnected. In fact all of Thee Trinity Creation is One.

Master Sage Joseph M

 

p.s.  My license plate reads:  TRUTH 33

Aweeeeesoooooooooome!! Thank U so very much! I appreciate your words! Let's definitely stay in contact + connected! Thank U for the link as well...

Many, many blessings to U! See... Ur license plate was another sign. I also see 3's, but not as often as the 7's + 4's!

Thank you,
Malia

The Magnificent 7's

FREEDOM(7), ENLIGHTENMENT(70) and WISDOM(77). 

These 3 elevated States of Being work together as One, and are One in TRUTH(33).

 

FREEDOM(7) is the first of The Magnificent 7`s and the first of the 7`s to be Communicated to me within the grueling 3 month period whereby the instantaneous Celestial Communication was driven to my consciousness. {The Revelation, Chapter 4 within my e-Manuscript}

The Three Magnificent 7`s are expressed as a Oneness in their Number, State of Being and in their Sacred Geometric Symbolic representation.

               

Interesting to note that the circle which is representative of FREEDOM(7) is also found within the Symbol for ENLIGHTENMENT(70) and WISDOM(77), however it has been brought to the level of The Light; this is indicated as the small circle to the upper right of their Symbols.  True ENLIGHTENMENT(70) and WISDOM(77) are indeed heightened conscious States of Being: that of THE LIGHT(51).

There are those of good intent that want to help but due to their lack of WISDOM(77) may cause confusion or even suffering unto you, and there are those that present themselves as though they want to help and are very nice on the surface but are only out for their own selfish gratification independent of the suffering they cause unto you. They simply "DO NOT CARE" but present themselves as caring until they get further and further within and in control of the other Person`s emotions and their very LIFE(15).  Then their true colors begin to show. And yes there are those, who are few indeed, who are of TRUTH(33), they genuinely care and they have developed a sufficient level of Life WISDOM(77) to provide you with the guidance that can help you transform into the fullness of the Person you innately are.  When you live the Fullness of your Being you intuitively Know what it feels like to be Free from within, you are free of all internal negativities and of negative Emotion including that of past, this is True FREEDOM(7).

Freedom of Self from within One`s Self is the seed of Eternal Life.

At the Heart of LIFE(15) itself is the Eternal TRUTH(33).  When the Eternal TRUTH(33) becomes the Prime Mover within your everyday living LIFE(15) responds in a Glorious manifestation of True LOVE(14)!  ETERNAL LIFE(86) becomes your Home forever more, this is the Ultimate in living FREEDOM(7).

FREEDOM(7) and WISDOM(77) are inextricably linked, you cannot know and live True FREEDOM(7) without the development of WISDOM(77), and with the development of WISDOM(77) comes Greater FREEDOM(7), and both these States of Being are building blocks to living the exalted State of Being, ENLIGHTENMENT(70). Here are a couple quotes of mine which in essence say the same but are expressed within the written word differently.

Once your inner voice of judgment ends true Enlightenment(70) begins

When all of your thoughts, words and deeds are those of Love in Truth that is ENLIGHTENMENT(70).

Within the Symbol for WISDOM(77) you will find of particular interest the Symbol for MIND(O), and that of MIND MOTION(64).  This is quite AMAZING(55) for LIFE(15) WISDOM(77) is a harmonious Unifying of the Eternal, which is MIND(O), and of the transient, which is MIND MOTION(64).

             

Mind is the Eternal within all of Life, Mind Motion is Life in its myriad of manifestation.

Everything is so magnificently Unified within Thee Trinity Creation, take some time to pensively read through some of the Enlightening email conversations and my writings included within this page.

You will be Amazed, this I know.

Subject: "The Masterpiece" is working 'The Master'

You are a very good man Master Sage Joseph, and I really do wish for all of your dreams to
come true for that is the true miracle for which we all hope.

Blessings,
Cherrie

"TRUTH(33) is THE WAY(36):

the only way!"  MSJM

 

----- Original Message  of specific Dream Numbers 996696960 -----

From: Amy

To: Master Sage Joseph Eugene Morin

Subject: Dream Interpretation: 996696960

Hi Master Sage Eugene,

Can you help me with this?   I can't remember anything else in my dream except the defining numbers of 996696960 in that order. It was so strong, I don't think I'll ever forget that sequence. What does that mean? I saw from your website that:  

99= Everlasting and Infinite Creative Energy

66= Wealth 6= Motivation

9= Loving Prayer

0= Knowledge (Mind)

96=Power (The Power of Love)  

Can you help me make sense of this?

Thanks in advance.

Amy

 

Dearest Amy,  

I can see quite clearly you have been perusing through my Web Site and your Number Interpretations are right on.  However in their total Message to you the understanding can be a bit more complex, this why I AM(47) here for you and others.  

First of all this unique Message to you is one of Movement forward in LIFE(15) indicating that presently you are within a certain degree of Personal suffering, perhaps of a Relationship or Financial nature. Hence the Message is guiding you to a better way in LIFE(15), within the many complexities of this everyday living and of far too much manipulation and deceit.  

WEALTH(66) may indeed be forthcoming for you Amy, but you need to connect to the ENERGY(99) within yourself freeing you of all the blocks and disillusioning tthat might  interrupt your Union with TRUTH(33). This connection once made will naturally connect your MIND(O) to THE  POWER(96) of the Infinite.  You seem to be very Motivated but confusion is an outstanding element that might be plaguing you.  Once you are Free from within and from the outside detriments to your well being work on gaining all of the right KNOWLWEDGE(O) possible in the DIRECTION(5) of LIFE(15) you wish to attain.  

        

PRAYER(9) is a most excellent method of uniting yourself to the Infinite, however please remember this. While lying in bed just prior to falling asleep you Pray in COMPLETE ABANDONMENT to THE POWER(96) of LIFE (15) itself, and ask for what is most vital to you within your present everyday living and of a future nature. Grand things will begin to happen, but it takes time, so Pray every night for months on end. PEACE(29) will begin to replace the stress you are now carrying within yourself and CLARITY(35) of MIND(O) will then guide you in the right DIRECTION(5).  

Please note that whenever I put a Number in brackets next to a particular LIFE(15) State of Being this represents their immutable Oneness.  

You may contact ME(23) again if you choose Amy.  

In TRUTH(33),

Master Sage Joseph Eugene Morin

 

Dear Master Sage Eugene,

Thank-you very much. I appreciate your detailed and quick response. How may I find this same wisdom?  Amy

Dear Amy,  

There are several approaches, you may apply any or all of my suggestions which I KNOW are effective at increasing your Personal level of LIFE(15) WISDOM(77). I will list them and give you a brief explanation for each!

.    

1) PRAYER(9) as I have explained to you in my previous email.  

2) Self Empowering Meditation™ which is Chapter 7 of my e-manuscript 2999 Everlasting©.  This will, when practiced daily and properly, ease your stress and connect you to your inner Spiritual Self where so much innate

WISDOM(77) awaits you.  

3) Pick up my e-Manuscript 2999 Everlasting©, there is a tremendous amount of LIFE(15) insight running throughout all 12 Chapters. I require a small Donation however, here is the Donation link:   

http://www.theetrinitycreation.com/Donations.htm  

4) Come to understand the following words and begin to apply them within your everyday DECISION(21) making for then you will begin to live TRUTH(33) which is living a very heightened level of LIFE(15) WISDOM(77)!   These words came to ME(23) within my Self Empowering Meditation™ immediately following a very Powerful Dream over a year ago. There is no finer defining of TRUTH(33) upon this Precious Earth of ours.  

"THE SANCTITY OF INTELLIGENT HUMAN LIFE SUPERSEDES ALL ELSE".  

5) Stay in contact with ME(23) so I may answer questions as they arise, especially if you begin learning Self Empowering Meditation, a Meditation which I Created over 10 years ago and make excellent use of daily.  

There are more approaches but this short list will certainly get you headed in the right DIRECTION(5), and remember:  

"Wisdom a little at a time yields a lot over time."  

and  

"Real Wisdom in Life once gained is note ever lost."  

So as you gradually begin to infuse your Being with LIFE(15) WISDOM(77) it creates an AMAZING(55) foundation upon which your level of WISDOM(77) keeps growing and growing and growing .  

I AM(47) here for you Amy,

Master Sage Joseph Eugene Morin

 

Hi Master Sage Eugene,

Thanks, again. I have just ordered your manuscript and look forward to reading it. I'm sure I'll have more questions. Thanks in advance and I look forward to future correspondences!  Amy

Sounds most WONDERFUL(37) Dear Amy!    

Master Sage Joseph Eugene Morin

 

The Dream!

"I had barely lived through a most devastating car accident, in fact it was so severe that I had considerable brain damage and I was no longer the person of intelligence that I had been prior to the crash.  Shortly after being released from the hospital I was back in my home town.  Family members were gathered around me talking about the tragic ordeal I had just undergone.  At that point I still had no clear recollection of the accident or of its particulars.  I heard someone say the name "Rosalie", my present beloved wife and that she had died in the accident.  Instantly I went ballistic, the sound of her name and the fact that she was dead triggered within me such a convulsive response and suddenly I realized what had happened, my wife dead and I had become rather dumb to put it bluntly.  Vaguely I thought there were some young children involved, my children?  But I was not even sure.  The horror of it all caused me to start crying profusely and I awoke in a puddle of tears.  After getting up from bed I muddled about the quiet house, everyone in our home was still asleep so I chose to Meditate for a bit {Self Empowering Meditation©}.   While deep within my meditative state suddenly I was jarred to Consciousness and I had the ANSWER!  I jumped up and in permanent marker wrote on our refrigerator:

.

"THE SANCTITY OF INTELLIGENT HUMAN LIFE

SUPERSEDES ALL ELSE."

"92-78-15-85"

When you apprehend and live the above words daily

TRUTH(33) you will indeed be living!

TRUTH(33) is the cornerstone

to the Actualization of FULFILLMENT(12) in

this LIFE(15) unto ETERNAL LIFE(86)!

Within the thousands of Decisions you make daily from the most minute to the LIFE(15) altering critical ones

let the above quote become your guide and you will invariably make superior choices;

you will gradually begin to experience daily a most WONDERFUL(37) feeling of real purpose in LIFE(15).

 

                                                     Hi Eugene M,

                                                           Thank you so much for your help.  you are an Earth Angel... 

                                                      Marcia

Thank you for your truth. As my heart beats when I read your words, I feel the truth. On a side note, I am deeply close with family and try my best to do the right thing always...choosing truth, love, joy, and kindess whenever possible.

.

Thank you for sharing your gift.  

"Desiree"

All is One in Truth

 

The Meaning of every Life Number is Revealed {Chapter 5}

1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10,

11, 12, 13, 14, 15, 16, 17, 18, 19, 20,

21, 22, 23, 24, 25, 26, 27, 28, 29, 30,

31, 32, 33, 34, 35, 36, 37, 38, 39, 40,

41, 42, 43, 44, 45, 46, 47, 48, 49, 50,

51, 52, 53, 54, 55, 56, 57, 58, 59, 60,

61, 62, 63, 64, 65, 66, 67, 68, 69, 70,

71, 72, 73, 74, 75, 76, 77, 78, 79, 80,

81, 82, 83, 84, 85, 86, 87, 88, 89, 90,

91, 92, 93, 94, 95, 96, 97. 98, 99 ...

 

  plus Dream Interpretations, the Revelation, the Truth about Reincarnation, Karma, Eternal Life, Enlightenment, and the way to superior everyday living.  In addition to this the complete method of Self Empowering Meditation is given.  Tremendous amounts of Spiritual and Life Wisdom are also an intricate part within this great work.

The Number 25 is REBIRTH(25): I have been Reborn into Thee Trinity Creation on the evening of The Event, August 25, 1988.  You can see the Sacred Symbol for Rebirth within that of ETERNAL LIFE(86), the same is spoken in Sacred Symbol, as in Number and as Life State of Being.

Subject: hi / number 33

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I am relieved to know that me and the #33have a reason in life... I have seen it for many years and feel good when I do. I am a healer of  body, and soul. My journey on this earth is going to be a short one this I know. The bus stop is going to take me on my next one I just know this. I a m 48 and a private duty nurse. I am originally from IL and now in south fl. I have never fit in or belong. I have good self esteem but am very much sensitive to all around me. I meditate daily and try to love myself first. Times are hard right now for many and it is over whelming for me to feel it. I want to meet 33ers in south Florida so I can fit in with a group of people who know what it feels like.   Mary

Subject: in love and truth

dear eugene,

...i looked a bit more into your website &manuscript and i am so glad i have found you. i feel a very deep connection... you are such a beautiful being...

the one number thats been haunting me for years now is 33. for me it was always connected with truth, but also with love. i linked it with this image i had of a perfect love(, which in essence is truth)... but it was a dream, a place i knew excisted and a love i knew was embodied, yet it was still a dream and so it was perfect. a little over a year ago, this dream manifested (magic!). my twin soul and i had found each other in this reality. we understood each others hearts desires, we knew each others soul as we had known it forever. but around it all these layers were built up, throughout the years, or lives even... when we met all these layers came off one by one and we were naked. yet reality is a tricky thing so this nakedness didnt last. worldy matters came chasing us and we picked up our masks, got distracted by the ghosts, and somehow got terribly lost again... yet our souls remain the same. truth and love are, and will never change. this is a journey, my journey, and i am glad i have found you on my way, as i can relate so much to your stories and knowledge.

my head is getting heavy, its way past bedtime, just wanted to share this to give you a little more insight into me...

love,
claudia

"I truly do hope that youre manuscript gets published as you had visions of. It would be very nice to see that and for it to be available to everyone.
It is truly great what you do Eugene."

sincerely
-scott.

 

Thee Trinity Creation®

e-Manuscript 2999 Everlasting©

Chapters

  1)  Many Heartfelt Appreciations

"The Numbers speak for     themselves..."

 

2)  A Passion Ignited: Rosalie 

"Passion in words!"

  

3)    The Event   

~ The Communication is made! ~

 

4)  The Revelation

"The Communication is Released to Consciousness..."

 

5)  Numbers/Letters: Full Exposure 

"Every Number Meaning is fully explained!"

 

6)  33 Real Life Communications 

"People like yourself who have been guided unto a Better Way!"

 

7)  Self Empowering Meditation™  

"Perhaps the Finest Meditation in the World!"

 

8)  33 Truths of the Everyday  

"A guide to enhance the Truth you live daily..."

 

9)  The Eternal Truth 

"Your Eternal Home of Perfection and Bliss."

 

10) Upon Us  

"What awaits Us when Truth becomes lost?"

 

11)  23 Correlations of 33 

"Elizebeth has Intelligently and Passionately made irrefutable correlations between the Gospel of John and who I AM(47)!"

 

12) Life Wisdom in Hearts!  

"LOVE(14) that is Pure is LOVE(14) that is Grand!"

"The World becomes Enlightened to the TRUTH(33). This is my Life Vision.

This is who I Am."

 

Hi EuGene,

...In the snail mail, I spontaneously sent a check to you, which is just an offering of gratitude.  I am greatfull for the work you do, and for the counseling you offer of yourself.  What you offer is simply wonderFull! ...

Blessings all ways,

taj

Thank you very much for your detailed work. You are helping the world a great deal with your work. Keep up the good work.

Love and truth for all,

Klemen

Greetings, Eugene, and deepest respect to you!  I am
grateful for the message you wrote in The Book to me,
although I had not given you any message when I
ordered it, and thank you also for offering your personal email
address! 

By the way, my name is Taj, which is short for Tristin -----. 

I am blessed with various messages as
to my purpose, and, yes, they do have to do with
numbers. I will also say that the way I encountered
your website was by googling 'the sacred geometry of
the number 8'.

I've been in Michigan for some time, healing,
re-connecting, praying for clarity and truth.

I am simply grateful to know of
your work!  Take care and blessings!

all ways, taj

Dear Master Sage Joseph,

I'm lucky when I visit your website this morning. (I think it's Law of Attraction)

I'm from Vietnamese. I'm very supprise on your excellent guidance and e-manuscript.

I'm now 28 year olds.

I love number 7.

Thank you million,

Hai

Thee Trinity Creation e-Manuscript 2999 Everlasting isYours with any Donation and I will answer any Life, Relationship, Dream or Number questions you might have.

Master Sage Joseph M

__________________________ _________________________

This wonderful and enlightening email correspondence with Sowmya from India is an ongoing correspondence of Life Guidance and Meditation continued from the following page:

Email Correspondence of Personal and Spiritual Guidance and Meditation

Hi Sowmya,

I hope your week is going well, I`m thinking about you.

EuGene

 

Hi Sowmya,

I hope all is going well for you, I miss hearing from you.  Perhaps you are very busy with your new job, how is it going?

I do not want you to feel that you ever have to email me but I do miss you and I can`t help wondering how things are going for you? Also how is your Meditation now going?

Sincerely,

EuGene

 

Subject: Re: miss hearing from you


> Dear Eugene,
> i do apologise for sending absolutely no mails. It is my new job, it is a different role from what i am used to, hence is taking a lot out of me to deliver..i am just hoping my boss continues to show me
> the patience which he has been showing till now! i am continuing with my meditation except i now do it just before i sleep, i know you have advised against it, but its getting difficult to do it otherwise. its a 1hr commute to work+ im a bit lazy to get up early in the morning, i just about manage to go for my morning walk and leave for work. i dont find it disturing my sleep, so hope that is OK otherwise, i think it is getting easier, im trying to work without the visualization. buts its going to be
sometime before i move to twice daily.
>
>thats it for now, i have go home now- a terrible 1 hr drive in the worst possible traffic..very tiring.
>
> take care
> will write again
> Love sowmya

 

  The Gift of Life is Love...

Hi Sowmya,

It is indeed nice to hear from you and my heart is with you in this new job situation you are in. Remember that you are the most important consideration in the World, take good care of yourself, and it is just fine doing your Meditation before bed. I`m glad you go for a walk every morning, I myself do a fair amount of walking, it is good for your Health and it gives you an opportunity to think uninterrupted while in Motion. I do not know how your surroundings are where you live or even if the air is fresh, perhaps one time (when you have the time, no rush on this) you could tell me a bit about your home and surroundings. 

I want you to know that Moderation is generally the best approach to change but at times we must become "extreme" in our Decision making.

There are times when we must take the "lesser road traveled" in Life in order to fully experience LIFE itself.

I AM here for you always.

My Love in Truth embraces your Being and I sincerely want the best for you, you truly do deserve it.

EuGene

Dear Eugene,
> Hi, am taking a break & thought I would write in to you. I read an interesting article and thought of sharing it with you.

=====

Free Yourself - Albert Einstein

> A human being is a part of the whole that we call the universe, a part limited in time and space. He experiences himself, his thoughts and feelings, as something separated from the rest--a kind of optical illusion of his consciousness. This illusion is a
prison for us, restricting us to our personal desires and to affection for only the few people nearest us. Our task must be to free ourselves from this prison by widening our circle of compassion to embrace all living beings and all of nature.

====

> i was quite taken wiht the first couple of sentences, find it so quite true..what do you think?
> drasctic change is scary...i think the key is conviction which one has...you had it in your message while your wife had it in you.
> as i was telling you im looking for precisely that kind of conviction, not only in my career, but to my whole life. the humdrum routine of my life kind of pushes it under the carpet(by far too tired!) but it remains that i still seek it...

> I have heard that Canada is very beautiful, it must be wonderful to live in such calm surroundings. I live in the heart of a major city..the city has lots of gardens so thats some consolation.


> so long for now
sowmyaciao,

Hi Sowmya,

I`m so glad you took a moment to email me, that was very thoughtful of you and expressive of the person you are.

Yes Einstein is absolutely right, advanced Science is beginning to tell us the same thing that the True Spiritualists are: all is indeed One. The "optical illusion" although very limiting is an essential for many people in order to give them a structure that they can understand and work within. In time more and more people will come to know and begin to Live the Oneness of
all, but it will be a gradual process, it is engrained within evolution itself. All of Creation moves back to the Creator, and we the Human, the finest of Creation, leads the way. You are so special to me Sowmya, you are little by little becoming more Aware of the Grandness of all, and you picking out this quote to share with me is reflective of that. We recognize and relate to that which supports our perspective of and in Life.

I will be brief here, I do want to keep you too long, but I want you to know Life will open its Splendor to you, stay with me, be patient and Miraculous things will indeed happen. Love is the Oneness of all.

My Love to You Sowmya,
EuGene

p.s. . You are most welcomed at my home anytime.

 

Subject: Thank You for the invitation


> Dear Eugene,
> Thank you for the invitation, maybe someday I will be in that part of the world! and of course, if u are ever around here, pls visit me ...
>
> I have been wanting to write to you for some days now, but soemhow could not get around to do it...
> I was thinking yesterday of how thankful I was to get your guidance for meditation. It really has made a difference i think, it has helped to to lessen stress which accumulates tahnks to work...and i look forward to doing it. Which is not to say it has become very easy, but improvement has certainly happened. another thing i wantd to tell you that an article of
> mine got recently printed in a newspaper,a first for me..i was quite delighted when it happened!!
> thats it for now, more later
>
> How r you doing?
> Take care, Sowmya

Hi Sowmya,

It was so nice to hear from you, I was really missing you and wondering how everything was going. I`m so glad that your Mediation is coming along and that you are beginning to experience some of its benefits one of which is certainly reducing built up stress. I`m excited to hear of your Newspaper article, please tell me a bit more about it.

Things are quite busy with my Web Site, more and more people are contacting me via email and my visits per month are steadily increasing. I feel so good that the World is able to gain something by my WISDOM(77) and Insight. There is much more to happen of course, it is prophesied within DAWN 1999.

And how about yourself, is your job feeling better to you now that you have been there for a bit?

Please do come and visit, you can stay here with us for the length of your stay and the experience would be truly irreplaceable.

I realize you are very busy but email me whenever you able, even if it is just a short hello to tell me how you are feeling. Perhaps once things settle for you we can Communicate with one another more frequently because I know this is where your development of Self and of Spirit will blossom.

Love is Eternal,
EuGene

> Dear Eugene,
> I know i must write more & i also want to, so will try harder to drop in a line atlest once in 2 days.
>
> My meditation is great...i do it however tired i am, i think that is a great achievement for me coz i am mangeing to discipline my self to do it, in fact as i told u i look foward to do it. my concentration comes & goes during it. but on the whole the struggle has lessened, i hope it will continue to improve.
> Apropos, my newspaper article, I wrote in a review of the classic, Pride & prejudice by Jane Austen to a city newspaper, which was published in its Sunday Magazine section. i wasnt paid for it as it was for an interactive column , but still it was a great thrill. im not finding time to write more, which i regret. i am trying to set aside some time ...
> I have been thinking of what you refer to as my Be energy....i still can't really think of any specific ambition from my childhood. For whatever reasons, i always liked the languages more than science or maths. only other thing which caught my fancy later on was commerce/accounting/finance. I was pretty good at it but it still wasnt my passion. I did specialize in
> Finance in my MBA, but landed a job in research. so i kind of lost my way..... im not so sure abt finance being my passion coz inspite of not being in that field for 2-3 yrs, i dont exactly miss it acutely, just a kind of wistful longing, which anyway is not a good basis to pursue it on...
> I have so been thinking of the publishing field, i infact have a test for a copy editor job at a publishing company today -- im just checking it out.
>
> my family encourages me but of course is not exactly thrilled abt it, coz it doesnt "fit" my qualifications & also in
monetary terms. they want the best for me, i know that..but ......
> i do so hope i settle down somehow, this is not a nice place to be in life!!!!!
>
> its great to hear that more people are benefitting from your guidance, we do need it.. but all this must be streching you to the limits...do take care of yourself...
>
> i do hope i mange to come North America sometime..i do so want to see the Niagra Falls! & i would love to visit you...lets see whether it happens!!

> thats it for now,
> ciao sowmya

 

Thank You Somya,

Yes indeed I am thankful that you took the time to write me, I do not want to pressure you in any way but I know the more frequent contact would be good for you. I am happy to hear your Meditation is going better, are you able to repeat your Mantra without forcing it whatsoever, and when you find yourself in thought are you able to easily bring yourself back to your
Mantra? As well do you find yourself going deeper into relaxation as time goes on within your Meditation and in particular as you continue returning to your Mantra once you realize you are in thought? A few questions here but I want to make sure you are going to get the maximum from your Meditation by ensuring you are doing it perfectly well. By now I assume you are experiencing certain intuitive visual images happening and perhaps sounds that are stored in deeper aspects of your memory as you move into deeper levels of mind. One last question, when you are very tired do you at times fall asleep while Meditating? Self Empowering Meditation™ is indeed empowering of the Self, this inspired me to thus name it such. At times if
you are very tense you may discover it is a little bit more difficult to release yourself of thought, that is because when we are tense our thoughts are very captivating. We are in a strange way attempting to find a solution to our discomforting tension/stress hence we are really heavy in thought. Also it is normal if you are very tired that on occasion you may actually
fall asleep during your Meditation. This happens because as you begin to relax and move into deeper levels of Mind the need for sleep takes precedence and thus you fall asleep. Do not let this bother if it does happen, it is an indication that your body is in need of sleep most of all, however this should not happen regularly.

I`m really happy for your article being published, I never read the book but I watched the movie, I really enjoyed it. It is difficult for me to say at this point in time whether this editorial job might be more personally rewarding to you, from what you have told me it certainly could be because of your love of language. Whatever choice you make I want you to know that I will support you throughout. I would like it very much if you were able to visit, you could stay with us however long you like. It may be an
opportunity for you to really get in touch with yourself and discover a new and more satisfying path in Life.

I can certainly understand when you say " this is not a nice place to be in life!!!!!", I was there and it almost cost me my Life.

I truly wish you the best in Life and I will be here in whatever way you need me to the fullest extent possible. My heart is with you,

Sincerely Yours,
EuGene

Subject: Many apologies


> Dear Eugene,
> I have again been unable to send frequent mails to you, I think abt u everyday, but not able to write as i feel just few lines arent enough...i require to put in more thought & time!
> i had an urgent deadline to meet, hence..lack of time.. stress is building up...I am settling into the job, but it is difficult working outside your comfort zone...i will stay around for maybe 5-6mnths here, & meantime think up of what next to do!

> I meditate regularly, i still find myself in thought frequently but it is becoming easier for me to bring myself back with the mantra. I find myself going to deep meditational state for extremely short periods of time- 5-10mins, before finding myself out of it. that is i am unable to sustain it. is that normal? i also find it very difficult to do it when i am tense, i give up coz it simply doenst happen. I think im having problems of concentration... I have not yet ever fallen asleep during my meditation. One more thing is i am unsure of how i should wrap up my session... No smooth sailing yet for me..
>
> How are you/family doing? It must be a special time
> with Christmas around the corner..
>
> Take care, Sowmya

 

Hi Sowmya,

Dear Sowmya you certainly need not apologize, I understand. Yes it is normal to go into a deep state of meditation for just a short period of time, this is because you are still in the earlier stages of learning Meditation. I`m glad it has become easier for you to go back to your Mantra once you realize you are in thought, this is very good indeed. As far when you are really
tense I know it can be difficult to get into Meditation because your Mind is just racing about looking for a way out of its tension. The problem is not one of concentration but rather one of thought being so strong that you have trouble breaking free of it. Just keep repeating your Mantra and you may discover that at times even under stress you will slip away from thought within your Meditation and as you do you will experience a reduction in stress. Meditation calms the body through calming the Mind. There is no specific way to wrap up your session, once you have done your 20 to 30 minutes you simply open your eyes, look around and do as you like.

I`m glad you are thinking of me for I do think of you. I want so much for you to experience more Happiness and greater Fulfillment in Life. Actually Happiness comes from Fulfillment in Life. Yes Christmas can be exciting, I finally can appreciate Christmas. It took me a long while to recover from Christmas Eve of 1986. This is when I was locked out of my Home and did
not spend Christmas in the new Home I had just bought two months prior. I roamed about on the streets and ended up sleeping in the run down basement at my parents place. Christmas Eve was the beginning of the two most horrific years imaginable for me. The suffering was so very intense, extreme pain and suffering and no answers. Amazingly just when I thought that I will never get out of the vicious cycle I was in all was given to me in the Instantaneous Spiritual COMMUNICATION(48) of the evening of Aug. 25, 1988. This was the turning point for me, and this was the Birth of Thee Trinity Creation. I can now enjoy Christmas once again, I do not get excited about it, in fact I am not an excitable person; I simply enjoy being home with my new family. My wife is very young (22 yrs of age) but quite mature, she is expecting to give birth to our second son sometime in January. There is a Light that will shine on you Sowmya, I know it will but I cannot say when. Stay with me and when things get a little less busy for you we can explore all to a greater depth.

I do care you Sowmya, I know you are a Wonderful person and you deserve Fulfillment in Life, you will have it one day. I will be here for you always.

I truly do wish you a very Merry Christmas and I hope to speak with you many times before then. I know I can be of tremendous worth to you and to you discovering a Grander path in Life. I will help you be all that you should be.

Love for you,
EuGene

 

> Dear Eugene,
> I am sitting back after office hours to wrap up work, & then thought of also dropping you a line.. I hope I am progresing in path of meditation ...it is sometimes frustating when i find myself unable to focus..you are so right when you say that "the
> thought" is too strong ...making it difficult for me to break away frm the cycle.. i hope it will become easier i practise more..!
> I was thinking of how controlling thought otherwise is also so tough..the effort it takes to not think of topics, ridiculous worries etc in daily life, If only I could command my mind not to think them!!!but never happens ealily---that also takes practise i guess..
> I was also wondering about something you had mentioned in an earlier mail...of all creations of the world going back to the Creator..could you tell me more about it..? for humans would you be meaning salvation/liberation?
> I often keep thinking about WHY? why are we all here..? what the purpose for all this..for my petty struggles..?  In Hindu philosophy as far as i know, all this world & everything that happnens in it is "leela" or "maya" - basically Gods' illusion--It has always been quite puzzling to me..
> (You must tell me how much you know about the Hindu religion, i know you have practised TM, so i am sure you would be quite knowledgeable...so i dont want to hold forth using my paltry knowledge!!!!)
>
> Anyway hope i hvnt bored you with my "end of day" ravings! You must be eagrly awaiting you son's arrival in Jan..
> Thank you for sharing more about yourself..
> I was quite affected by what you had mentioned of your past experinces..it must hv been so tough..
>
> Pls take care,
> I will try to write in more frequently...
> Ciao, Sowmya

Hi my Dear Sowmya,

To begin with Meditation can be a bit "frustrating" to learn, often that will of greatest value to one`s well being is the most challenging, this is because it is within challenge that the Human has made his greatest leaps forward. The ENERGY(99) of LIFE(15) flows through each and every one of us and within that ENERGY(99) is the evolution of Creation itself. Creation is
PERFECTION(54) for that which is Created from PERFECTION(54) must itself be PERFECTION(54). THE CREATOR(46) is PERFECTION(54) hence his Creation is PERFECTION(54). However because we are still infants in our Human development we cannot see the larger picture that underlies LIFE(15), therefore when something does not move in our favor, or within the limits of our understanding we see it as flawed, in fact we often believe to have a better way than THE CREATOR(46) Himself. There is no better way to Creation itself, it is PERFECTION(54) but there is a better way within the World of our Personhood. The better way of course is to live our LIFE(15) {as we know and understand it} in greater alignment with the total Person that we are. When the Person we are is operating at a very high level of our potential of Being we feel so good about our self and about LIFE(15) in general. The external World of Creation has been matched to our inner World of Being. The reason you have such questions as "I often keep thinking about WHY? why are we all here..? what the purpose for all this..for my petty struggles..?". is because you are not as a Person in alignment with the World about you, and hence deep within yourself you suffer from lack of FULFILLMENT(12). In order to align yourself with the World about you, and to align the World about with yourself there are two elements that need to be addressed, and within each of these elements many many sub-elements.  TRUTH(33) and WISDOM(77) in LIFE(15) are so rare. It is very easy to access heightened levels of KNOWLEDGE(0) but very difficult to develop LIFE(15) WISDOM(77) and to live the TRUTH(33). So you see what we have been talking of and attempting to do since we have come together is two-fold, these two elements are as well both of the internal and external. At an internal level Meditation and our time together is helping you come to Know your True and Full self which is the first internal step in the development of your Full self. Secondly we have been looking at external factors in an attempt to shift them in time so that they may be better suited to the Total Person you are. You can readily see that it takes time for the True development of the Person to take place because both internal and external conditions need to be looked at and within each of these there are many factors that need to be addressed. You are in the process Sowmya of moving beyond mere KNOWLEDGE(0) to that of WISDOM(77). WISDOM(77), a little at a time yields a time yields a lot over time. If you attempt to resolve those questions you have at a logical level you will be at it for the rest of your LIFE(15) and still not have an answer, however once you are able to live FULFILLMENT(12) in LIFE(15) the answer is given. The reason you are troubled with " the effort it takes to not think of topics, ridiculous worries etc in daily life" is because of this lack of FULFILLMENT(12) within yourself. This whole idea of Positive thinking is really a farce, what needs to be done is Positive living, and the only way for this to happen is through development of the Self. Once you are satisfied within yourself such thoughts that now trouble you just tend to disappear. Its that simple, but not easy. That is why there are so few people of living FULFILLMENT(12) in LIFE(12), and of course there is industry that does not want you to be Fulfilled for they can sell a lot more to a discontent Person. The Person buys as a way of filling their void, industry loves it and that is why industry never promotes True FULFILLMENT(12) of the Person: keep the populace basically unhappy and you will sell so much more.

In terms of Religion of Birth I am Catholic, and prior to my personal crash in 1986 I studied many Religions, many philosophies of Life and many systems of personal growth all to no avail. I crashed and my Life was almost taken from me. I had so many questions and no answers. In TRUTH(33) what I needed was not answers but rather a way so that I may know and Live
FULFILLMENT(12) in LIFE(15). Miraculously I was given THE WAY(36) to FULFILLMENT(12) in LIFE(15) and all the answers were suddenly known to me. Since that time I do not study any type of Religion of philosophy of Life, instead I live LIFE(15). So much Superior and this is what I would LOVE(14) for you Sowmya, to live LIFE(15). It is the Greatest reality of all. So in terms Hindu philosophy my KNOWLEDGE(0) is not presently GREAT(8) which is good, too much can actually cloud the GROWTH(65) of one`s WISDOM(77) for KNOWLEDGE(0) is of someone else whereas WISDOM(77) must come from within yourself.  WISDOM(77) is a rare and precious gem indeed.

Salvation and liberation of the Person comes through the development of WISDOM(77) which becomes manifested as living LOVE(14) in TRUTH(33).

Remember with your Meditation to keep doing it daily and to just keep returning to you Mantra whenever your drift off in to thought, no need to focus simply bring yourself back to your Mantra each and every time you realize you are in thought. That`s all you need do.

I really care for you Sowmya, I want so much for you to live the Fullness of this Beautiful Person you are. You can do it, I know you can.

LOVE(14) that is TRUTH(33),
EuGene

Subject: Merry Christmas!!


> Dear Eugene,
> Hi, Best wishes for Christmas for you & your family...

I have been stuck in middle of a project, hence the total silence...i have lot of thoughts on what you had shared in the last mail, but alas, hvnt been able to write
> will do so this weekend when im off..
> Take care
> Hope u enjoy my greeting!!!
>
> Regards
> Sowmya

Hi Sowmya,

Your Kindness is so warming, you are a very special Person, YES I do LOVE(14) your greeting and I want you to have a most enjoyable Christmas; let it filled with PEACE(29), LOVE(14) and lots of laughter. I look forward to hearing from you as always,

Yours Truly,
EuGene

Hi Sowmya,

 

I hope all is well, I have a new page that is considerably different from the others, it is based on a Powerful Spiritual Movement I recently had. If you get the time look through it and I hope to hear from you when you are able.

Dreams, Number 3, 33, 333 and Spiritual Movements

EuGene

 

Dear Eugene,
> it was great to see ur mail, though hv yet to see the webpage-- i was wondering abt getting no mails frm u guessed u were caught up in something hope u got my earlier mail, which i had sent around
> the 5th.. if not, am giving it below below
>
take care & ciao

Sowmya
>
> ===

> Dear Eugene,
> First off, best wishes for the new year to u & ur family. One of my resolutions for hte new yr was to be more in touch with you. but as it happened i broke it in the first week itself!! I am simply getting wrapped up in the day to day existence & i know, at the end of it all i might land up exactly in the same state i was in when i contacted you first.. Hence i will write to your more often...!!i ,absolutely in any situation, dont want to lose contact with you...
>
> I continue to meditate, but i feel with lesser degree of success, im thinking of moving my time to morning as it takes me too long to settle down at night...i end up reviewing my day..which is good in a way, but doesnt serve the purpose of meditation.
> its been long since your last mail , hope u can recall what we discussed since im putting down some of my
> thoughts..& questions I could totally understand the point you make on Knowledge vs Wisdom...i can appreciate the difference and also sense that it is missing in me..
> Fulfillment in myself, my life- i lack the core understanding of myself . It is amazing u mentioned the same point bcoz that was another thing i wanted to discuss "how do i feel good abt myself away from approval of others"
> i not miserable today bcoz my boss is not totally unhappy with me.& im doing ok in work... but i can see the mood swings i have, if my boss okays some work i do, i feel good - if he critisizes me, i feel down..why this see-saw? I guess this is bcoz i dont hv self-worth inherently for myself - it happens primarily in my job/career not in other personal relationships perse( maybe im not qualified to say that as ive nver been in a "relationship" till now), where i think im despartely trying to prove myself, most of all to my own self.. I have been wondering on how to tackle this lack of confidence/knowledge etc.is it suceeding spectacularly at my work or what??..i now understand better and maybe hope to address it with ur guidance.
>
> Looking forward to ur response
> Love sowmya

Dear Sowmya,

I`m so sorry for not responding to your email of the 5th, but I never received it. I kept thinking about you but I thought you were very busy. I have not had time yet to read through it but I noticed your resolution, I`m so thankful that we are back in Communication, I really did miss you. The latest page I sent you can be a bit heavy, please try no to let it worry you however for I do not know anything of the particulars yet. It could be some time before the Prophesy becomes realized.  I will look through your email now with great care and I will respond to it.

Love

EuGene

 

Dear Sowmya,

Your email has indicated to me that you are in understanding of yourself, this has developed since our coming together. The mood shifts depending on the approval of others is due to your lack of confidence within yourself, as you have indicated. It is really incredible how we can know something of our self and know that we want to change it but nevertheless find that no
matter what we try we remain the same. This is what you are presently experiencing and will continue to experience for some time, but remember the Awareness that you have developed of yourself is absolutely vital before any change can happen. The Awareness is the very first step, so I commend you on making it to that first step. Things can continue to progress from here but it is very important that you stay in regular touch with me and continue to share with me your thoughts and in particular your feelings. Emotion controls thought not the other way around, therefore you feel a certain way depending on the response of others relative to yourself and then you think accordingly. When others disapprove you feel bad about yourself and you then
think negative thoughts about yourself, if others approve and speak highly of you then you feel good about yourself and think accordingly. However the good thoughts are often strewn with uncertainty and questions due to the lack of your self confidence/self esteem and they evaporate rather quickly especially if someone says something to you disapprovingly, even if that person is not personally very important to you. This mood swing that you spoke of only appears to happen in your job/career due mainly to the importance you put on your job (and the importance others put on it) and your job`s uncertainty, therefore its impact is far greater. I`m sure you can see that when something is of little importance to you if you are accepted in approving or disapproving ways its impact on your feeling would be significantly less, however if something means a lot to you then you are very vulnerable to the opinion of others. This swing is also very prominent in relationships depending of course on the importance and depth of closeness in that relationship. You can see this in the relationship you have with you Mother. If she is approving of you then you feel good, if she is disapproving you feel bad. However because she really cares for you she will attempt to buffer her disapproval with kindness and love, but it still makes its impact on you. This disapproval even causes you to feel and thus think in a certain fashion and you may take resulting action even if it is something that you would prefer not doing. That is why you must be very careful about a romantic type of relationship. You are very vulnerable to the Power the other person has over you due to your lack of self esteem. The way you worded your email to me I do not know if you are now in such a relationship or not, please clarify this for me and if you are able in one of your email`s to me share with me as much as you can about this other person and how he reacts to you. I will be able to help determine the Truth that he is, or if he is only projecting goodness but hiding his True self and True motives. Going into a new relationship the likelihood is very high that he will shower you with goodness at the start for he wants to have you. This is not bad in itself, but if his motives are untrue then you will be caught up in his web of deceit and by the time you realize it he will have you entrapped. Please let me know if indeed you are in a relationship and give me some info if you want me to help you out. When I was doing personal counseling almost every one that I counseled was having trouble in their {romantic} relationship, usually the people I met with were women and the guys they were with were causing them suffering but they often thought it was their fault. When a woman is of low esteem and their mate gives them disapproval and treats them badly the woman usually blames herself. This is sad indeed and this area of relationships is one of my strongest so I can help you out Sowmya.

In terms of actually building your esteem there is no easy and straightforward approach. It is a very slow build but it can happen, and if not then you must have true caring people in your Life. Most important is the romantic relationship you get into. If the guy is True to you and True to himself, and in Truth does care and love you, and his motives are indeed Pure for coming together with you this can be a critical factor in helping you build yourself. However if this Person is not of Truth then you will not ever be able to build your self esteem as long as you are with him. That is for certain.

It is too bad that you are having trouble with your Meditation, I wish I could see you in person every day or so then I know I could help you better with your Meditation and of course with everything else. We will however do what we can via email. You may try changing the time of your Meditation, see if that helps.

Love,
EuGene

 

Dear Eugene,
> Hi, & hope this finds u & family well I went thru the page u had sent me, & u were right, it was way too heavy for me. Found a bit tough even for it all to sink in...
Apropos my meditation though not as great as it shld be, is still helping me, esp in calming me, so will keep soldiering on..and remain thankful for being able to do it as much as it has been possible You are right about how others have impact on me, Some decisions ive taken in past have been heavily influenced, i have realised that now and... i am glad that ive recognised the fact, but it is making it more difficult in terms of "being " in relationships, there is more stress & confusion esp when combined with my hesitancy about doing the right thing! But of course, being aware has helped me learn more abt myself & helping me work on making myself take more decisions than before & stand by them(best of all realising that i CAN take good decisions!!) ..but oh i
> do wish i always knew what to do!! I think all this helping me to accept myself more- for better for worse, that is a huge step, dont you think? My new workplace esp. my boss, has also had a positive effect on me in the past 2 months. And as for my relationships, i am not in any romantic relationship as of now..so that complication does not exist!
>
> thats it for today,
> Take care ciao, Sowmya

 

HI Sowmya,

It is nice to hear from you as always, my wife just gave birth to our second son, she is still at the hospital, hopefully today she comes home with our new baby, we called him Julius EuGene Morin. However the EuGene in his name, just as with our other son will not be used in everyday matters.

Awareness is always of benefit, it may at times appear to make things more difficult but in reality it is presenting you with the OPPORTUNITY(38) to make better LIFE(15) decisions. There is no finer way to walk through LIFE(15) than with your eyes wide open. To accept yourself more is always for the good, it is new land you are venturing in so you have questions and are hesitant, but I assure you it is for the better, and when you do begin a romantic relationship this will help you immensely to chose the right person for you. It is so very important to find the right Person, it can do wonders for your Personal Self and add tremendous sparkle to your LIFE(15), however the wrong Person and it can laden you with misery. I`m presently guiding someone who has found herself in a very bad relationship and is now in deep suffering for it. I`m helping her free herself from this and building her Awareness and esteem so that she may eventually find the right Person.

Remember Sowmya the better you can see the better you can make choices, and with better choices comes happier living. I`m so Fulfilled knowing I have been helping you along, and I will continue to as long as you need me.

In terms of your Meditation even though it is not working to its Fullest for you at least it is working and eventually it will become more and more satisfying and worthwhile to you. Keep it up. Just yesterday I received a phone call from someone who came across my Web Site looking for some guidance in their Meditation, she called for she lives near here. She had been Meditating for many years but had stopped and she wants to start up again and had many questions. She was so pleased that I could help her the way I did and I will be meeting with her next week. I wish I could meet with you Sowmya, I know this would help things out tremendously but we must do the best we can given our distance. Keep moving forward, it is the right way to proceed.

Hope to hear from you again soon,

EuGene

 

Dear Eugene,
My congratulations & best wishes..

It wuld hv been really great if we could meet it would have helped me not only in my meditation but in so
many other ways..

I agree i am now more "aware" in many ways..it does help also. And i do hope to find the right person in time.

I am now a bit under pressure at work..coz am really not convinced I want to continue doing this, my boss is helping in "thinking better" - so that is one of the reasons im not greatly unhappy..and as usual i keep hoping something will come thru to tell me what is it that will be my passion...cant believe this is all!!


I will wrap up now...this is a short mail- ready to go home..

Ciao, sowmya

> Dear Eugene,
> its been a long time..hope u remember me at all..:)
> How are you doing & how is ur family esp the new baby?
>
> Rgds
> Sowmya

Hi Sowmya,

Yes I remember you quite well Sowmya, and I understand not hearing from you for some time, this happens with people that I help out. They are usually in despair and their Life not going well at all, they come to me for Personal/Spiritual Guidance which I give them of course.  Then their Life gets better and I do not hear from them. Your Life has no doubt gotten better, and I am glad for that.

I`m doing alright however I Am presently going through a rather difficult financial time.  Everything I do is for free, and my only Web Site revenue comes from those who buy my book so money is not plentiful whatsoever.  I Am not complaining here in the least, I am merely expressing to you Sowmya a bit of info regarding my difficulty of present.  This will pass for once I get a Publisher, which I am actively seeking out right now, I will sell many books and then my situation will shift.

The family is doing quite well and the new baby is so Angelic. My family are Life itself to me and even though finances are tight I appreciate so very much the tremendous Goodness of what I have.

It is indeed nice to hear from you again Sowmya, stay in touch and if you need me I Am always here for you.

Love,
EuGene

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