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The reverse threes within the Logo of THEE TRINITY CREATION are the mirror image of the number 33 which symbolizes TRUTH(33) as Revealed to me within the advanced Universal Sacred Numeric/Symbolic Celestial Language of THEE TRINITY CREATION, this is The System. This incredible Creation is born of the Eternal TRUTH(33) and TRUTH(33) I was Reborn into during the instantaneous Spiritual ENERGY COMMUNIATION of 1988. The Revelation of TRUTH(33) became intelligently implanted symbolically within the Logo itself. I Am Thee Trinity Creation`s Human counterpart, I Am to Fullfill this tremendous World Mission as deleneated within the Symbolic Communication of Dawn 1999. The Eternal Energy of Life has chosen me as The One to Fulfill this amazing World Mission of Truth, Love and Wisdom, I did not choose It. Often I feel as though I cannot handle all of the tremendous challenges that I continually face in this World of the everyday while remaining completely devoted to my Mission, but I MUST!

Personal and Spiritual Guidance

Hi my name is Jasmine and I had a dream with some numbers in it. I came across a websight that was giving answers to these dream questions. I 'm not sure if I got the right person but if you are Eu Gene I was wondering if maybe you could help me figure out what this dream meant. Last night I fell asleep and the next day me fiance tells me that I woke up shortly after I had fallen asleep and I said to him''baby I dreamt of numbers the numbers 3, 22, and 25. I dont remember waking up to tell him that but I do remember the numbers. If it's to much trouble can you please tell me what my dream meant I would really appreciate it. Thank you in advance.

Your name is quite a nice one Jasmine, and your Numbers are of such Life Meaning. Since I do not have any particulars of your Dream but only the Numbers I will give you a full interpretation of these, and yes you have the right Person. I answer all of the emails Personally however I can understand your confusion with my name, you see my birth name is Joseph Eugene Morin, the name I use in the everyday is Eugene Morin and my name of Spiritual recognition is Master Sage Joseph M. Now on to your unique set of Numbers Jasmine.

The Number 3 of Meaning is THE SYSTEM(3) which is with direct reference to Thee Trinity Creation which is THE SYSTEM(3) of TRUTH(33) come down to the Earth on the Eventful evening of August 25, 1988. THis leads us to the Number 2 which of irrefutable Meaning REBIRTH(25). This is the day that I was Reborn into the TRUTH(33) and this is the day that we celebrate the Birth of Christ and Its Meaning is also for you Jasmine for in the World of the everyday and all of the stress and confusion that it presents us with regularly we need to anchor ourselves to something more, to something Pure, to something of PEACE(29) and of Eternal Conscious Energy for the few years that we live here on Earth are really so little time in the bigger scheme of things. This is where the Meaning of REBIRTH(25) comes into focus, try little by little to open yourself up to that Energy through deep Prayer, Meditation and a real attempt at living Greater TRUTH(33) but stay alert to those that may want to take advantage of your openness and Honesty as a Person. The Number 22 fits in Magnificently well into the description I just shared with you of the Numbers 3 and 25 for of Meaning it is STIMULATION(22), by this I Am making references to the senses of our body including sexual. Life would be so empty without STIMULATION(22) of the senses for we are a body with emotions and real feelings in addition to Being a Person of Mind and Spirit so I encourage living Life in the Fullness of the Person you are however when the STIMULATION(22) takes more from us that what it gives in the long run it must addressed, reduced and eventually eliminated. Remain Pure and whole as a Person and seek out STIMULATION(22) and enjoyment of body and emotion in ways that do not take from you in another time or another way.

I expect that your Dream would have revolved around these themes and probably had a strong emotional/Sensual element to it but this I cannot say with certainty but what I have shared with you Jasmine of your Number Life Meanings is irrefutable for they are One within the Celestial Communication of Thee Trinity Creation in which the real Life Meaning of Numbers is Revealed to the World. I will give you a link to my complete e-Manuscript and if you become exceptionally interested in what I Am sharing with the World I can also mal you my hard copy Book of mini cd rom which contains the original Celestial Communication as Revealed to me back in 1988.

Hi Eugene,

I'm not sure if you remember me or not but you gave me some information on a dream I had a little while ago. I just wanted to thank you for interpreting what it meant for me. Since then I caught my fiance cheating on me and I had to throw him out of my life. Around the same time I got offered a new job that offered me great pay and I took it. Your dream interpretation was right on and I want to thank you for being so nice as to even answer my inquiry. I appreciate the time you took to do that. May the universe bless you and your family with all the good things you deserve.

Sincerly
Jasmine

Dear Eugene,

I'm writing to you because I envy the wisdom that you've managed to retain from your spiritual awakening. You see, about 30 years ago...I experienced what I now believe to be the highest level of spirituality. It was a spontaneous event, I was not praying or asking for this to happen, it just did. It was the most surreal and exhilarating experience I've ever had. This happened when I was 17 (I'm now 47 mother of 3 and grandmother), I spontaneously slipped (mu ch like the vacuum affect I've read about in obe's) out of my body into what appeared to be space, it was dark except for the light form that was in front of me...many different geometrical shapes all within each other, layered, all were different colors and spinning in different directions. I was moving rapidly towards it when suddenly I was consumed by it...every answer to every question I ever had, or anyone ever had for that matter was revealed to me, pure knowledge. I remember thinking (for lack of a better word) "THAT'S IT...THAT'S IT, IT'S SO SIMPLE", I was elated then I thought "I'm not supposed to be here" and in an instant I was back in my body, friends gathered around me as I had apparently passed out and I told them all that I must have died, that I had seen God.

Once I was back in my body, I of course could not remember the knowledge that was revealed, I've always assumed it was because this was spiritual knowledge not intended for the mind, that my mind could not comprehend the complexity of what had happened. Anyway, the point of this letter is to ask you some questions and hope you may be able to shed some light on my circumstance.

1. Would you agree that my Christian faith (at the time) stifled my desire to pursue what had happened (until Now) since Christianity denies the validity of these experiences being of God?

2. Why would I go on to 20 years of self destructive behavior if my soul was privy to this knowledge? I'm assuming deep down in the depths of my soul I remember.

3. Do you think this was accidental? Is that possible?

Please respond to my questions, I know you are probably very busy but I've never stumbled on anyone who has had an experience even remotely like mine (except what I've read about in the Kabbalah, I have written but have had no response) and have no one to talk to about this. I also wanted to state that I think that this would happen to me again if I allowed it to. I feel myself slipping out sometimes and it really frightens me, I've learned how to stop it. Perhaps this is the source of my discontent? I hate to beg but a response would be appreciated immensely.

Sincerely,
Rene'

Yes I will share with you my WISDOM(77) although I, at times, do not have the exact response that everyone is looking for. I can relate generally to what you are speaking of although my Spiritual ENERGY(99) Awakening was considerably different in intensity and of manifestation. I believe there is no difference whatsoever however in its Spiritual Fullness for much of what you speak of I can relate to directly. When you say you had the Knowledge, all of it "I was consumed by it...every answer to every question I ever had, or anyone ever had for that matter was revealed to me, pure knowledge" I can understand completely. I speak of the instantaneous COMMUNICATION(48) and in that instant all was Revealed to ME(23), however because our brain is limited the Communication could only last for an instant, anything more and complete burn out would have occurred. As well if we were to remember all that had just transpired immediately afterwards once again we could not handle it, it would overwhelm us and incapacitate us. In fact immediately after my Awakening I Knew I was transformed into a Grander Person but at a conscious level of understanding things appeared not much different than before. All started to Reveal itself to my Conscious Awareness gradually, although nevertheless it was still extremely intense, and it took the form of the Sacred Geometry Numeric Symbolic Language of Thee Trinity Creation. As this begin to unfold simultaneously I began to become Aware of the KNOWLEDGE(0) and WISDOM(77) that underlies all of LIFE(15). Thee Trinity Creation: The Book is the complete Revelation of the Numeric Symbolic Language of the Spiritual Communication and took about a year to complete. This was a very intense time frame for me and most of it was Revealed while I was in a Transcendent State of Being, I was very close to burn out. However my Conscious absorption of its Magnificent LIFE(15) WISDOM(77) was a much slower process for when it comes to True WISDOM(77) indeed "a little at a time yields a lot over time". That which is within The Book is my Guidance in LIFE(15), I live it, I AM(47) it, Thee Trinity Creation which includes the Prophecy of Dawn is my LIFE(15) FULFILLMENT(12), this is who I AM(47). I was fortunate for not only did I experience the incredible Spiritual Awakening but I was also given a complete written manifestation that serves as my ongoing Guide in LIFE(15) and The Book may be shared with the World, this is my Life Mission of World Truth and Wisdom. You also speak of "many different geometrical shapes all within each other, layered", as you now may realize THEE TRINITY CREATION is a System of complete ENLIGHTENMENT(70) built upon the base of Sacred Geometric shapes and yes all interwoven into ONE, which becomes ONE, for all is indeed ONE in TRUTH(33).

There is only One TRUTH(33), your experience was one of TRUTH(33), THEE TRINITY CREATION is born of the TRUTH(33). It is regrettable that you were not given the LIFE(15) road map to go with your Awakening, so you were thus left dangling Rene, but this was for some reason meant to be in your case.

I will answer your questions in a moment, I would like to suggest you learning a Meditation of Transcendence, a quality one such as Self Empowering Meditation®. This is a quality Meditation of Transcendence, it is a gentle way of Consciously becoming Aware in a gradual way of the TRUTH(33) that underlies all of Life, that is all of Life and that of Eternal Life.

Now some answers to your questions:

1. Although Christianity can be very limiting in the Spiritual Realm I do not believe that it contributed to stifling your DESIRE(43) of pursuing what happened, simply put you were given very little to go on, you were not given the road Map of LIFE(15) along with your experience, and LIFE(15) as we Know it can be very harsh and complex at times.

2. LIFE(15) can be very harsh at times, and when we do not have real DIRECTION(5) or answers we tend to become as you say self destructive. I was extremely self destructive prior to my Awakening, I came close to death many many times, but it all changed following my Awakening. So although at a deep unconscious level you sense you have the answers it does not do you much good if you cannot bring it to your conscious level where you can make direct use of it. Once again I believe Meditation will help with bringing it to the surface.

3. There is no such thing as accidental. As we Know it we call it coincidence or accidental but it is simply because we cannot consciously see the AMAZING(55) multitude of Energies that produces that specific event or incident, this is true of everything. There is no such thing as accident, although if the consequence of something is unfavorable we call it accident, and at the level of Conscious Human existence rightly so, but at the Level of the ENERGY(99) SUPREME(85) that underlies all that is there is not ever accident, nor coincidence. LIFE(15) is PERFECTION(54), it cannot be anything other, if it were LIFE(15) could not be.

As far as letting it happen again, on this one I cannot say for certain what is best. If you were to allow it to happen again, if indeed that is possible, what would be accomplished if you come out empty handed once again? I believe the superior approach is to learn well a quality Meditation of Transcendence. It connects the Conscious MIND to Infinite Creative MIND, which in reality is ONE in the same.

I hope I have been of help to you Rene,

Yours Sincerely,
EuGene

Rene'

Hi Rene

Yes I will gladly answer your questions, and just a little correction, I do not have books for sale, all I have is Thee Trinity Creation: The Book© (also on CD) which is the original written manifestation of Thee Trinity Creation as Revealed to ME(23). I teach Meditation Online and have been for some time but just recently I have included it FREE, whereas before I was charging $99.00. I AM(47) doing this because I AM(47) Truly devoted to my mission of World TRUTH(33) and WISDOM(77) and I want to do as much as I can no charge. However my Web Site has many associated costs and what I make from the sale of my Book goes directly towards its maintenance. Sorry to hear your finances are rather strained, my are as well, not from Christmas but rather from all I had to invest in getting my Site up and running and developed to where it is now. I strongly encourage you to learn Meditation for will balance things out for you in a very positive way. Now on with some answers.

1. In the instantaneous Spiritual ENERGY(99) COMMUNICATION(48) of 1988, my Spiritual Awakening, I did not see any Geometric shapes, in fact I did not see, smell or hear anything BUT I certainly felt it. As I was walking along gazing up at the clear night sky in a Oneness of Being frame of MIND unexpectedly a massive surge of ENERGY(99) struck ME(23) from the skies, and literally almost knocked ME(23) off my feet. I was dazed and slightly confused and could not understand what it was, but I KNOW it was and there was a new sense of Knowing to ME(23), but not anything specific. The actual COMMUNICATION(48) was virtually instantaneous, I felt its Power, the ENERGY(99) which as I say almost knocked ME(23) off my feet and that was it. Shortly thereafter however, within a couple of days I found myself Passionately drawing these strange looking geometric Symbols and associating them to specific Numbers and States of Being, which in some cases did not come easy. Everything was Revealed to ME(23) in a type of Transcendent State whereby the exact Symbol, Number and State of Being would come to ME(23). Sometimes it would take hours or days for one in its entirety to manifest itself; it was with such intensity, nothing like I had not ever experienced before (except for the instantaneous COMMUNICATION(48) itself), nothing can compare.

2. Well I guess I answered this in 1.

3. Not fair, you hear that more often than not by virtually everyone who has not had the result in LIFE(15) they Desired. In the underlying reality everything is Perfectly fair, how could THE CREATOR(46) be LOVE(14) and PERFECTION(54) and not be fair----IMPOSSIBLE. It is in our interpretation that things do indeed appear to not be fair, and relative to what could be, or in comparison to something Grander then YES it is not fair at that level of our understanding and experience. However the unique combination of Energies that caused that particular event is not in any way unfair, it is PERFECTION(54) and that which is PERFECTION(54) cannot be anything other than PERFECTION(54): everything is Perfectly fair, but YES I must concede at times that things are rather unpleasant from our limited perspective, and real experience. Perhaps I should rephrase my use of "dangling" and say that the unique combination of Energies did not result in a manifestation of experience that is ideal in comparison to what you would have liked to see happen.

4. No I have not ever studied the Kabbalah, I have not ever heard of it and I need not ever study it. When a person has all that is necessary he need not look anywhere else, nor to anyone else for more. I have within Thee Trinity Creation all that I need, my LIFE(15), my Mission, ETERNAL LIFE(15): I need not look anywhere else.

I try not to mention GOD very often on my Web Site because there are so many different interpretations as to what or who GOD is, and there are very strong convictions that go with these interpretations. Within Thee Trinity Creation you will find the term THE CREATOR(46), this I refer to often or even more so The ENERGY(99) SUPREME(85). Just different written expressions of that which is beyond expression, but Conscious Knowing can be yours. I do LOVE(14) Jesus and the incredible mission he was on, that of LOVE(14) and COMPASSION(41), but I do not embrace Christianity as a whole. I do relate very well to the ENERGY(99) he speaks of and of which he is moved by, that is the ENERGY(99) I speak of and am moved by however different in time and therefore presentation. There is no such thing as Damnation, another false Creation of those in Power to stay in Power, instill fear into those they want to control. THE CREATOR(46) is PERFECTION(54) and is not one to Damn or Judge, our Damnation is of earth and due to living a LIFE(15) of weakened LOVE(14) and non TRUTH(33): we lessen the ENERGY(99) of LIFE(15) within our self and thereby cannot move on to the experience of Grander Life and unto the Eternal Realm. In order to move on to ETERNAL LIFE(86) one must be Pure of intent and right of ACTION(81), of TRUTH(33) and of WISDOM(77). Thee Trinity Creation cannot be classified as a Religion, not presently anyway so I cannot say it is my Religion, however it is all that I AM(47) and all that I need, and therefore I AM(47) not of any Religion but that of Thee Trinity Creation, a Religion? But it is of TRUTH(33), LOVE(14) WISDOM(77), ENLIGHTENMENT(70) and ETERNAL LIFE(86): I need not anything else.

Living should be a celebration of LOVE(14) and LIFE(15) and of the WISDOM(77) and PEACE(29) that Jesus shared with the World.

I Truly wish you the very best in your LIFE(15) Journey and remember the Awareness of TRUTH(33), for sometimes misconstrued concepts and understanding sap from us the ENERGY(99) of LIFE(15) itself.

In TRUTH(33), and always here for you,
EuGene

EuGene...thank you so much,

I've just undergone surgery, so lucky for you this will be short..I don't have a very clear mind right now nor the energy to express myself.

Thanks again for thinking of me.

Rene'

Hi Rene,

I Thank You for responding and I Truly wish you the very best on a speedy recovery.

Sincerely,

EuGene

Happy to find your site as I've always relied on numbers without knowing why...just knew they were divinely sent. Now I have a way to interpret their meanings! What does 414 mean?

Your Numbers are certainly a Magnificent combination for they speak of COMPASSION(41) and LOVE(14). Think of COMPASSION(41) as LOVE(14) in action when that LOVE(14) is Pure and of TRUTH(33). These two Numbers are a pair within Thee Trinity Creation that are so very closely linked, in Number left to right{14} and right to left{41}, in State of Being for anyone that is of True LOVE(14) cannot help but be of genuine COMPASSION(41), and in Sacred Symbolism.

LOVE(14) is the Energy that animates all of Life, LOVE(14) is the energy: LIFE(15) its result.

If these Numbers have been making themselves known to you Didi with an acute intensity then they are indeed Communicating to you, or rather I should say your Higher Consciousness has opened you up to this higher knowing. That is how Thee Trinity Creation came into existence, on the evening of Aug. 25, 1988, my Mind in the Grandest of ways opened up to the Eternal Creative Energy of Life itself and Thee Trinity Creation, born of the Eternal TRUTH(33) came into Being. All that you see on my Web Site including my entire Online Manuscript, and of course the Revelation itself is all due to that instantaneous Event of Miraculous proportions. This is in fact who I have been reborn into, Thee Trinity Creation I AM. The Communication is speaking to you Didi of COMPASSION(41) and LOVE(14), remember that Truth must underlie these otherwise they are merely words that are sweet but are not of the Fullness they should be as expressed in thought and of action. Let LOVE(14) fill your Heart and COMPASSION(41) fill your action, then Life in all of the Grandness that it is becomes your new and heightened Worldly experience that propels you forth unto Eternal Life upon your Earthly close. I Am glad that you have come to me Didi and I certainly appreciate you wanting to help me in my Mission of World Wisdom, the challenges I have faced have been tremendous indeed but THE WORD(63) continues and THE WAY(36) is made clear.

I am presently seeking out a literary agent, someone who is familiar with the World of Publishers and can serve as the bridge between what I have and the Publisher who can move Thee Trinity Creation to the next level towards the Fulfillment of all that it can be. This is my Life Mission as depicted within the symbolic language of DAWN 1999, upon the completion of my Mission I leave this Earth to live on in Eternal Glory, but there is still so much more to do so I will be around for quite a while.

If there is anything that you wish to do for me or anything that you wish ask of me here I AM: stay in touch, I look forward to hearing from you again.

You are in luck! My background is publishing. I know two literary agents; one who happens to be associated with Lewellen, which happens to publish New Age books. Where can I call you and what time is most convenient?

You can call me on my cell phone, it is with me always except for when I`m sleeping. Anything that comes to be I want you to know Didi that you will be fully compensated in all ways as you feel is best warranted.

I look forward to working with you Didi and perhaps even meeting you one day, let`s us hope that Life moves in our favor.

I had a dream last night.

When I had the dream about the dog attacking me before it happened--I wasn't on my antidepressants. I purposely didn't take them for a few days.

I have been taking them regularly since and haven't dreamt at all. I forgot to take a dose Sunday morning and dreamt last night/early am.

THE DREAM:

It was about Dee--he had a tatoo on his chest, with two circles that overlapped, they were blue with a small symbol inside each circle. Like a small flag or a square with a pole coming down from the middle. Around the image were what I thought "outlines" for the rest of the tatto but they were wounds etched into his skin...he had one on his left shoulder too--that one I don't remember. I do remember asking him what they meant and he went into an explaination of how meaningful they were and why he got them but never answered what they meant. I asked him again what they meant that I didn't want to hear the other stuff and I still didn't get an answer at least not one that I remember.

Any ideas? I found outo this am when I got home that he had called to let us know he had found a home for my cats and birds.

I have been thru some extremely profound spiritual, (near death experience) these last several weeks and received grace, clarity, serenity, knowingness...What does this dream symbol mean? Why wouldn't my ex-partner tell me its meaning in the dream? Did I not want to hear?

As above, so below; as within, so without. I AM.

Blessing

Hi Blessing,

The Dream of the dog attacking you and it coming true does not necessarily imply that the Dream was a premonition, it is quite reasonable to assume that this incident is unrelated to the Dream, it just happened at some point after your Dream hence you made the link. Generally speaking Dreams are not of any premonition, these are very rare indeed and more importantly if you begin to believe that your Dreams are indeed a sign of an event to come you would live in much fear for most Dreams are not of a pleasant nature. This is because the Dream itself is serving a purpose of releasing deep seated fears and anxieties. Also Dreams tend to often tell us a lot about our self, how we react to various situations within our Dreams speak to us of our basic character. In the case of your Dream with the dog attacking you in all likelihood it is an expression of a fear that you have and if you look at how you reacted to the attack in the Dream this will tell you something about yourself that you may not even be consciously aware of.

Considering you have been through some very difficult personal times in these last few weeks this would add tremendous intensity to your Dreams for there is much repressed emotions that need to be released. The belief that when you take your medication you do not Dream is a misinterpretation, you still Dream however for some reason you may sleep more soundly and you continue sleeping following your Dream instead of waking hence you do not remember your Dreams, but you did have them. Dreaming is a vital aspect of living, we all Dream for it is a critical release of built up emotions that need to be expressed.

If you are able to see within a Dream its underlying meaning relative to yourself then you come to know yourself better. This can be of tremendous value to you.

In this latest Dream I will assume that Dee is your ex-partner and he is the one who phoned you with the home for your birds and cats. I do not know the particulars of your breakup but your Dream might be saying to you that you are still troubled with unanswered questions as to why the relationship had to end and you are looking to Dee for these answers. However he is not forthcoming with them, perhaps he is keeping something from you as to why your relationship ended. This may be to protect his own character of perhaps to protect you from further emotional pain. If indeed you feel there are unanswered questions relative to your relationship ending the best thing you can probably do is just leave them unanswered. The reason for this is that in attempting to find the answers it will keep you bound to the relationship. You need to gradually free yourself from what was and as you do all the questions will become less and less important to you. Dee is doing you this good deed because he wants to be seen as a nice guy and this is important to him, this would reinforce the reason he was not up front with you concerning your relationship ending, he wants to maintain you seeing him in a positive light.

I would not in this Dream concern myself too much with the particulars of the tattoos but rather see this Dream as telling you that indeed you have many questions that you would like answered but you ex-partner is not forthcoming with them; try and now let these questions go, release yourself from them for they will keep you entrapped within the relationship. You want to be Free from the relationship itself and from the intense emotions you are suffering due to it ending.

Sincerely,

EuGene

Hello EuGene,

Thank you for your quick and thorough reply; it is greatly appreciated.

Regarding dream about Dee: Yes, you are right about the preservation of further pain and being the good guy. If not for the experiences he and I had those last several weeks--I would have been a long time in learning those profound lessons. I can easily see that it had to happen the way it did. Actually, the good guy protection for himself is an essential lesson that he was learning--to be true to himself, take care of himself (for once) as his energy was always spent on caring for others to the point of neglecting himself. Those lessons for me were like mirrors, I saw my own need for growth AND I saw his--so clearly. I saw how each individual event b/w us served a higher purpose (the bigger picture).

I learned the true meaning of forgiveness when he told me he had been with another and I kissed his forhead, held his hand and told him that it didn't matter I still loved him deeply. I understood that he was going through stuff to grow and learn and that I couldn't take his actions personally. I was able to do that ONLY because I had forgiven and accepted myself.

I learned that openness was not about revealing me but that it was allowing "negativity" or percieved negativity to flow through me and not get stuck in me as resentment, anger etc.

I learned that unconditional love, practicing it and living it is a great, infinite source of strength and purpose.

I learned that serenity comes from knowing everything is as it should be and that I am OK and you are OK.

I learned that my deepest fear, abandonment, was a self imposed prision. When it came down to the nitty gritty and Dee left after my suicide attempt--I was unemployed, asked to leave the house, harrassed by the boss, mom was diagnosed with cancer, grandfather died, dad crashed his car, Dee crashed his car, attacked by the dog---LOL---abandonment stared me straight in the soul and taunted me until I dealt with it and pushed Through it..to where I am today. I am never alone, never abandoned...

I learned that the sorrow and pessimism I have carried around my whole life was a choice and that there is beauty in everything including the losses, tragedies, chaos and dramas.

Do I have deep seated emotions? Yes, one very clear one. Through meditation etc. I got that he and I were supposed to be together, that we would get back together at another time. Ego wanted that much sooner than it was intended. I am having a hard time honoring THAT and moving on. Yet, I know that the longer I am confused about that "when" the longer it will take me to move foward and the longer my energy will be interfering with his (as you said). Yes, we have touched upon the essence of the dream. I know, too, that time is a relative thing and that "when" maybe another lifetime.

I truly believe that part of my purpose here is as a healer within relationships (for me and for others). I am involved with another that already knows the lessons Dee is in the process of learning but where there are other areas of growth needed. This relationship feels different for me because the "old" me would have taken time for me to be alone, to reflect etc. I have beat myself up over wether or not I was in this one to hide from me as a rebound so to speak. No, it is not. Yet, because my choice to pursue another relationship is so out of character with my old patterns that I am having a hard time accepting it--despite knowing that it is aligned with everything I have learned, feel and believe. Change can be uncomfortable and risky but without it we are stuck in the same old same old. He worries that I will leave when Dee comes around again. I know that I will see this relationship through to its natural conclusion, if it has one.

Do you have any suggestions that you could share with me about the delimma of moving foward and honoring that certainty?

Blessing

Hi Blessing,

You have certainly gained a tremendous amount of Life Wisdom: the hard way. I can relate very well, when my first marriage fell apart so did I >>>totally. I lost everything: my teaching job, my music career, my home etc. and almost my Life. For almost two years non stop I went through the most horrible suffering ever imaginable to me: I attempted to end my Life many many times, but the essence of Life prevailed and then the Awakening: Aug. 25, 1988 happened. Thee Trinity Creation was thus born and all of its WISDOM(77) infused within me. Yes suffering can sometimes be the opening to a Grander World, but let us not for one moment think that the suffering in itself is laudable: it sucks BIG time.

The certainty that you are holding on to has been created by yourself as a means of self-preservation: it helped you get through some of the suffering you had to endure. Now I believe it is time to Create a new honoring: one of moving forward with your Life independent of Dee. As difficult as this may be it is in all likelihood the better path: ONLY IF YOU ARE READY. If you wish to hold on to your initial honoring then go ahead, but keep in mind that at some point you must abandon it for it will drain the Life right out of you. To wait in unknowing with such a Powerful emotion attached to the waiting is to take the very color out of Life. Because however your personal condition may be still somewhat frail determine for yourself if you are ready for moving forward; perhaps even speak to your therapist {I assume you may be seeing one} of this dilemma, he/she may be able to further guide you in the best Decision for yourself. This new relationship that is now forming is very important to you, will it be for the long term of not is difficult to say, there are many everyday variables and Powerful emotion at work. I can understand your new friend`s uncertainty relative to Dee, you are still quite vulnerable to returning to him if he offers, and if he sees you as being happy in this new relationship and it is holding out in all probably he will return; not for you per se but rather to regain his physical dominion over you. Relationships are at the heart of our experience of Happiness in Life, the right one can release GREAT(8) levels of HAPPINESS(34) within us but the wrong one can doom us to misery for the rest of our LIFE(15): handle with care.

Sincerely,

EuGene

EuGene,

It didn't feel like suffering for me, if felt right..not in a martyr sense but in a sense that nothing is inherently good/bad, it is what we make of it. I choose to see the beauty in the situation, the silver lining. It does not mean that I didn't honor my feelings. I allowed myself to cry, to be angry..but then I chose to step out of that space and move foward. I have had chronic depressions since I was a youth and the realiziation that much of it was choices I was making was liberating. I was cchoosing to wallow in the sorrow and anger and it left me drained and stuck. I like transforming it into positive energy/love now. It is much easier and much more enjoyable, like a healthy challenge for myself, one to share with those around me.

Yes, you are right. I do see that honoring that would hold me back and take from the relationship I am in now. That is not fair to myself or to him, it would be asking my spirit to be in two places at once and not giving my all to either. I deeply belive that this new relationship is a wonderful gift, a miracle of sorts. I deserve to be able to thrive, to live, to practice and put into experience what I have learned throughout my life and that is happening for however long it may or may not last. You know how when a new experience/opportunity comes into your life or is drawn into your life--It is a doorway opening to challenge old behaviors, thought patterns and to fully accept Spirit/Self in those moments. There is no being stuck in old, outdated habits and patterns and that is change and risk and, yes, they can be uncomfortable or remarkable because it is fully being alive and thriving. (instead of deadend or numbed)

I really enjoy these emails/dialogues. I am grateful for your time, effort, energy and thoughts. Keep shining...

Blessing

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