Thee Trinity Creation®

Subject: Numbers                                               Numbers 82, 28, 68, 84
Dear EuGene,  

I would like to ask you about Number 82. As well what will explain such a similarity between Symbol for Number 28 and for Number 68?  

Thanks a lot,

Marianna

 

Hi Marianna,  

I have just awoken from a really strange Dream, another one.   Since I have been taking pain relief medication my Dreams are really vivid and very strange.  Most I do not like.  

The Number 82 is a unique quality to the Human over any other type of mammal, we have the ability to go beyond the everyday within our thinking process and tap into an Energy of Creation and are thus able to Create something not even known to us within our environment.  It is really quite Amazing when you think about it. Some of the most incredible Creations of Human History were due to this, Yes I speak of IMAGINATION and of Number it is 82.  Of Symbol it is very closely related to that of the Number 84, which is MOTION(84).  The Energy of IMAGINATION(82) once put into physical MOTION(84) Creates a more Spectacular World to live in.  Particularly when that of the IMAGINATION(82) is combined with the Powerful Energy of PASSION(28) Grand things do indeed come into existence.  This is why of Number right to left and left to right they are of One.  Here is a verse I had written long ago and it is found within my first printed Edition of the Book.  

 

IMAGINATION  

From Imagination comes new Creation,

My Mind Power rearranges the situation.

Energy from here, Energy to there,

Imagination is the basis of all Creation.    

Imagination is Life`s Creative Power: I AM IMAGINATION.  

 

Of Symbol that of the Number 28 and 68 are very closely related because THE MESSIAH(68) must be a Person of tremendous PASSION(28). Jesus, who was known as THE MESSIAH(68) was of extreme PASSION(28) in all that he lived.  He could not have completed is Magnificent and at times grueling Mission if he were not completely infused with the Energy of PASSION(28).  Often PASSION(28) is spoken relative to the suffering he endured from the night of the Last Supper through to His end on the cross but this is not where the emphasis of His PASSION(28) should be.  His PASSION(28) was His complete devotion to showing the Person a better way in Life, THE WAY(36) of TRUTH(33) and PURITY(11) of LOVE(14).  PASSION(28) is a must within any Great Accomplishment, my PASSION(28) is Thee Trinity Creation, Life itself.  

Sincerely Yours,  

EuGene

 

Hi EuGene,  

Thank you for your response. I can't say that I really understand what passion is the way I would like to. Could you speak just about that? Passion in Life, Passion in any field of Life.  

Thank you as always,

Marianna

 

Hi Marianna,  

PASSION(28) is a very strong emotion, a feeling that overwhelms the Person at times with an Energy to express that feeling.  A Person may be Passionate about his Art, or her Music, or their career.  PASSION(28) is also often made with reference to Powerful Emotional experience during intense intimacy, and through such PASSION(28) the Person may actually have a very Spiritual experience.  Just last night Rosalie had one of her most Powerful Spiritual Experiences during and following our Sensual intimacy.   She described it to me and it was virtually the same as I would experience during my deepest times in Meditation, a Oneness with the Energy of Life itself.  The reason you will find the State of Being PASSION(28) within Thee Trinity Creation is twofold, of course it is with reference to Jesus and the terrible suffering that he endured and the driving Energy he possessed in the Fulfilling of His Mission, and hence of Symbol so very closely related to that of the Number 68, which is THE MESSIAH(68) of which Jesus was. Also PASSION(28) is with reference to the Energy that moves a Person to the experience of the full Potential of their Being and of particular to the Powerful Life drive I have within the Fulfilling of my Mission, it is one of PASSION(28): the Fulfillment of Thee Trinity Creation which is the Fulfillment of my Being.   

PASSION(28), I love what it is, I Love the Number 28, I Love its Sacred Geometric Symbol: in fact when LOVE(14) is Pure it is One in PASSION(28).  Remember the Number 82, IMAGINATION(82), PASSION(28) is the Energy that takes IMAGANIATION(82) from the Realm of Mind and of intense thinking to the World of Creation and of Manifestation.  Not ever has anything of Greatness been achieved nor Created unless it was first Imagined and then fueled to its Fulfillment through the Energy of PASSION(28).  

Sincerely Spoken,

EuGene

 

Dear EuGene,  

You gave me such a complete response. Thank you for that.

Talk to you later.  

Marianna,

p.s. could you speak with me about Humility - Number 4, please.

 

Hi Marianna,

HUMILITY(4) is State of Being that we have elevated ourselves to whereby we Know who we are, we feel good of who we are and we do not have the need nor Desire to impress others nor to reduce them for we are the Fullness of who we are and we simply Live it.  Our Life speaks of who we are and others listen naturally.

EuGene

 

Hi EuGene,

Thank you. I thought about that very differently.  

I thought that one way to see Humility is to stay in balance and myself even when I was said something that made me feel bad. Like not to allow others to hurt me. Probably it is the same what you say, but much less positive understanding. I love how you present it. I just Love it and your presentation opens way to improvement. I am glad I trusted the Energy of Intelligence when I came to you. I really want to be free of any fear which makes me be not of HUMILITY many times. I must say that it happens now much less than before. And if I ever say something negative I am myself much more sensitive to that now.  

Marianna

Dear EuGene,  

I have something for Julius' Birthday, but I am not sure I could send it at time to the date. I will do it the moment I can. So it might come later.  

Marianna

 

Hi Marianna,  

I have not been able to reply to your emails nor to any others for I have been hit with a severe wave of depression.  When this happens I lose all Motivation to do and I just want to hang out by myself.  It is severe for even though everything is well here and my Vision of the future remains strong but yet I simply do not want to live.  Rosalie asked me why? Why the depression? What am I depressed about?  

I said there is no why, it simply is.  

I have noticed you remembered Julius`s Birthday, that is really special of you Marianna.   Perhaps I will get to your emails tomorrow, it may pass by then, I never know however.   

Thanks again for your Kindness.  

EuGene

 

Dear EuGene,  

I don't expect you to answer my other emails. I think I had all the answers I needed to this moment. I am not sure I want you to go through the previous material again. I simply have the need to express myself from time to time and I think that I had the answers which were exactly enough. I will definitely ask you more questions. Please always answer me only when you can and if ever I am not happy about anything I will scream you about that. Please enjoy with your Family.  

Marianna

 

Hi Marianna,  

The intensity with which I must now devote myself, and Rosalie is included, towards the Fulfillment of the Ninth Spiritual Movement is great indeed.  

That is how these Spiritual Movements work, at a very deep level of Awareness it comes to me, usually it is something that is beyond anything I would of my own even consider for it appears to be an impossibility.  However I give it my all and Miraculously the Movement becomes Manifested.  However these Movements do take a lot out of me.  I always question if it can be, I question if it was even a Spiritual Movement, I question what are these Movements exactly.  

A good example is the Movement I had back in 2002, Rosalie and I had been classmates but not close by any means up until the last couple of months of the last semester.  Then we became close friends, but that was it until a Powerful Spiritual Movement overtook me and I knew that I should ask her to be my wife.  Really incredible, I never thought it would ever come to be, us being Wed but I had no choice but to go forth and ask her.  I thought I was clear in asking her to be my wife but she seen it as an offer for her to join me in my Life Mission as my wife. There were so many obstacles to this coming to be, very intense challenges, but a month later she said Yes and we went forth with plans of Marriage.  The going was not easy by no means, in fact it was far more difficult than I could of even imagined but we remained as One in our Desire to be One and we were Married approximately five months after we were engaged.  

I really do question however this Ninth Movement, it looks so grim right now, it does not seem at all possible and the intense challenges have already begun in a big way to present themselves.  I will of course give you the details when and if it comes in Being.  

EuGene

 

Dear EuGene,  

I really do not want in any way to be a handicap (I hope I am using the right word) for your Mission, your Family or your Life. If I could do anything to support you in your Great Mission I really would. The less I can do now is not to bore you with my emails. I have decided that after your email about depression. I am very busy by myself now, which is good and finally I have a will to go forth with subjects which can improve much for me. Nevertheless I still have a need to be in touch with you. You really have spoiled me with your attention. I do respect what you are doing.  

Well, I will give you to devote yourself to what you are doing and I will continue with my businesses. I really appreciate you and I really appreciate Rosalie. I sincerely hope that much will improve for your Family soon.  

Marianna

 

Dear Marianna,

You are not ever a burden (handicap) to me, I do like being in contact with you and you keep me sharp in the answering of your many and sometimes challenging questions, you are not ever boring.  Keep them coming as you feel is best for you.

I am feeling better today, the overwhelming aspect of everything is less dominating over me now and I am delving into my work once again, answering the many emails I receive and updating my Web Site.  Once I`m done restructuring my entire Web Site, which should be in a month or two I will then diligently seek out a reputable Literary Agent.

The World of helping others can be very challenging and wearing of the Self at times, this is where Passion comes into play, if you are not Passionate about your Mission it is not ever be Realized.  My Life Mission as Revealed to me from within Thee Trinity Creation is my all in Life: Thee Trinity Creation is my PASSION(28) in Being.

Sincerely Yours,

EuGene

 

Subject: humility and comunication                  Numbers 4, 48, Personal Life Guidance
Dear EuGene,  

I am glad if you feel better. I have some crazy days. Don't really want to speak about that now. But I do have what to ask. Hope you could answer. I will appreciate a lot if you could speak with me about the combination of two States of Being: Humility and Communication. As well I have another question. I am searching for a job as you know. Many times I see the description of a position and I am pretty sure that once I have that I could manage very well. But I am terrified by interviews, by people testing me. I am so nervous that I forget all I know and not able to think at all. I am afraid that I will be asked a question to which I don't know the answer. Actually what I just wrote about this subject is not exactly what I wanted to ask initially. I will stay with what is written for now hopeful that your answer will bring me to what I wanted to ask.  

Thank you,

Marianna

 

Hi Marianna,  

Sometimes such things as Interviews can be very stressful because we are at the whim of another, they can choose to accept or reject us and it is to their complete discretion.  They are in the Power position, they have something we want and they are the ones in complete control.  Perhaps if you realize that job opportunities have come and went but throughout it all you remain the Wonderful Marianna,  a very bright and caring Person.  So no matter how important the job appears it is only that, "appears", for in reality the job and the Person in the Power position as Interviewer are not at all that significant in the bigger scheme of things.  They are there in a Power position but they are not of a better Person than you, you could probably teach them far more about Life than they could you.  

Try your best to remain feeling good about the Person you are and do not try to be something other.  Be a True reflection of who you are, when you operate from a level of TRUTH(33) stress is greatly reduced. Relative to the Interview remember speaking less is advantageous over speaking more.  

In terms of HUMILITY(4) and COMMUNICATION(48) in general terms the Person of HUMILITY(48) speaks less and listens more, unless there is a definite advantage to he or she {the Person of HUMILITY(4)} speaking more.  TRUTH(33) and HUMILITY(4) are inextricably linked, when you operate more from a core of TRUTH(33) you have less of a need to express yourself and out of COMPASSION(41) towards another you naturally listen more, and when you do speak it helps the Person feel better about themselves. The COMMUNICATION(48) is a wholesome one.

Sincerely,

EuGene

 

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Subject: Re: Numbers......
Hello Dear EuGene ,

Thanks for sending me your cd rom. I recieved it yesterday. Thanks once again and sorry for any inconvenience. God Bless you and your Family.

Thanks once again

Alicia

April: Number 13, 666, Personal Guidance

 

Subject: the numbers 666 and 13.

> HI,

>  MY NAME IS APRIL AND I JUST RAN ACROSS YOUR WEBSITE TONIGHT, I HAVE BEEN SEEING THE NUMBER 666 FOR A WHILE A COUPLE OF YEARS NOW BUT I THINK I HAVE THAT ONE FIGURED OUT. I RECENTLY GOT TOXIC MOLD IN MY APARTMENT AND GOT REALLY SICK FROM IT AND LOST ALL OF MY POSESSIONS ALSO BUT ONE OF THE POSITIVE THINGS TO COME FROM IT IS MY ABILITY TO SEE SPIRITS, AND ENERGY (AURAS), AND I AM ALSO AWARE OF AND COMPLETELY BELIEVE IN ANIMAL MESSENGERS, I LOVE THEM ALL AND HAVE ALWAYS HAD AN INCRIDIBLE LOVE FOR ANIMALS AND THIS IS LIKE STUFF IN HARRY POTTER BUT MOST PEOPLE THINK I AM LOOPY, AND EVEN MY EX BOYFRIEND DIDN'T BELIEVE ME, WHICH IS INCREDIBLY FRUSTRATING, BECAUSE THAT WOULD BE SO FU&*ING LAME AND I WOULDN'T JUST FABRICATE THAT SHIT, SO I FEEL INCREDIBLY SAD AND ALMOST LONELY BECAUSE I HAVE NO ONE TO TALK TO ABOUT IT, MY MOTHER HAS ALWAYS BEEN INTO PSYCHICS AND I THOUGHT SHE WOULD
BE EXTATIC ABOUT IT BUT IT'S ALMOST LIKE SHE'S JEALOUS BECAUSE SHE JUST BLOWS ME OFF, ANYWAYS TO MAKE A LONG STORY SHORT RECENTLY I HAVE BEEN SEEING 13 EVERYWHERE AND EVERY NEWS STORY HAS 13 ETC., ETC. YOU CATCH MY DRIFT, THE 666 I FIGURED OUT HAPPENS WHEN I AM SUPPOSED TO PAY ATTENTION FOR AN IMPORTANT ANIMAL MESSENGER BECAUSE I ALWAYS GET AN IMPORTANT ONE LIKE AN EAGLE OR AN AWESOME ENCOUNTER LIKE A DEER RUNNING 10 FT AWAY FROM ME OR GETTING STUCK IN OUR FENCE AT
WORK, ONE MORE THING PEOPLE'S LAST NAMES NOW ARE RECENTLY MATCHING WHAT THEY AHVE DONE IN LIFE, DO YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS? FOR EXAMPLE "JOE KILLING" WAS ON THE NEWS ABOUT 5 MINS AGO AND HE LITERALLY KILLED A YOUNG KID IN A HORRIBLE MURDER 40 TO 50 YEARS AGO, THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR TIME, SORRY THIS IS SO LONG.

 

Hi April,

Well you certainly do have a lot to contend with, the World is one of many experiences and the ones that you are experiencing are rather unique, hence people generally cannot relate to them.

I must say that it does not sound like a Fulfilling type of Life for you April, it  is strewn with confusion and frustration. If you are happy being the way you are then there is not much to be done, if you do not want to continue having these oddity of experiences then I would suggest undergoing Professional Therapy of the Rogerian type.  It sounds like you have lost connection with the Person you are and it has been replaced with this shifted reality. I assume you have been through and are probably still in some rather intense emotional suffering and this has become your way of coping with a very unpleasant everyday reality and horrible memories of past. These new and strange experiences are a way of you escaping the pain and misery that you carry around within yourself.

Your Numbers seem to be specifically associated to those that most interpret as evil or bad Numbers which is reflective of your condition, in TRUTH(33) these Numbers are of Goodness. The Number 13 and that of 666 {which breaks down into the Number 6 and 66} are in Meaning Life enhancing, they are of a Superior Energy so do not let them worry you. In fact use them to your benefit. The Number 13 is HONESTY(13), you need to be Honest with yourself and look and feel the emotional pain that you have buried within yourself April, once this has been brought to your Consciousness and properly dealt with these oddity of experiences will simply go away. I suggest however that you seek out quality help in freeing yourself of your deeply held emotional pain, remember Rogerian Therapy. This form of Therapy would probably serve you best for it always accepts and respects the Person unconditionally. Also, if you are able to, try and make some positive changes to your environment.

Your three sixes are of MOTIVATION(6) and WEALTH(66), these are good Numbers particularly when lived in TRUTH(33), hence whenever you see the Number 666 recognize it as a good sign. As far as last names go relative to the path a Person takes in Life there is no significant correlation between them. There are many Bakers who are not bakers but there might be the odd one that is, we would then pay more attention to that one`s name if we met or heard of him as being a Baker.

Good things may indeed await you April, remember to take proactive steps as best you can in order to Create a better future for yourself.

Sincerely,
EuGene

 

thanks for writing back so quickley i have been  through alot emotionally i'm really "sensitive," too sensitive so if i get hurt emotionally it has always manifested itself in my physical body, besides moving to Maine from canada when i was 9 which was extremely traumatic but i like it here so i don't think it would be that but my mom is kind a complete psycho, she did
all these self help seminars in which my uncle teaches that to me are complete bullcrap, and she idolizes him, i think the real problem however is my ex-boyfriend, he is about the cruelist person i have ever met. he would say things that i wouldnt even
consider bringing up EVER because it was private; when we were in a fight, just basically your run of the mill mean jerk, and that i know has a huge effect on me, either way, i appreciate your writing me back and so quickly,

April.

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Subject: Fear

Dear EuGene,  

I will understand if you will not answer the next question. As well, please don't answer the question if you are not ready to do it.   What is your greatest fear?  

Respectfully,

Marian

 

Dear Marian,  

I hope all is well for you.  

Fear is not something that is a part of me, I have very little fear of inappropriate proportions, I do not even think much at all of what my greatest fear is for I do not think much at all in terms of fear. 

Perhaps at a conscious level as I here reflect about fear I have a sense that to loose my maleness could be a fear of mine but not something that I think much about. Also perhaps to loose my mental abilities, in fact back when I wanted to end my life {1986-1988} I had a fear that I may survive with a lost of my maleness {my sexual reproductive self} or a lost of my fullness of Mental faculties.  The reason I hesitated at my first attempt jumping off of an overpass was that very reason.  

As you can see fear does not much fill my daily thoughts nor even my dreams.

I have not not answered your question with a clear response here Marian but you have had my response as I have contemplated upon it.  

I do sincerely wish you the very best,

EuGene

 

Dear EuGene,  

I appreciate a lot your time for answering this question. It explains a lot to me. I am not sure I want to spend time on explaining what exactly. I will try to do it, but only if it goes smoothly for myself.  

Marian

 

Dear EuGene,  

I appreciate a lot the trust you show on me sharing yourself with me.

Could you please look deep inside yourself and say to me if there is any other fear you haven't share with me? Please say if you don't have. Or may be it doesn't look as a fear? I am trying to understand something and may be I am asking the wrong questions. But I am learning a lot from your answers. May be I need to ask more direct questions... I hope I will be able to explain myself better at some point. May be you understand all by yourself.  

I care a lot about you and your Family. But there is nothing I can do now to help you with your finances. And I am sorry about that.

I have one more question. Could you share with me about your childhood? Was it happy? Was you wanted? What do you remember about it, the most clear memories? How do you think it affected you during your Life? Those are very privet questions and I will understand if you don't want to answer. We shared a lot of privet information during our communication, so I allow to myself to ask you those questions. But I could understand not having the answers.  

Thank you for your time,

Marian

 

Dear Marian,   

I Am not a Person of fear of exaggeration hence fear does not play a priority level in my Life. I only have fears that are of a Healthy disposition which would be considered more has wise caution when needed.  

My childhood in general was indeed happy however I did have a cousin of mine that terrorized me for some time before being found out.  This caused me to have a tremendous fear of the dark but I elevated myself beyond this fear during the years of 1986 through  1988.  

I was not wanted initially by my Mother and for the first six months or so my Aunt {Godmother}cared for me exclusively.  But since I was such a good baby my Mother took a liking to me and began to care for me.  I was also very close to my Grandmother. My memories are most of those when I lived with my Grandmother, it was a very close and caring relationship and I remember some of the times I had with my Brother.  

I do not have any significant negative memories of my childhood and those that were associated to the things my cousin had done to me I have elevated myself beyond.  

I hope I have been clear enough in my answers to you and when you are ready you may share with me some of the events that are taking place within your life if you wish.  

EuGene

 

Thank you dear EuGene.  

Marian

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