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Hi Dad,

I have to say, reading about your experiences with Children's Aid in the province of Ontario, I absolutely support your decision, or at least conviction, to move back to Saskatchewan or at least somewhere that doesn't legislate every single personal act based on the "benefit of society".

Children's Aid, like every other large organization, exists for one purpose only: its own perpetuation. Its self-professed Reason for Being is by definition secondary to its primary Reason for Being, that is its continued existence for the benefit of those who live off of the organization's existence. It doesn't surprise me, then, that this organization is, in a sense, *legislated* into relevance by being able to enfore laws which are frankly immaterial and irrelevant to the true *safety* of the child to begin with - your reference to the "no sleeping with children" being the most pressing example. Whether or not this law is, in fact, justified in the wider sense is buried under the fact that it is justified, for giving the Organization something to "protect" against, thus keeping its own relevance intact. Americans who are in the anti-government "Tea Party" have extreme difficulty expressing this, but the basic point is this: after some critical turning point, after which an organization's immediate survival is no longer threatened, its *primary* function is to remain in existence, and all other concerns, no matter how lofty, are secondary. This applies to governments, religious hierarchies, corporations, and even non-profit organizations. Each one, though founded on lofty principles, eventually reaches a state where they fall to the wayside. This is why, to subscribe to the Catholic "church", or the "Church of Latter-Day-saints", or even to "Islam", is FUNDAMENTALLY and BY DEFINITION a corruption of faith; the reason being, any organization like that which has reached that kind of critical mass exists to perpetuate itself firstly, and secondly through selective application of the tenets it once espoused. Thus, it is irrevocably broken from the original message that spawned it.

Unfortunately, we live in a world where the existence of "democratic government", "social welfare" and "common good" is a given; public morality has been shifted in such a way that, to support those organizational structures is the new "ethics". After all, who could concievably fight against "human rights", "common good", or "social welfare"? I call it the Tyranny of Good Intentions, meaning an organization which puts forth an argument which, although intended to perpetuate its own existence, is worded in such a way that it cannot be fought against in a rational manner. For example - you want to dispute Children's Aid? Fine then, you must be a child molester. You want to grieve the findings of a Human Rights Tribunal? Clearly you're a neo-Nazi. When existence of such organizations is pre-supposed as a given, they are free to redefine "logic" as they see fit. This is Tyranny 2.0 - tyranny that is sustained not by armies, secret police and jackboots, but tyranny that is sustained by the good intentions of everyday people. What a remarkable re-aligning of force this is - force that is derived not from the top-down, but force that is sustained by the bottom. It is sickly ingenious.

Finally, I want to mention something. You've been sending me forwards of conversations you have with other people, which are enlightening in their own way. But I want you to respond directly to what I write to you. As your son, and the member of your first family with which you have the greatest adult connection, I want you to talk to ME - not a distilled version as written to others. I give you the courtesy of spending time writing emails to you, and you only - I would like the same extended to me.

In any case, I hope that all goes well for you and your family. Hope to hear from you soon!

-Adam

It is good to connect with you via email, and I always LOVE(14) reading what you write, you have such an AMAZING(55) grip of the English Language, far Greater than I, however fortunately I do write quite well and with Heart, WISDOM(77), LOVE(14) and TRUTH(33). Once you have Created something of real worth to the World your writing career will Prosper overnight.

TRUTH(33) in such a simple expression of words "THE SANCTITY OF INTELLIGENT HUMAN LIFE SUPERSEDES ALL ELSE" has been lost, and Status, WEALTH(66) and Personal Power over another inclusive of sexual manipulation have filled the vacuum. It is so preposterous that a claim based upon 'my Web Site and I have financial problems' would even be considered but worse even acted upon by having a 'Child Protection Worker' surprisingly knocking upon my door, and then we are forced to allow her, Sarah, to follow up on her initial visit. As I told Rosalie these 'Child Protection Workers' do not look for the good in the Family they have been called upon to destroy, but rather any little thing that can keep them there in the hunt and ready for the kill. I abhorred Children`s Aid when I lived in Cornwall, and even then I said to Rosalie how they have grown in WEALTH(66) and Power, now I see that they have been extremely Successful at maintaining their Organization and integrating themselves so deeply within the Government itself that they dictate to the Government what is best for the survival and PROSPERITY(93) of their Organization in the name of the welfare of the child, and have completely lost the Goodness of the Family in the process. Children`s Aid Society now have updated their name and call themselves 'FACS' a sweet play on words but so false, they are not in the least concerned with 'FACTS', their acronym stands for: 'Family and Children`s Services" but they offer very little service, mostly disservice. Their definition of TRUTH(33) would be something like; "By finding wrong in the Family, in every Family we can make it right." {and grow even BIGGER and RICHER and more POWEFUL completely obliterating the Family as a bonding Loving Unit.}

Well enough said of they, but I know they will have more to say. I await her call, 'the doom and gloom' word of the day.

I really miss having prolonged talks with you Adam, and our time in Moose Jaw was so very rewarding to ME(23), both as a Father and to have a Person of tremendous INTELLIGENCE(78) to talk with and guide towards making the most of their extraordinary Human Potential.

'I just cannot help myself' calls to ME(23) once again, so I will have to include this at the bottom of 'The Masterpiece" as an inclusion within my p.s. entry, but THIS IS IT! I need to start from the top shaping and refining the remarkable amount of LIFE(15) WISDOM(77) therein contained to the level of 'The Masterpiece'.

Not having much money is no big deal to ME(23) in the least, however with the lost of WEALTH(66) comes the lost of Power within this World of the everyday, and makes my Family more vulnerable to the wicked ones. This does bother ME(23) totally igniting the PASSION(28) of my entire Being to Fulfill my purpose in Being, my Mission of TRUTH(33): Thee Trinity Creation!

Hi dad,

I appreciate your words of support! I too miss our days in Moose Jaw when we could sit on the stoop, listen to the birds sing, and contemplate life. Those days are behind us now, but similar ones need not be impossibly ahead. Hehe I don't mind if you send me links to your website at all - you're a man on a mission, after all. I know I mean a lot to you, but your Mission takes precedence over all. I understand that.

You mentioned that, when I create something of real worth to the world, my success will blossom overnight. The truth is, my starting point is to create something of real worth to MYSELF, and no-one else. If I can write a paragraph of prose that makes me shudder, or think, then my job is done. Should it have a wider interest, so much the better - but I write for an audience of One. Two, actually. Myself, and God.

My novel is coming along, slowly but very surely. I am two thousand words into it, and the going is TOUGH. But I try to get EVEN A FEW words down, each day, even though I'm working often and my health of late has been IN THE SHITTER. I've been fighting a brutal cold over the last week which I think has become pneumonia - I have severe chest pains in the morning from the congestion, and have almost passed out on a couple occasions from lack of oxygen. Through it all, though, I've worked all but ONE day since then, to support myself and Trish monetarily (at much detriment to myself), but I booked the next two days off because I simply don't have the energy to work anymore. One of the enduring sayings of yours that I hold dear is, "When you can't go on - you GO ON", because of its simplicity and moral imperative. But the truth is I went on for five days in a row, and I have to have a period of rest now. Even GOD himself mandated a period of rest, crucial as it is to the human condition. And I will take it with pleasure.

Had a couple Jehovah's Witnesses come to the door the other day, which I simply love. Trish is too much of a "scientific" mindset to give them the time of day, but personally, I love conversing and debating with them. She began with a quote from John, which was easy to parry. I wound up giving her a history of the sequence in which the gospels were written (Mark being the first, +/- 50 years after Jesus' death), and pointing out to her that John, far from being the gospel as written by that apostle, was really written by an unnamed author two HUNDRED years after Jesus' death, confident and assured in His divinity as it is. Rather than starting with a complex genealogical sequence a la Matthew (to prove that Jesus is the arrival of Isaiah's prophecy), John starts simply as - "In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God." What a POWERFUL beginning to a gospel that is! At the point that John was written, Jesus was, irrevocably, God Incarnate - and what a way to express it.

After they left, I brought up John on the internet, and read it through in its entirely. I LOVE it - it really tackles the kind of metaphysical, transcendental Christianity that the other three Gospels lose sight of, busy as they are trying to convince their readers that Jesus really was the Son of God and not some circus freak. By the time John is written, all this uncertainty is moot; so he (the unnamed author) is free to riff on the themes that really concern the faithful. For me, this is the most poignant passage; John 5:41-44:

"41 I do not receive glory from men. 42 But I know that you have not the love of God within you. 43 I have come in my Father's name, and you do not receive me; if another comes in his own name, him you will receive. 44 How can you believe, who receive glory from one another and do not seek the glory that comes from the only God?"

Here Jesus SO CLEARLY points of the fallibility of belief; namely, that any appeal to the almighty will pale in comparison to an appeal to the humanly, in the eyes of most. This is the issue which you wrestle with in Children's Aid, and other organizations which deny your right to happiness; all of them appeal to a belief in the primacy of Man, over the primacy of God. This creates a cognitive dissonance which many fight to their dying days. Others retreat into the opposite direction, into religious fundamentalism. Both paths are equally absurd. But a select few, you and I for example. can see the overlying structure for what it REALLY is, impotent as we are to change it in any fundamental manner. You see it in terms of ABSOLUTE truth; I see it as a continuation of historical precedeces. But you can approach TRUTH (33) either from a position of TOTAL knowledge, whereby one has an understanding of nearly everything and can assimilate all that learning into one coherent whole (my preferred method), or a position of TOTAL feeling, whereby one, though unaware of historical precedent and complex theory, can nonetheless get at the TRUTH (33) through intuition and feeling alone. This, I feel, is your preferred path.

Every year, for some reason, I mark March 5th in the calendar. This, as you will remember, is the first time you brought "Thee Trinity Creation" public at the Bonville Flea Market on March 5th, 1995. This year was the 15th year since you first set up a stall to promote your creation. Maybe you've forgotten, but for whatever reason that date is seared in my mind, and emerges to the surface every year.

Right now, as I type this, my cat (Hank) is attacking a mouse which broke into our house. I love watching him do what he does; every muscle, sense, and motion is directed towards an efficient, nutritious kill. Unlike Trish, who admonishes Hank for killing mice, I congratulate him, give him solace and reassurance every time he brings a dead mouse home. This is the cycle of nature in its purest, most brutal form, and it is something truly beautiful. Two minds, locked in a fight for survival; yet one, thanks to genetics, comes out on top. He feels no remorse, no pain for killing; it is simply a by-product of his nature, an integral part of his life. His senses and reflexes, primed over millennia to kill, are exercising their existence - and there is no place for me to protest. Truly, I would rather he caught mice and ate them rather than feed him pre-fabricated Kat food at $12.95 a bag - not because I'm broke, but because to stalk, kill, and finally eat prey must be the most satisfying meal possible.

Anyway, I'm out of words now. Creativity does have its limits, and I can choose to direct it in any way I see fit. I value our direct conversations, and feel fortunate in a way that I have a direct line to someone like you by virtue of my pedigree. In plain words, write back to me, soon, and hold nothing back - call me conceited, but I'm not convinced that you could have a better conversation with anyone, anywhere, than you could have with me.

Trish took a new job which pays well, but means that for the next few months, she will be gone during the entire week. I am alone, and my long-distance package is generous. Call me at 1-(9--)-87----36 if you want to get a hold of me.

Love,
Adam

Here I AM(47) up since around 5:00 am, was all thrilled yesterday that TODAY IS THE DAY I begin the final touches according to the principles of PRESICION(83) as understood within the TOTATLITY(T) of the Meaning of TRUTH(33), yet at 5:00 am I was so very depressed...the stupidity of the challenges of everyday living are just so overwhelming at times it actually tries to steal the TRUTH(33) right from under ME(23) and plaques ME(23) with the completely absurd usage of my vital time and ENERGY(99) of Self. I in TRUTH(33) was not sure at all how was I going to use this very valuable early morning time of mine...very depressing for this is MY TIME! So I puttered around a bit quietly, the house is asleep, and then made my way to my safety zone, a little corner beside my Bed where I have a few of my 'things' and most importantly the computer: my Pathway to the World. On April 25th, Saturday at 9:15 am I had a total of 790,945 visits and then May 1st, one week later at 8:50 am my total was 794,244 which works out to 476 visits daily, most of which will visit 'The Masterpiece' since on every page within my Web Site {300 apr.} I guide them here. I FEEL SO GOOD HAVING CREATED SUCH A GRAND WEB SITE, and it is a 100% reflection of Thee Trinity Creation conceived in TRUTH(33) from HEAVEN(71) above back in 1988! 'The Event' is so very real, yet so beyond this day of the everyday that it almost seems to be surreal, but not at all. TRUTH(33) is THE WORD(63) and when TRUTH(33) is THE WORD(63) REAL IT IS!

To continue, but first let ME(23) say that I have moved my bed into the living room so that I can be at the center of thing even though I must lie on my back due to the severity of pain I`m in many hours a day...which has become an ideal time for my Deep PRAYER(9). One characteristic I have discovered about myself, although I sort -of-already-knew is that with every attack upon my Family or I, we have won and from the brutal experience gained such tremendous understanding of the pervasiveness of evil and maliciousness that has captured most everyone. So I sat at my padded chair looking into the screen deep in thought, what am I to do, and I chose to check my inbox. After some deliberation I chose to answer your email Adam, and I AM(47) so very pleased I did, my depression lifted almost instantly and I connected to the underlying theme in all that you have spoken, and realized how you yourself have Grown in understanding and most of all to how I have missed our time together, yet even though apart for several years now our Movement forward in LIFE(15) in depth of purpose has been so United!

John I knew nothing of the actual time frame written yet I KNEW UPON READING IT THIS IS WHERE I AM(47) and ONLY JOHN will be accepted as an integral element within Thee Trinity Creation and my delivery of TRUTH(33) within my Church forthcoming. Amazingly Elizebeth, my very Devoted Disciple of TRUTH(33), came up with 23 correlations of John and Thee Trinity Creation!!!!!!!!! They are of course here within "The Masterpiece' of TRUTH(33)!

My Heart wants to call you and be in vivid email COMMUNICATION(48) with you Adam, but please be comfortably accepting when this I AM(47) not able to do.

I DO WHAT I MUST for Survival is the present name of the game but I must simultaneously remain wholly Determined to gain World Recognition of my Mission of TRUTH(33): Thee Trinity Creation!

p.s. There is good reason why you will not find 'belief' within Thee trinity Creation, for it is as useless as 'hope' and not within Thee Trinity Creation. These false tenets of stability within a Society of wrongs merely prolongs the agony.

The Number 40 is DIVINITY(40) which is Directly linked to the Gospel of John, even before I knew anything of what you have spoken to ME(23) Adam. In addition the Number 44 is ABSOLUTE(44), which again points to the DIVINITY(40) of TRUTH(33).

Eugene,

Wow... why? You and him can be a very powerful team together.. He is very intelligent and I enjoy his writing.. When learning and reading about the law of attracting and the law of the universe.. and living by the truth.. It pains me to think that you and your family are going through so much pain. Have you ever thought that while writing the words you are experiencing them everyday.. You are creating your future- you are creating your fortune or lack there of.. I am at a very happy place in my life thanks to you.. I have continued though the path of our marriage and am very happy.. I am also on a mission to get this product asea out to the masses because I know so very well how being unhealthy can literally affect the daily living.. And this product is nothing like anyone has ever seen and I am fortunate to be apart of it.. I feel that I am too facing the world head on with their lack of knowledge and skepticism with bring this product to the masses. It is being compared to as the breakthrough of penicillin.. and the people who are open to trying the product see results within days! And the best part is from an athletic standpoint... athletes... who are on the product.. marathon runners...cyclist...are experiencing a 12% increase in the VO2 levels... this is HUGE- not even the most illegal substance on the planet could give athletes this gain on their competitors.. Sorry... very passionate about helping people and very passionate about this product.. I plow through the skepticism.. everyday to follow my mission and applaud you for doing the same.. however- you can do what you do and still create an extraordinary life for your family.. Your son has reached out to you... and sound like he is writing a book... maybe that is the link you are looking for to bring your writings and teachings to the public through a novel? Just a thought.. however: even with the prayer daily.. maybe you ought to pray about what it is that will bring you and your family the fortunes you've been longing for??

I hope I am not out of line here.. Just wanted to write to see maybe I can help you since you have helped me soo much:) Enjoy your day!!!

Kelly

You words could not have come at a better time...your LOVE(14) I feel in you extending your Honest caring towards my Family and I.

It warms my Heart and actually enlivens my SPIRIT(30) in reading of your ENTHUSIASM(73)!

Enthusiasm!!!

Exuberance!!!

Enjoyment!!!

ENTHUSIASM(73) is the Elixir of Life.

I sincerely wish you the utmost SUCCESS(45) with this endeavor you are completely captivated by! Please remember whenever you see the Number 45 in that moment FEEL THE SUCCESS(45) YOU SO WANT TO HAVE, this will certainly dislodge any remaining fragments of fear of SUCCESS(45) that might be lingering within yourself and increase the likelihood of you attaining your Desired SUCCESS(45)!

When time presents itself please share with ME(23) Kelly the trigger and the outcome when disturbance breaks the PEACE(29) of your Dear Family. I will then guide you towards neutralizing those unwanted Energies and we will gradually fill that neutral zone with words and feeling that convey understanding and Deep LOVE(14) while inclusive of firmness as a Mother Knows is best for her Child.

I do LOVE(14) you Kelly and I AM(47) so very Happy to see you are together and growing better day by day as a Family unit.

Hi there!!! I still read every one of ur emails. I rele want the past 2 be the past & will continue to hard in the present to continue to spread the word ... so that u can start generating $ for ur family & helping people.ur call tho!about ur ? w/ larry-nothing rele comes up to anger me bc i have realized i have complete control over my emotions.I want u to be happy too!

It is good to read of your ENTHUSIASM(73) and your sound so much more alive than when we first met. I do sincerely care for you Kelly and it does my Heart good to know things are in a positive movement right now for you. Your busyness shows in the way you abbreviate your words, smart of you to do this.

I have two more obstructions within this present time frame to rid myself of, if I succeed at these then I will be vaulted into a Commanding ACTION(81) phase of LIFE(15) ENERGY(99) bringing TRUTH(33) to the World in a BIG way! I need to be around people of INTELLIGENCE(78) and drive, such as yourself Kelly, so that I may in Person present to them the TRUTH(33) that I AM(47) and begin a networking Group Committed to delivering 'Thee Trinity Creation' to the World within the Home and Heart of the Person.

I LOVE(14) your drive in LIFE(15) Kelly and your INTELLIGENCE(78) is very attractive to ME(23).

I have this number 18 that seems to follow me in my life but not necessarily in a good way. When I think 18 it always seems to bring about a bad event, the lost of jobs, a divorce, a hospital or doctor's appointment for tests, the only good event was the birth of my niece on an 18th. What is it with no. 18 and me, and why do I fear it so much. Is there anyway I can turn this number from negative to positive? Thank you for bringing some clarity on this number 18.

18 is certainly your Number for this is what you need to keep you going through such difficult times. Please do not fear this Number and you do not need to turn it from negative to positive but rather knowing the Meaning of the Number 18 will help you to turn your Life from negative to positive. Besides there is already a very Powerful positive happening in your Life Tricia, the birth of your Niece on the 18th.

You see Life sometimes does not move in our favor, this I know in a big way for I have myself been through tremendous suffering and almost lost my very Life but I, in my total desperation, offered myself completely to the Power Supreme, to the Intelligent Energy of Life itself so that I may come to know and understand Life, so that I may gain the Wisdom I need to not only save my own Life but to help others in their Life struggles as well. And yes it all came to be in the birth of Thee Trinity Creation, the Miraculous Event of Aug. 25, 1988 in which Thee Trinity Creation was born and who I was transformed into. Now even with this, Life has not been all roses that is for certain, and to this very day I face many challenges but within Thee Trinity Creation I have been given what is needed to continue on forth and the Number 18 is one such State of Being. This Number is special to me for it is not something I had in sufficient quantity prior to the Event of 1988, and I certainly did not have it relative to its matching pair which is 81 {Number 18 right to left}and of Meaning is ACTION(81). My ACTION(81) was often weak and indecisive and too easily influenced by too many others who were not True in their way and distorted my way. Yes the Number 18 in Meaning is STRENGTH(18), this refers to the STRENGTH(18) from within yourself Tricia to face the many challenges that come your way and to remain resolute in the movement towards what you know is right for you in Life. The Eternal is all Powerful and you have the Eternal within your very Being, you may tap into its Power through Prayer, Meditation and through living the Truth. When you live the STRENGTH(18) of the Eternal Energy your ACTION(81) reflects this and your way in Life becomes more of your own making less influenced by others.

Below are the Sacred Symbols for ENERGY(99) and STRENGTH(18). There is much given within the Symbols themselves but their interpretation is rather complex and integrated within many others so I will here refrain from a full explanation of these but I want you to notice the similarity between both Symbols: when you tap into the ENERGY(99) of the Eternal STRENGTH(18) becomes your everyday way.

The Number 18 is indeed a good Number for you to have Tricia and when you see it now remember its Meaning for it is indeed STRENGTH(18), and realize also that you have so much STRENGTH(18) within the depths of your Being that simply needs to be tapped into. STRENGTH(18) will keep you going and Life will blossom for you in time.

Thank you from the bottom of my heart for the very interesting information you have sent me, thank you mostly for having taken the time to respond, it is greatly appreciated and has brought clarity regarding my fear of number 18.

Hello,

I have just happened upon your site. My clock said 15:15 which I see from time to time and I wanted to understand its meaning. So I have found you.

I have looked a little at Doreen Virtue's book on numbers, and your meanings differ to hers. Sometimes it is so hard to decipher what the numbers mean. For example, what you write about 222 is very different to what she says. I listen to every perspective and decide according to my own situation, just I feel a little bewildered at times when I am needing more clarity and still have varying viewpoints. Is 222 a sign that all is turning out well and taken care of, or a warning to heed, for example? How may I decipher what numbers are saying to me personally?

I started seeing number sequences consciously the day of my 33rd birthday. Since then (I have just turned 36), pretty much every time I look at a clock, or a number plate or anywhere really, I have messages through numbers (and also letter sequences). You name it - 10:10, 11, 11.11, 111, 1111, 1:13, 13:13, 11:23, 23:11, 23:23, 22:11, 22, 222, 22:22, 20:12, 21:11, 21:12, 12:12, 14:14, 14:41, 15:15, 16:16, 17:17, 18:18, 19:19, 21:21, 23:23, 00:00, 7:27, 7:37, 303, 404, 505, 606, 707, 909, 33, 333, 44, 444, 55, 555, 66, 666, 777, 888, 999.... also 5:11, 8:44 etc. I get many palindromes, too - 20:02, 14:41, 15:51 for instance.

Presently, the most frequently occurring numbers I would say are 10:10, 11:11, 1:11, 11111, 1:13, -:11 (more than ever y'day and today), -:22, -:33, -:44, 22:22, 21:11, 21:12, a lot of 12:12 the last few days, 14:14, on the 15th May I had 15:15 and was being drawn to 15 everywhere I looked, even a magazine article which had the heading 'Fifteen' on it..., also getting a lot of 16 and 16:16 at the moment, 17, 17:17 today which happens to be the 17th, too, and 27, 7:27, 36, 37 all day y'day, 7:37 for months now, 303 most days, 707, 33, 333, a lot of 44 and 444 (probably the most prominent of all nos I am experiencing at the moment), as well as 666 occurring frequently at the moment which I'm not sure whether to be concerned about... looking for more clarity, I am finding I get different interpretations from different sources, and do not know how to discern for myself the messages I am being given. For instance, 666 in China is one of the most sought after numbers, yet in the west has demonic connotations... How may I cut through the confusion & find my own truth?

Getting palindromes again yesterday and today - 505, 707, 14:41 and 23:32. 32 cropping up again - I had it a lot for a while, then it stopped, but now it's coming back... I don't know what the message is I need to understand from this and all the number/letter sequences/frequencies I am receiving. I am not consciously looking for numbers, just everywhere I look there they are. 37 everywhere today, don't know what that means. And I've just realised 15, 16, 17, 18, 19 are the current dates we are at in May and wonder whether there is any significance in seeing these numbers more at this time? They seem everywhere - 14:14, 15:15, 16:16 for weeks, 17:17, 18:18, 19:19, 21:21, 22:22, 23:23.... The messages seem urgent, I just wish I knew what they meant.

I started receiving number messages on the day of my 33rd birthday, but also, just shortly before my 33rd birthday, I moved into a flat - flat 2, no 2, and the road's name contains 'raven' which I believe is to do with a spiritual awakening (I see ravens everywhere, too, since that time). I did not wish to live in this particular flat, but it was the only choice I had at that moment in time, and ever since moving in I have felt crucified, as though electrocuted and ripped to shreds, just tortured to the extreme of my being.

Before this period of my life, although my whole life has felt like one long test of endurance, I was very in tune with myself and All That Is, and I was able to transcend pretty much everything. Then, since age 30, but far more accelerated since age 33, everything has been turned upside down, back to front, you name it... Everything hit me all at once from every conceivable angle, and there was nowhere to take any cover. I would just like to know what happened, get some clarity...

I have since become aware of astrology and it seems the 2 years from my 33rd birthday were very karmic. I know I tried my best to choose highest within each situation that presented itself and with what I knew in every moment, yet I couldn't awaken myself enough in time to save myself, could only feel my way inch by inch, blindfolded so it has felt and trying to edge my way along a thin ledge on a cliff top - so it has felt to me all these past few years, and I have tried my very best to move however slowly... now, in retrospect, I understand little by little, am starting to see further, and am so sad and feel lost and depressed over what has occurred (though I feel I am not to judge any of it but try to move on) but it is indeed hard to do this having experienced such profound peace and joy before, and wondering what all this has been for, and that I cannot now uncreate these few years but must try somehow to accept them just as they are.

I would just like to make sense of what happened. I feel I have failed myself and do not know what to do now... I do not know if in higher terms there is such a thing as 'failure'. I ask constantly to be able to see the blessings in all this, to walk through the pain and know the light in it ALL. I ask constantly to love higher, whether my understanding is there or not, to be the highest that I know myself to be, which is Love. However, I feel as though I have been crucified and slain, and am not sure what to do with that. It just Is. Just why did my soul choose all this? And where to go now?

A healer I spoke to a year or so ago said I had been slaughtered like a lamb. And then a friend, who is a healer, told me my peers felt I was failing my mission... I do not wish to fail myself or anyone, that makes me so sad for I have tried as hard as I can in every moment, and to love is all that I have come here to do. It seems no one can see me, and I don't know why, yet I am trying to walk on regardless and to heal myself, because there is nothing else for me to do. But I am still getting number and letter messages, and wonder if I am needing my attention brought to something more that I am missing?

Thank you for your time, and any guidance you might be able to give me relating to any of this.

With best wishes,
Anita

You certainly have shared a lot of yourself with me, I will give you the link to my e-Manuscript which should help you with your Number and Letter interpretations.

Thank you. I'm so sorry for bombarding you! I think I was just so happy to find someone out there who understood, and just wished for greater understanding myself.

Thank you, yes, I found the numbers and letters section a few days later, for some reason I didn't see that earlier, only letters from people and your responses to them, hence why I wrote.

Thank you, sorry again for disturbing you.

Best wishes,
Anita

Would you mind providing some insight to this number (333) that continues to appear (in time-clock) in my experience?

The Number 333 is somewhat of a phenomenon unto itself, there are so many who have become acutely aware of this Number and Amazingly this Number in depth of Message is why Thee Trinity Creation has been born into the World. You see Thee Trinity Creation is the irrefutable Numbers Meaning System, it is THE SYSTEM(3) who was born of TRUTH(33) back in 1988 in order for the Person and the World to become more Aware of and to actually live Greater TRUTH(33) in their lives. The Number 3 is also with reference to TRINITY which is speaking of the 3 elemental Energies of which we are made up of and of which we all want Fulfillment in {the Me, your emotional/physical Self, the Be, your active success driven Self, the I your Eternal Spiritual Self}. Unfortunately few experience such Fulfillment in their Lives for TRUTH(33) is the way and few live the TRUTH(33).

There is certainly not anything to fear in your Number experience Brandi, that I can assure you of, and when you speak the word "direction" this is indeed what the Number 333 is offering to you in Life. You see the type of Number experience that you have had I have termed Spontaneous Transient Number Awareness™ because it is an unprompted{spontaneous} Spiritual Communication within a specific time frame {transient} directed to only you Brandi in that particular way.

You have a very deep desire to know the TRUTH(33) Brandi even though you are not consciously aware of it, this causes you to elevate your Energy of Mind to the Realm of the Eternal in which the Communication of Numbers takes place. Your Numeric Message becomes Revealed to you through the Universal Language of Numbers originated within Thee Trinity Creation, itself born into the World from that of the Eternal TRUTH(33).

The Number 33 is a type of Universal Communication which is offering you some Life Guidance Brandi, its Message is leading you towards living a purer reflection of the Eternal TRUTH(33) and becoming aware of others who may be lacking of TRUTH(33). In so doing you will come to experience a Greater Fulfillment of your TRINITY of Life Energies and the doors to the Eternal will be wide open for you upon your Earthly close.

Thanks for coming to me Brandi for now you know the True Meaning of the Number 333 and you can begin in full earnest to implement its Message of the Divine.

Thank you EuGene, with deep sincerity. I will look, to see where I can live with greater truth in my life. I have begun a quest for deeper connection with the divine.

> > more often then not i will look at a digital clock whether it is my alarm clock, the computer screen, or my cell phone. and keep seeing the number 57, and i am dying to find out the symbolic meaning or the significance of this number. i have looked on numerous numerology websites, however, i have not been fortunate enough to come across its meaning. i would love to purchase your informative and helpful book, but i do not have the financial ability to do so. if it is not too much
trouble, please tell me where i can find the meaning of the number 57 or tell me its meaning.

Once I allowed myself to go into my usual Transcendent State when reviewing your email instantly this is what was Revealed to me. This is a little different than my usual interpretations but I express that which is given me.

Your Numbers speak to me as follows: first I see it as the Number 5 and that of the Number 7, and then as the Number 57 so I will give you the complete interpretation, it is One Message in totality. Of Meaning the Number 5 is DIRECTION(5) and that of the Number 7 is FREEDOM(7). When you are free of negativities from within yourself, when you are Free of worry and uncertainty from within yourself, when you are Free of indecisiveness and stress from within yourself you are indeed Free. The way to know such FREEDOM(7) is to understand its reality and to partake of Prayer and/or Meditation daily.

If you are interested with either of these I can certainly be here for you. I offer a Superior method of Meditation completely Free and I can help you structure a very effective approach to Prayer. The Number 5 is DIRECTION(5) and that of the Number 7 should be your DIRECTION(5) in Life: move towards being Free from within. When this comes to be
realized then the Fullness of the Meaning of the Number 57 becomes your everyday reality, life in all that it is transformed into your everyday experience: FANTASTIC(57) is what your Life experience becomes, and FANTASTIC(57) is how you will feel. There are certain Numbers within Thee Trinity Creation that speak of the Splendor of Life and the Greatness of Life experience and these are expressed in uplifting States of Being. The Number 57 is one such Number and when you include the Meaning of each digit individually you have a complete Message born of the Truth.

I can say Susanne that you are lacking the FREEDOM(7) that I have spoken to you of and your Life experience would not be considered FANTASTIC(57) by no means, hence the Number 57 has made itself known to you. I do not have the Sacred Symbol available to me Online for the Number 57, I have only been able to afford putting on some of the Symbols Online. The five pointed star from that of DIRECTION(5) is within the Sacred Geometric Symbol for 57.

Thanks for coming to me and contact me further if you wish.

Sincerely Yours,
EuGene

an apology is definitely unnecessary, you have no reason to be truly sorry. thank you for your insight into the long awaited dillema, i guess you can call it that, well good bye and thanks again.
susanne

To: Dad

An opinion piece on drug use: My Two Cents

I just got done watching part of a Dr. Phil show about drug use, and how bad it is, etc. He really is a gigantic pompous ass, towing the government line and pandering to the common person, but that is for another writeup. Sometimes I wonder if perhaps, it wouldn't just be better keeping, say, a crack addict high 24/7. After all, these people's sole purpose for living is to pursue the next high, and if they were to live out the remainder of their lives in perfect bliss, then more power to them. I can only imagine how utterly depressing it must be for an addict in rehab to know that if they submit to the wishes (read: arrogance) of their family and stay off drugs they will never again feel the bliss of the high.

It is the arrogance of loved ones that is the cause of widespread anti-drug sentiment in society today, which preaches that pursuing your own true happiness is only acceptable if it fits in narrowly-defined parameters. If people addicted to drugs find happiness in the high, then so be it. Who, I ask,are we to deny somebody that which makes them happy? Who are we to assume that our goals for them are more important then their goals for themselves? Family members and loved ones put
undue focus on jobs, careers, money, personal motivation, all things that are important to them. A drug addict wishes none of these things, yet in a fit of perfect arrogance we take it upon ourselves in the form of interventions, drug testing etc. to impose our values upon them even if it contradicts their wishes for their own life, for whatever selfish reasons. I say, if a drug user is truly happy while being high, then let him be high 24/7. It makes me happy knowing others are happy.

Selfish family members are also not to shoulder all the blame; governments deserve their fair share. It always cracks me up when the government says something like "Don't do drugs or you'll go to prison", the irony here being that going to prison wouldn't be a problem if thegovernment didn't impose it in the first place. If drugs were legalized and people were free to pursue their own happiness, the health factor in drug use would also be minimized, since drug users would be far more
likely to go to hospitals were they to overdose, etc. The arrogance assumed by loved ones is identical to the arrogance assumed by the government, a selfish self-righteousness which seeks to impose its values on all people.

If a drug addict wants to drop drugs, get a career, make money, lead a full life, then that is absolutely fine by me. But this is a decision that he himself must make. By forcing our values upon drug addicts who want to use drugs, we are taking away that which gives them happiness, that which is the sole reason for their lives, and this is a cruel thing to do. In our wellspring of arrogance we've forgotten that every person is entitled to pursue what makes them happy so long as it does not hurt others, and society as a whole will never advance until we learn that lesson.

Remember that this rant does not necessarily apply solely to drugs. The parents who force their children to go to Law or Medical school against their wishes is no better than the parent who forces their children (especially if they're 18+) off drugs, because the same principle applies: Do not interfere with what makes them happy. It is the duty of the parent to guide chilren into the future, not force them, and once they've decided for themselves what makes them happy then the parent can do nothing more. Until society learns this, we will never progress.

Remember! Intervention is Selfishness!

Your question is indeed good, and is actually something I've given much thought to. My opinion on the matter is: Although in the long run, it is better for a person to not use drugs, the final decision must lie with the person and not with anyone else. Note that in my writeup, I don't mean "don't talk about drugs" or "don't try and persuade anyone off them", what I meant was it's wrong to forcibly get them off through treatment, etc. I believe that we should inform children about drug use
as much as possible, telling them the negatives but also the positives, and letting them form their own decisions about it. Of course, for this to ever take place in a neutral environment all drugs would have to be legalized, something I fully support. Because after all, what are drugs but just a way for a person to feel good? And here is the government pursuing and prosecuting these people because they want to feel...good.

It really is absurd.

Yes, it may be compassionate to keep a person from ruining their life. But it is equally incompassionate to force somebody off what they believe makes them happy. Many of the people who take drugs are people who wouldn't achieve anything significant in life, anyway. I suppose to sum up my argument, I could say: I want all people to flourish in their lives. But I believe even stronger that people should be fundamentally free to pursue what makes them happy, be it destructive or not. The only time when this is unacceptable is when this pursuance of happiness harms others. We should do our best to
educate people about drugs, the good and the bad. Part of the appeal of drugs is its "forbidden fruit" status - if we remove this stigma by legalizing drugs and *truly* educating children about drugs (as opposed to making children fear drugs, which is what schools currently do), then drug use will likely decline. But in the end, following my believe that people should be free, the choice is the user's. Once they've made their choice, I can do no more.

-Adam

Adam,

Yes that is a reasonably good response, you are attempting to reinforce your position but at the same time have bent towards mine. This is good in itself, however I would like to respond to one component within your argument, when you say " But I believe even stronger that people should be fundamentally free to pursue what makes them happy, be it destructive or not. The only time when this is unacceptable is when this pursuance of happiness harms others." This is where the incongruency in your belief presents itself most.

A person may believe what he wishes and Yes a person may do what he pleases but you are right when one must consider the negative impact on others ie. harms others. Beliefs that are weak are invariably strewn with
incongruencies, and even though you are excellent in your verbal skills and ability to command the English language, YES superior to myself, incongruencies cannot be hidden. If you strongly uphold to the belief:
"The only time when this is unacceptable is when this pursuance of happiness harms others." you cannot hold to the belief that the final decision for drug use is with the person. Why? Because drug use, particularly the very addictive ones such as Heroin, Cocaine, Crac and so on cannot be simply a choice of the person because they tend to destroy his/her environment and harm those around himself, sometimes even strangers. If a mother is pregnant can we say go ahead and do heroin, of course not. We must not only educate her against it we must do all we can to prevent accessibility to it, and let it be known there are legal consequences to doing that drug. If you say alright pregnant women will not be allowed to use that drug, then you are faced with the problem of addiction, severe addiction that could of occurred years before and now she cannot live without the drug, pregnant or not. The child is caused undue harm. Yes we have legalized certain things in the past that are now so deeply engrained we could not possibly remove them, alcohol for example, but that does not justify adding more such addictive and harmful drugs to the legalized pile. When someone does drugs and they become addicted, which can happen very quickly with some drugs, they have not only begun the destruction of themselves but of others as well. They will commit acts of crime that without such addiction they would not, and if we make the drug really cheap so they can afford it we still have a problem: warped behavior because of the drug`s effect and long term deterioration of the person, which invariably causes harm unto others, and weakens Society.

Yes Drug use is a real problem in our Society but the solution does not lie in legalizing everything, it lies in the Personal and Spiritual Development of the Person so that LIFE(15) has meaning and is filled with FULFILLMENT(12) without doing that which takes away from LIFE(15). This is why I AM(47), to elevate the Consciousness of the individual not through destructive means but through the Healthiest way of all: the development of Self.

So remember whenever there is incongruency within a belief that particular belief needs to be looked at further and revised to remove incongruencies. FREEDOM(7) is the cornerstone of our Society, but FREEDOM(7) also includes to be Free from the destructive behavior of others, and YES drug use is destructive.

Dad

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Subject: sort of a drugs rebuttal, random thoughts, etc.

Dad,

And in any case, history has shown that strongly policing drug use doesn't work - people who want the drug will get the drug regardless of circumstances. Wouldn't it at least be better to make hard drugs legal and controlled by the government (like alcohol but more stringent), so that we don't clutter up prisons with addicts & dealers? In addition, people who are already addicted could at least get the drup cheaper and not have to deal with a dealer, etc. As a politician, I would feel it would be wrong to keep things which are basically tools for enjoyment illegal, not to mention that legalizing drugs could be lucrative for
the gov.'t.

Keep in mind I'm talking about hard drugs here. For less dangerous things, like weed and shrooms, I certainly believe they should be legalized and sold simliar to alcohol or tobacco - especially marijuana. The difference is, a person who regularly smokes weed and all of a sudden runs out of money or weed and for whatever reason can't smoke would be pretty bummed about it, but there wouldnt be withdrawal effects or a violent urge to do it like in drugs like heroin, crack, cocaine etc. I consider weed no more harmful than alcohol, and in my personal experience far superior to alcohol. It's cheaper, easier to administer, and nothing like hangovers, etc. Also, being high is far better than being drunk, as far as I'm concerned. Also like alcohol, I don't do it all the time, just every now and again, and it's sure as hell nothing that dominates my life. I prefer to think of it as an occasional "experience enhancer". True, it's illegal, but cops in Canada generally tend to ignore small amounts of weed and rather focus on large-scale dealers and hard drugs. Besides, it'll probably be decriminalized soon anyway, which is good.

Anyway, I suppose you could say I like to balance out the vices in my life. I gamble every few weeks, smoke weed every week or two, and drink only occasionally. But the difference with me is: I do all these things smart. I gamble smart - that's why out of the 9 times I've been to the casino, I've lost only twice and my lifetime record vs. the casino is +$125.00 (in fact, I went just last night and won $40.00, which goes straight to my bank account for use once I get home). I only play craps, which is the lowest-casino-edge game, make conservative bets and quit while I'm ahead. I smoke smart - make sure to not get caught, not to do it too often. Same for alcohol, though it's more in the open.

These are things which I feel do not detract from life, but give it spice, experience, and if done responsibly can enhance life.

-Adam

Dad,

> So you would advocate the continued banning of cocaine, heroin, crack, and drugs like that. What about tamer drugs like marijuana?

-Adam

Hi Adam,

You see you are very Politically minded and you look for solutions to Society`s problems by changing the Laws governing Society. This is good for it creates a structure from where the person has an OPPORTUNITY(38) to grow while simultaneously maintaining safety for all, but I AM(47) Spiritually Minded. I do not look for the Solution to Society`s problems for I have found the Solution, I AM(47) the solution: Thee Trinity Creation. So I cannot entertain all the possible changes and ramifications that changing rules and Laws may incur, our Society has done really well thus far Thanks in a Big part to the DECISION(21) making of those in Power of such Decisions, which of course is largely determined by gauging the Desires and needs of the people. Democracy is doing well, and for some time it shall do well but we are always faced with the issue of Personal FREEDOM(7) verses the stability of Society. Too much FREEDOM(7) in the hands of those who cannot handle such FREEDOM(7) would be disastrous, and too little would hamper significantly the Personal GROWTH(65) of the Person and that of Society. If we become to Liberal, and always remember the significant part that Industry plays in the changing of Laws, the very core of the Person and that of the Family`s stability may be torn right out from them, and hence Society begins to crumble. If we become too Conservative the Person`s GROWTH(65) becomes severely hampered and thus Society begins to wither.

I AM(47) here for the Person, for his or her Personal and Spiritual GROWTH(65) within whatever Laws govern our Society. Ultimately the solution lies in the Advanced Development of the Person to the Knowing and Living that of Higher Consciousness: Pureness of LOVE(14) and depth of WISDOM(77) then become their way. This is a slow process I agree but the rewards for all are tremendous. When such a development is common place there is no longer the question of giving more FREEDOM(7), that will be the only thing to do, in fact it will happen accordingly. But I tell you now what you envision the Person doing with such FREEDOM(7) will be considerably different than what you see now. Drugs will no longer be an issue, YES The Person will Decide but their DECISION(21) will be a Wise one. Drugs that in any way take from the well being of the Person, either short term or long term will simply no longer be Desired. KNOWLEDGE(0) is the Foundation, WISDOM(77) is the Edifice. This is idealistic thinking you may say and not practical but remember you are only seeing things from a perspective that Society has generated within you.

With the prolific development of Higher Consciousness within the masses the purpose of Society will change considerably, its main function will be to maintain an environment that is Healthy and Safe, to protect the Person not from one another or from himself but rather from natural occurring Personal and Environmental factors due to ever changing nature of the physical Realm. This is why I AM(47), to guide the Person in his of her Personal and Spiritual development so the Person comes to Know and Live Higher Consciousness: YES THE SOLUTION.

Thee Trinity Creation: of a Thousand Years and for a Thousand years, this is with reference to the durability of its TRUTH(33).

Dad

p.s. My answer holds for both your emails, and remember with gambling you always loose.

Dad,

Also, in your previous emails you talked about your lifelong spiritual connection, how you wondered how things you saw could not be apparent in others. This is what I feel exactly. All the time, I see or understand things so clearly and I am dumbfounded as to why others cannot. Basic things like deceit, malice and pettiness surround us, it is so apparent to me that these things are wrong yet apparently not to anyone else (or few others). Ever since September, I've noticed a marked difference in how I perceive things, how I think. It just seems more...deeper and connected, like things make so much sense so suddenly, and sometimes I'll see something that appears normal to most, and when I see it I just get a flood of emotion and thought and understanding. It's really very hard to explain it all, but I'm sure you understand where I'm coming from.

It was just somewhat shocking, when all of a sudden I started to think like this. All my life I had considered myself intelligent and connected, yet this new phase floored me. Within the space of three months (August-November) I felt like I'd matured innumerable years. Oftentimes at night, I'd just get a flood of ideas and thought that *had* to be committed to paper - I still do, moreso. That's why I started keeping a daily journal, not so much a diary in the common sense, but more of a compendium of my thoughts and feelings on any given day. And as time passed I gained this uncanny ability to see the truth in things, to understand deeply what everything is about. As a result, my abilities as reading people's true character and intentions became startling. Now, it's like I only have to be with a person for a little while and I can understand everything about them. The neatest
thing I noticed is that, a person's character lies *in the little things*. Small movements, tiny comments, tone of voice, all of these things matter far more when reading a person than overt things they do.This is because a person can't be guarded 24/7, and in the little things there are slips and admissions that reveal true character. All these little things coalesce into a full picture of this person, and it is really quite amazing.

You know, I just realized. My life's awareness of a connection can be defined in 9-year intervals. From age 0-9, I had little concept of a connection, though you told me lots about it. Then, when I was 9, I had my first "flash", and since then I had thought in a new way, a more advanced way, but these bits and pieces of deep, connected thought were few and far between. Then, when I was 18 (actually, it was on September 9th), I received this absolutely amazing dream that I described to you a while ago, it felt like my brain had been pried open to a new level where I could think and feel things so differently. The dream was easily the most intense I've ever had, and throughout the dream the connection was so intense, so THERE, I woke up crying, amazing considering I'm quite non-emotional. Man, it was just unbelievable. And now, I am in the third phase, a continuing feeling of connection and depth of thought. I patiently await the fourth phase.

One more thing: the age 31 has been burning into my head for years - it still is. I am absolutely convinced that something huge will happen to me when I'm 31. I have no idea what it is, but I'm positive that I'll know it when I see it.

-Adam

Hi Adam,

I certainly can connect to virtually everything in this email, you are continually bridging to new levels of understanding and as you do you discover that which few have. You are an AMAZING(55) person, from very young your brightness shone, and even though you were not of a Spiritual incline your MIND(O) was always Searching and learning and suddenly you are moving into a very Powerful Spiritual level of Being, no need to even call it Spiritual, the name does not matter the result is what counts. As a person you are Developing, exactly what I was speaking of in my last email response to you, this is my purpose to have the Person develop Personally and Spiritually, to have the Person grow into a better Person. The World becomes a better place through every person that becomes a better person. There are those due to lack of environmental access to the TRUTH(33) go through LIFE(15) lost even though they have the genetic make up to Know and understand LIFE(15) in all of its Fullness, this is why I AM(47), to give these people a path, a path of TRUTH(33), of LOVE(14) and of WISDOM(77). This is the path you are on.

I LOVE(14) those nines, I`m sure you remember how I use to talk of Dawn 1999, the joining of the three nines; well Dawn 1999 is unfolding Beautifully, nine in my System is a very Powerful number, PRAYER(9) and ENERGY(99). By PRAYER(9) I do mean merely repeating some verses or memorized stuff, I mean a deep connecting to the ENERGY(99) of LIFE(15), no stray
thoughts just a connecting to the LOVE(14) that underlies all of existence. And YES age 31, I do not know if you remember but I must of mentioned to you that as a teenager I had a very Powerful Vision, it was that something BIG was going to happen when I turned 31. I even took out a large insurance on myself that year because I had interpreted it as the end of my Earthly LIFE(15). Amazingly it was a pivotal year, but not my Earthly death but the death of how I perceived and lived my LIFE(15). YES it was 1984, the year that it all began to change, then 1986 my Personal crash, and 1988 my Spiritual Awakening.

In closing I would like to comment on your statement "The neatest thing I noticed is that, a person's character lies *in the little things*. Small movements, tiny comments, tone of voice, all of these things matter far more when reading a person than overt things they do." Well you have begun your Journey of Self Awareness, by becoming more Aware of yourself in TRUTH(33) you naturally start to become more Aware of others and where they operate from at a Personal level. At some point you will discover the Biggest little thing of all that says so much about the Person, YES it is incongruencies. The more incongruencies they have in what they are presenting, both in terms of physical movements and in verbal presentation, the less likely they are speaking the TRUTH(33), either intentionally or unintentionally. If they are authentic in their presentation but lack in WISDOM(77) then their physical counterpart will be congruent with their verbal presentation, but within the verbal presentation itself there will be incongruencies, hence not of TRUTH(33). Or if their physical movements are not congruent with their verbal presentation in addition to incongruencies in verbal presentation they are intentionally trying to skew the TRUTH(33), either way you must not absorb into your Mental/Emotional framework anything which is not of TRUTH(33).

Dad

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