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I came across your website after experiencing an interesting dream this morning. I was very moved by your work, it is so well aligned with information I have been seeking as of late. Thank you for your insight and dedication.

I am hoping that you might be able to shed additional light on the significance of my dream; in it, I was standing in front of a house (this is actually a real house that I have been wanting), apparently talking to the realtor with an intent to buy. The realty sign was on the front lawn, and it listed the house number as 555/666 ---- Street ( in actuality, the house does have two addresses because it is on a corner). Additionally, the grass in the yard was very tall, green, and healthy, and peppered with flowers; it was somewhat reminiscent of a meadow. There was a large white/grey dog walking about, as well, and the realtor mentioned that the house was previously lived in by two kind elderly women.

From what I read on your site today, it seems that 666 has a possible vibration of wealth accumulation (which, though not my primary life goal, is currently of high personal import). I'm not sure of the meaning of the fives.

You should also know that in the past couple weeks, I have been seeing 555 and 666 in one form or another (i.e. on license plates, the amount rung up by a cashier, clocks etc. More often that that, I see 11, 21, 22, 23, 33, 313, 707 and 777 all the time. 33 is the most frequent, with 22 close behind it. It is not uncommon that I see any of these numbers next to one another at one time.

I'd love your help with this interpretation; I have sense that my life is heading toward a new direction, I'm believe this dream is a confirmation of such.

I do apologize for my delay in response but the body always remains so very vulnerable to attacks of viruses and infections, the MIND(O) in Itself is Infinite.

The Number 33 is TRUTH(33), and if WEALTH(66) is indeed one of your priorities which is fine, you must take the time and put in the effort to ensure TRUTH(33) is core to your PROSPERITY(93). And I will here give you the finest defining of TRUTH(33) this Precious Earth has to offer, however it might take some contemplation to fully understand these words, and then right effort upon right ACTION(81) in their application. When you fully understand and live these words which I have been blessed with a year or so ago TRUTH(33) you will be living and FULFILLMENT(12) in LIFE(15) unto ETERNAL LIFE(86) is yours.

The 5`s are of DIRECTION(5), take the DIRECTION(5) of TRUTH(33) while simultaneously trying to build you financial security and FREEDOM(7). A quick glance at the many other Numbers you have indicated support what I have just spoken. In particular 21 is DECISION(21), always be reminded of what TRUTH(33) is in your DECISION(21) making and the 7`s which are of FREEDOM(7) and WISDOM(77) all in alignment with your Desires in LIFE(15).

Thank you so much for your insight into my question; I'm eager to meditate on them over the next few days to fully realize the impact.

Wow....its person after person experiencing it in many different ways! Thank you for everything u do & keeping people grounded in TRUTH!

Kelly

----- Original Message -----

From: Cathy

To: Master Sage Joseph M

Subject: www.theetrinitycreation.com

Dear Sir,

I'd like to propose a 3-way link swap with your website www.theetrinitycreation.com, where you receive 2 links in exchange for one of yours.

3-way linking is significantly more effective than traditional link exchange. Because you're getting the links from third party websites, they appear totally natural to search engine algorithms. Such inbound links help your website rank higher in Google and other search engines.

Our partner sites (the ones that link to you) are at least 3 years old with a minimum pagerank of PR3. This program obviously doesn't involve any money, since all parties benefit from additional links.

Thanks,
Cathy

Dear Cathy,

It is certainly an inviting offer, however my Web Site is completely self contained, 9 years of age with a minimum pagerank of PR1.

I wish you the very best in your endeavors,

Master Sage Joseph M

----- Enlightening Message of a bad relationsip -----

Any assistance would be greatly appreciated!! -Marissa

From: Marissa

To: Master Sage Joseph Eugene Morin

Sent: Friday, December 10, 2010 1:28 AM

Subject: The search for TRUTH (33)

Hello,

    I'm not exactly sure how to address you or how to begin this, mostly because I don't really know what this is all about, or what I hope to find. Please try to decipher some intelligence from this rant. And excuse my lack of precision with my words. To begin I guess I have felt that I seem to exist on a separate wavelength my entire life. I don't belong and something is not right. It's not exactly a disturbing feeling, more a feeling of urgency. It seems like there is more, and I know there is a truth that it is diffidently not now ever present. I think that is what has brought us to you. My boyfriend and I seem to have formed some phenomenal feeling of purpose. For whatever reason we have had the same strange occurrences of knowing we are meant for something. I know that sounds extravagant and flashy but that's not exactly how I mean it. I feel I will reach some cosmic culmination of something... I don't know how to explain the sense. Well moving on when my boyfriend and I began dating he expressed to me this same knowingness of subconscious need to fulfill some destiny. 33 is a VERY impactual number in his life. He feels and has felt for a very long time that it is everywhere, in birthdates, clocks..... the usual. Well he passed it off as just a naturally occurring number that seemed to present itself more often. But now it has escalated. Not only is he seeing it everywhere, I am as well. Fitting that you say it means truth because we have been trying to relearn the world and change our entire outlook on life and the plans ahead. We do not want nor need the everyday things. And we KNOW this is not how the world was meant to be, or how humanity was meant to treat life and the source of which. The number 33 is on every tv show, when I ordered something online the order number emailed to me was 33033. We noticed on a history channel documentary that the only video footage of fort knox was of the vault 33! Its everywhere in our lives, 33rd parallel, we drove to Roswell New Mexico to get our puppy and later learned the significance of the 33rd parallel. I don't know honestly if we want to find some meaning behind it and that's why it seems so persistent. Maybe we just want to believe that we are something special, I don't know. We are different though we want a simple life we want a new world order. As we searched the number 33 we stumbled upon your website and once we began reading we had goosebumps. Please let me know what more you need from me to better understand what's going on and maybe you can find some insight.

Thank you very much,
Marissa

Dear Marissa,

I fully comprehend what you have spoken, and the feeling of not belonging is more a feeling of not being able to fit the potential of the Person you are within this everyday confusing and manipulative living. YOU DO BELONG, this is critical to shift your thinking, and since you do belong and want to weave a higher purpose within this everyday, TRUTH(33) in Number has been calling out to you, and to your boyfriend. If TRUTH(33) is indeed calling out to both of you, you MUST have TRUTH(33) in Fullness within your relationship, this is very important. First come to understand you belong, second discover what TRUTH(33) really means and third live TRUTH(33), then your sense of belonging will strengthen and you will begin to discover your Higher purpose in Being.

Fortunately I have been blessed with the finest Meaning of TRUTH(33) you will come upon this Precious Earth of ours. Once you can genuinely understand these words and all of their implications and begin to apply them within your everyday living Higher purpose will begin to make itself known. This is a gradual process, and if you need further clarification or assistance with any particular DECISION(21) you must make please call on me again. Remember however TRUTH(33) MUST BE LIVED, particularly within yourself, in your ACTION(81) and your boyfriend must he himself be of TRUTH(33) in your relationship. I do not know how long you have been together, the longer the better for in new relationships infatuation often becomes confused with real LOVE(14).



Here is the defining of TRUTH(33), simple in word but requires right effort in order to live:

"THE SANCTITY OF INTELLIGENT HUMAN LIFE SUPERSEDES ALL ELSE."

That is it, and in Number it would read; "92-78-15-85". I have these tattooed on my right inner forearm although I AM(47) not really into tattoos.

Contemplate upon what I have just shared with you Marissa, and everyday without even being aware of it you make literally thousands of Decisions, from the most minute almost subconscious ones to the LIFE(15) changing ones. Follow the above quote as best you can, and TRUTH(33) will begin to naturally become prioritized. Then you will feel for certain you KNOW you belong and you will inherently discover a Higher purpose to your everyday, then you can Creatively begin to implement it.

TRUTH(33) has been calling out to you, and now TRUTH(33) must become prioritized within your LIFE(15), and in your relationship.

Please contact me further if you wish,

LOVE(14) in TRUTH(33),

Master Sage Joseph M

Dearest Master Sage,

I will begin by apologizing that it has taken me this long to reach out to you. It is as you said we all see the TRUTH(33) but we chose to put other priorities ahead of the most important, most rewarding ones. I write to you knowing that you are the Second Advent. And I'm not sure how to express the way my boyfriend (Mike) and I feel. Let me tell you a bit about us. We are both 21, living in California, realizing that society will not work with our spirituality. I am a baptized Orthodox Christian that has fallen away from my spiritual father and church all due to earthly complications, however there is no excuse for my lack of prayer in the previous year and lack of devotion. I KNOW I can do better and want nothing but to due what is right and what is good. My boyfriend has not always had this same outlook. He has always looked at it as God was absent in his life. He felt sure that he would never be able to live a (Western Society) hypocritical church life. He knew that God would speak to him if he was there, ironic a bit that He has been making himself very clear to Mike. Mike is the type of cynic that needs facts and Truth(33) in order to believe in something, and that is why I believe He chose 33 to speak to Mike. It seems that for so long we have felt that this world wasn't the right fit for our outlook on life. We reject the false system. We now TRY our hardest to find what is true. We realize this world lost its way, and have put the least important things above all else. I know that you know all of this but I want to convey to you how seriously we are listening to your words of truth(33). We are natural skeptics, however upon entering this realm of true reality we felt it. We have felt it all along but have suppressed the concerns and we all just lay down and die. We waste our lives on material objects, and power struggles and we forget this is all for a reason. WE KNOW the new world order is coming. As of late we have been trying spiritual meditation, and of course I am still neglecting my prayer. But I say this out loud to make myself accountable. I KNOW I need to do better and WE know we need to do better. We have plans of engagement, and of course we hold of for money, its always about the money. So hopefully we can work on that AS SOON AS POSSIBLE Because I truly know we should not be living together out of wedlock, and we know we can do better. It seems that reflecting on your previous message that you couldn't have been more right. We are making TRUTH(33) our life and everyday it is pulling on us harder and harder to escape this. We do also feel that a decision will soon need to be made in our lives, and we will need your assistance. I feel it will all come in due time. I just know that we need to convey to you that we are involved. We want to help, we feel we have to. It brings us to tears to know what is to come for you, for us all. We know that none of this matters and only the life eternal is the only escape. That is why it makes us so sad. So many people have no idea! If we had the money today we would be on the next flight to Canada, but money does not permit that at this time. We both have given up on mainstream jobs, I was a legal secretary for a couple of years and realized it was all a lie. All anybody does is lie. So we are both unemployed scrounging to make ends meet. i'm not saying this isn't what we want. I would rather live a difficult life of meaning than an easy meaningless one. We also know that a book must be published, if the power grid failed today how many people would be lost because they can't turn on an electronics device and get an answer. I think we feel this need to see you because, as I'm sure you know, words are a tricky thing. We cannot express our feelings and instincts through this language we have developed. We would love to speak to you face to face and maybe even get help with our direction(5).

Awaiting your TRUTH(33),
Marissa

Dear Marissa,

Your email is very personally Fulfilling to me, and your words are those of WISDOM(77) with a hint of weakness in approach. Yes it is vital to make the right DECISION(21) at the right time, and therefore if ever you need me again for some particular LIFE(15) situation which has brought confusion upon you I will be here for you, and promptly as I AM(47) able to.



I`m finally conquering this wicked infection of the flu and therefore will be available as you need me. Your intent is definitely good however you must overcome the weakness that I hear within your voice. Do not ever fear TRUTH(33), however learn to really know what TRUTH(33) is and all of Its implications. This will free you from your weakness and STRENGTH(18) will be your new Self.

You are a Good Person Marissa, continue along your path of Goodness but continue to build upon your LIFE(15) WISDOM(77), this will enable you to apply Goodness as it needs to be and when it needs to be.



In TRUTH(33),

Master Sage Joseph M

Dearest Master Sage,

Hello, I hope you are doing well. I have not written you in a little while now because I have felt that the issues I have been dealing with are all so petty that there is no need to bother you with their worry. Or to ask for guidance on issues to which I know the answers to. I feel there are so many things we are faced with, and deap inside we know what is good and what is right. Why should we all just ask someone to answer challenging questions for us and tell us what we know. I fear it is because our laziness has escalated to a point where we expect other people to make the difficult choices for us, then simply tell us what to do. Where is the intelligence in that?

Anyway in regards to your first email response to me I fear all you have so delicately wrote has come TRUE. Last night my boyfriend revealed to me a lie that he has been harboring for over a year now. He did something unthinkable in my eyes and acted as a person of extreme low caliber. He has hidden this truth from me for all this time, even as I have thanked him regularly for being so devoted to our relationship this entire time. For I knew since I first took the risk on him, that he has never been a person of God, nor a person of Truth. His entire life he never thought he was capable of love, compassion, commitment, or even a future. He saw his life as nothing, and about a year and a half ago he expressed to me that he knew I wanted a husband, and children and a life of God. And he told me, "What if I'm never capable of giving you those things, as of now I don't see myself ever loving one person for the rest of my life." As crushing as this was, I knew then that just the fact that he could recognize that he was lacking meant he was capable of more. I don't know why but I gave him a chance and I told him we would see where it went because we were both extremely happy with each other, he was just concerned for hurting me in the future.

Well flash-forward to now, he has become a person I am proud to stand beside, and proud to wish to be my husband. He has been expressing concern to me lately that he fears God will never forgive the things he has done. And I assure him that the first step to even being able to ask upon the Father to forgive is HUMILITY. Well last night he revealed to me this dark secret and got down before me crying asking not for forgiveness, but that I would not forsake my now stepdaughter who is three years old. He told me we may go our separate ways but that she needed me because he was impure and unworthy. He said I would never forgive him and that I shouldn't forgive what he had done. He said he was unworthy of me. I saw the humility in his eyes and I know that things are SO incredibly different now then when he made this mistake. I cry as I write this to you. I was so hurt when he told me, I walked out the door in the middle of the night and sat in the desert for a while. I wept and cried out to God and I was angry and wanted to die rather than feel the pain of my true love inflicting this pain upon me. I pled with God to keep my mind from going wild with imagination. And suddenly it all got quiet and I felt this strange peace. I knew then that I could never give up on him. I know that I am meant to be with him, even though he hurt me. When I returned to the house he told me that he knew I would never love him the same and that what he did couldn't be undone. He cried out that he will burn for this and that he is unworthy of me. He wanted to die. He pled with me that I let him kill himself and let me move on. But I know I could never do that. My love for him is too great. Right at that instant I knew the value of all these things. Yes he had done something that he knew would hurt me, and he tried to keep it from me. But the thought of him dying killed me more than anything he could ever do to me. I know he is struggling to find his better person and that he will make mistakes. I forgave him, I held him while he wept and pushed me away saying he had forsaken mine and God's name and couldn't be forgiven. He said God would never forgive him. And all I could say was I forgive you over and over again. I feel strangely at peace right now. I feel I can not only teach him of true committed love, but of forgiveness. For if I, a mere unworthy sinner could forgive him, I know God can as well. I know now that when he says to me he loves me he truly does. And I know that he has been carrying this weight around, and our relationship could never be of value until we both valued it. And until it was of truth. I told him that I needed to know this, how could I ever marry someone I didn't truly know and who was untrue with me.

I need further guidance. I need to show him the way. How should he begin his repentance for a life of lust and anger. I know all he wants is to change, he already has. He just doesn't believe he can be forgiven.

PLEASE HELP

Love always,

Marissa

Dearest Marissa,

I wish I could Fulfill all you want ME(23) to say to you that you would LOVE(14) to hear and would be in perfect alignment with your 'new alignment' in LIFE(15) and relative to your boyfriend, unfortunately he as a Person that remains the same, and the game continues, but at a much heightened level of entrapment and further disillusionment as to who he really is!

His pain was in response to you picking up something not quite right about him, it was not genuine nor lasting. Now he feels he really has you where he wants you, a game of his type of play. You may not ever want to speak with me again but you must remember I can sniff out TRUTH(33) or when it is a mere fabrication, I CAN TELL YOU NOW ABSOLUTELY MARISSA, what he told you is just a piece of all that he has not, and he will continue forth once he believes you are completely forgiven him and have even become more respectful and in LOVE(14) with him. If it took a whole year for him to share what he did, there is a massive accumulation of other un-truths, not only of his past but most importantly of his present.

I realize you have become extremely bound to him, which is what he wants, and this simply further imprisons you into a terrible relationship.

You may at least do this for me Marissa and definitely for yourself for I realize your entrapment is deep indeed. Please remain on guard, look for any incongruencies and most of all go BACK to what he shared with you and ask him further questions of it. I tell you now in all likelihood he will get angered at you and blame you for this questioning of him now that he has shared some of his wrongdoings with you. Please remember your words: "Last night my boyfriend revealed to me a lie that he has been harboring for over a year now. He did something unthinkable in my eyes and acted as a person of extreme low caliber." If he did it then he will do it again! And then it will become even more unthinkable to you but he will have further entrapped you.

The best thing you could do is garner enough STRENGTH(18) to tell him this relationship has come to a close, you want him to leave and never ever contact you again. However I realize this would too much for you to handle emotionally so please remember your words which I have repeated here once again: "Last night my boyfriend revealed to me a lie that he has been harboring for over a year now. He did something unthinkable in my eyes and acted as a person of extreme low caliber." and repeat them to yourself a hundred times daily. These words MUST become you vision of who he really for this IS WHO HE REALLY IS!

I have given you much to consider in these few paragraphs, please take heed for I KNOW WHAT I AM(47) TALKING ABOUT> TRUTH(33) he is not and TRUTH(33) he will not ever be!

Sincerely Yours,

Master Sage Joseph Eugene Morin

Dear Master Sage,

I'm not sure what to say. I know you don't believe that he is a different person but I see the changes everyday. He is loving and God fearing and has opened up to me. I couldn't turn my back on someone asking for forgiveness. He has shown me the kind of love I thought him never capable of. What if he does want to be forgiven. If he has told me everything can we move forward? I am not the type to get easily swept away, I have never loved a living being more than I love him. If he truly is not of truth then yes I wouldn't want to continue a game. But if he has changed then what? He didn't want to tell me for the pain he knew it would bring both of us. When he did it we were not at the level we are now. We had just started dating and he tells me not to justify that because he knew he loved me, yet he still did it. But I know the kind of person he was would never commit to me. But can we start anew with this new knowledge? We have become a most beautiful family and there is so much love within our home.

I apologize for questioning what you know. I know you speak the truth. For this I would never stop contacting you. I just can't blindly follow that advice if you don't know all of the information. This is an extremely monumental decision.

Love,

Marissa

Dearest Marissa,

My Heart is with you in this difficult DECISION(21) making time, but this is the key in your many words to me of your feeling of him: "We had just started dating and he tells me not to justify that because he knew he loved me, yet he still did it." LOVE(14) when TRUTH(33) is lacking is ALWAYS not wanting questioning nor justification, it is simply manipulative LOVE(14), unfortunately this will quickly shift into despair and depression for you, the so called loved one. You were very vulnerable, he knew it and still knows it, so the game goes on.

Please at least remain on guard, that is the most I can ask of you presently, but in another day you will return to me with despair, but I realize your TRUTH(33) and your LOVE(14) so therefore I cannot speak anymore on this, BUT PLEASE DO NOT TAKE EVERYTHING HE SAYS as face value, look for underlining manipulations which I KNOW are abounding.

But I will let you discover these things I say for yourself Marissa, it is the only way you will experience and realize the TRUTH(33) in what I speak.

Remain always on guard please Marissa, for you are very vulnerable and HE KNOWS this.

THE GAME GOES ON!

Sincerely Yours,
Master Sage Joseph Eugene Morin

Dear Master Sage,

You think he will never change? A person not of truth that is shown by God and given the message of truth? I do not feel trapt due to the time we've spent together....its that I've never been able to connect to a person in the way I do him. He is the first person who has ever seen the real me. And I do feel that we have some destiny. I feel like he isn't trying to manipulate me as of now. He is begging me to leave him because its what's best for me. But I'm not as sure. You afirm his fears of never being able to find his better person and never being of truth. But is this the first step. He is making an effort to be of truth. Ye is not keeping me, he is asking that I do what's best for me.

I know for certain the only reason he has become the person and father that he is today is due to me. I am helping him better himself.

In every relationship he has been in he has cheated on them. And been void of emotion. For the first time he feels the pain of what he did.

He could have so easily never told me and let us build a marriage based on lies. But he knew he had to tell me this. Doesn't that show remorse or am I just blind?

You are right. The pain keeps coming, he has done more.

PLEASE HELP

Love always,

Marissa

Dearest Marissa,

I do know what I speak of but at times I would simply just LOVE(14) to say what I know what people want to hear, but if I did this I would like the other thousand out there all doing the same because they are NOT who I AM(47).

It Truly does sadden me when I need to speak such words of TRUTH(33), but all I can do now is share my Heart with you and LIFE(15) WISDOM(77), then you must take it from there. I KNEW there was more and still more, but unfortunately you are now entrapped, so what is there to be done?

It now rests within your hands Dearest Marissa, I have spoken all that needs be said, however if you should choose to Free yourself then once again in TRUTH(33) I can give you all the real steps required for your ongoing FREEDOM(7) of Self.

Please remain safe, stay on guard and if you can put together all the STRENGTH(18) required to make your jail break and go FORTH AND DO IT! Otherwise your LIFE(15) will be one of continual disappointments, despair, depression and reduction of the WONDERFUL(37) Person you are.

Remember the 3 r`s of a bad relationship: reduce, refuse, reject. Little by little this will your LIFE(15) prescription if you remain.

My Heart is Truly with you, tears come to my eyes for I KNOW so very well his game, and you are such an innocent and good Person simply wanting a relationship in TRUTH(33).

I AM(47) here for you but now you must be there for yourself Marissa.

With tremendous Respect and LOVE(14),
Master Sage Joseph Eugene Morin

Dearest Master Sage,

I am so sorry for pestering you, please let me know if I need to reflect further on my thoughts before bringing them to you. Mike and I have talked today about all of this and come to the conclusion that this relationship must come to an end. We have based it all off of the wrong things and have never known truly what was important. We have not cherished one another or what we had. I fear that your respect for me is more than undeserving. I am scum and yet you raise me up. Please, PLEASE! Do not do this for I myself have been untrue to myself for quit sometime now. I have turned my back on God and all that I know to be Love(14). Before Mike I had made a commitment to God that I would NEVER be intimate with a man unless I was married. And I felt it so strongly. I knew it was right and I knew it was of the truth(33) yet when tempted I failed. And to this day I have not been to confession for this and I know that my actions have led to my entrapment as well. I have lied to myself and I have accepted so much less than I know I should live. How could I have ever been with the right person if I wasn't expecting them to even try to be the right person?  I have contacted a monastery I used to visit with my church youth group that used to feel like a sanctuary. I know the women there are of truth(33) and can provide an environment I need right now. I need to go be near God. And I need to fall down and weep for what I have closed my eyes to. I know that Mike has not been of truth(33) and I always knew it. I chose to ignore all of it. If he were of truth and did love me he would have feared for my salvation and would have not courted me unless he could except what I needed from him. We will no longer be intimate, we will no longer lust for one another nor kiss. I am going to go stay at the monastery as soon as they respond to my email asking if I can come visit and Mike will stay here and try to really speak to God. We prayed together tonight for the first time. He has never prayed before. I am leaving with him my prayer books and all he needs to make the conscious effort. As of our situation right now we are going to spend time apart, we both have no where else to live so we will share this house as friends and take turns sleeping on the couch.

As for the trap... I am trapped. I am so weak and my love(14) for him is so powerful that I would rather suffer and be only friends then have to say goodbye to my best friend. Even if we are never to become what I have wanted so badly. I do feel the trapped feeling of needing to hide my expectations has been broken. I have been so scared to tell him that we could not be intimate because I knew he couldn't except that. So I went along with the game. All along feeling like I could never share that part of my life with him. But for the first time he is understanding the gravity of the situation and the level of our destructive actions. I can say with extreme certainty and strength(18) that I WILL NEVER BE WITH ANOTHER MAN. If that means I can't be with him in the future I would rather live a life of celibacy. And that makes me feel so selfish because I know how pleasing it would be for God if I were able to take that path. But I feel that would be a weaker choice. I KNOW that I must help better Helena's (Mike's daughter) life and continue to show her the love(14) I can never neglect for her. I have promised her too many times that I will be here for her forever, I must. I have been in her life since before she was 1. I know that we are unworthy of the comfort being together gives us. We have defiled this relationship and for that I don't know if either of us can ever be forgiven.

Mike knows that he must change who he is and must except a different way. I have been sharing all of the emails with him. He fears the truth(33) but knows it is what you must give us. We must be apart to find ourselves. And to grow. We are committed to this decision and want to try to give a little bit of stability to Helena for now. It would not be fair to her for me to disappear from her life. Even if God must punish Mike and I for our untruths I cannot let her suffer for what we have done. There is no growth without struggle. I can't eradicate him from my life for I have never loved another as him. I will never be able to erase that. But I now leave behind the relationship of lust and lies we have created.

Your most unworthy servant,
Marissa

Dearest Marissa,

You speak in such TRUTH(33) which gives ME(23) GREAT(8) comfort. I respect you very very much Marissa and understand the cycle of LOVE(14)/mistrust you are in. You have opened your Heart up to this Person I AM(47). My Heart and Prayers are with you.

If you are unable to really separate yourself from Mike then you must do what you can to try and make a bad relationship better, but I fear all that it is will remain the same in time. However since you can now see the TRUTH(33) and acknowledge it and have made your choices then I AM(47) here for you. However there is still uncertainty within yourself, for you begin by saying "Mike and I have talked today about all of this and come to the conclusion that this relationship must come to an end." and later you say: "I can't eradicate him from my life for I have never loved another as him." This tells ME(23) immediately that you are in confusion and living together is living together, everything is different but in reality remains the same, so you must now learn to deal with a relationship that is untrue and will remain untrue always. This phase of apparent Spiritual cleansing will only work for you, he is playing the game still and always will, he has you where he wants you and will get what he wants out of you. He is merely playing along, whereas you are True in your attempt to become closer to God, he is not.

I have been here for you in your discoveries and Personal GROWTH(65) but yet never give you the words I know you would like hear most, that he and the relationship will change for the better, but I cannot speak that which is not True, all remains the same but a different day, and the cycle within the entrapment of a LOVE(14) relationship that is only of Goodness from one of the people involved, namely yourself Marissa, continues.

I have tremendous respect for you and I will reiterate that the best for your long term PEACE(29) and SERENITY(56) is to be really free of Mike, 100%, but you have apparently come to the full realization you cannot for your LOVE(14) is very strong of him and he is such a good game player.



My heart and PRAYER(9) will be with you Marissa, and I will certainly Pray for your STRENGTH(18) to really 'end the relationship", that is your only Salvation.

Sincerely Yours in TRUTH(33),

Master Sage Joseph Eugene Morin

From: Marissa

To: Master Sage Joseph Eugene Morin

Sent: Wednesday, January 26, 2011 3:15 AM

Subject: The search for TRUTH (33)

Dearest Master Sage,

Does staying and having hope mean I forsake the Lord? Do I condemn us both through my weakness?

Marissa

Dear Marissa,

By no means, staying simply means you condemn yourself to a LIFE(15) of misery, he is already condemned for he is the manipulator, and you are the one he is manipulating.

You are of TRUTH(33) Marissa, even though you have erred.

Master Sage Joseph Eugene Morin

Dear Master Sage,

I feel like it's coming. I feel like I need to get away from the cities soon. Do you have any advice as to if I should be fearful?

Love,
Marissa

Dear Marissa,

I think you best get away from the city if this means getting away from Mike, and you will experience some fear for certain, but try and have yourself set-up to where you are going prior to heading there. You are taking the right course of ACTION(81) if you are indeed ending the relationship.

I will not post any further of our email Communications, this way we can become even closer and far more personal. I want to assist you at becoming completely free from this nightmare of a relationship and have your TRUTH(33) lead you unto better times.

I care for you very much and I KNOW you are a Person of TRUTH(33). I have come to respect and even LOVE(14) you Marissa in TRUTH(33).

Master Sage Joseph Eugene Morin

Hi Dad,

I have to say, reading about your experiences with Children's Aid in the province of Ontario, I absolutely support your decision, or at least conviction, to move back to Saskatchewan or at least somewhere that doesn't legislate every single personal act based on the "benefit of society".

Children's Aid, like every other large organization, exists for one purpose only: its own perpetuation. Its self-professed Reason for Being is by definition secondary to its primary Reason for Being, that is its continued existence for the benefit of those who live off of the organization's existence. It doesn't surprise me, then, that this organization is, in a sense, *legislated* into relevance by being able to enfore laws which are frankly immaterial and irrelevant to the true *safety* of the child to begin with - your reference to the "no sleeping with children" being the most pressing example. Whether or not this law is, in fact, justified in the wider sense is buried under the fact that it is justified, for giving the Organization something to "protect" against, thus keeping its own relevance intact. Americans who are in the anti-government "Tea Party" have extreme difficulty expressing this, but the basic point is this: after some critical turning point, after which an organization's immediate survival is no longer threatened, its *primary* function is to remain in existence, and all other concerns, no matter how lofty, are secondary. This applies to governments, religious hierarchies, corporations, and even non-profit organizations. Each one, though founded on lofty principles, eventually reaches a state where they fall to the wayside. This is why, to subscribe to the Catholic "church", or the "Church of Latter-Day-saints", or even to "Islam", is FUNDAMENTALLY and BY DEFINITION a corruption of faith; the reason being, any organization like that which has reached that kind of critical mass exists to perpetuate itself firstly, and secondly through selective application of the tenets it once espoused. Thus, it is irrevocably broken from the original message that spawned it.

Unfortunately, we live in a world where the existence of "democratic government", "social welfare" and "common good" is a given; public morality has been shifted in such a way that, to support those organizational structures is the new "ethics". After all, who could concievably fight against "human rights", "common good", or "social welfare"? I call it the Tyranny of Good Intentions, meaning an organization which puts forth an argument which, although intended to perpetuate its own existence, is worded in such a way that it cannot be fought against in a rational manner. For example - you want to dispute Children's Aid? Fine then, you must be a child molester. You want to grieve the findings of a Human Rights Tribunal? Clearly you're a neo-Nazi. When existence of such organizations is pre-supposed as a given, they are free to redefine "logic" as they see fit. This is Tyranny 2.0 - tyranny that is sustained not by armies, secret police and jackboots, but tyranny that is sustained by the good intentions of everyday people. What a remarkable re-aligning of force this is - force that is derived not from the top-down, but force that is sustained by the bottom. It is sickly ingenious.

Finally, I want to mention something. You've been sending me forwards of conversations you have with other people, which are enlightening in their own way. But I want you to respond directly to what I write to you. As your son, and the member of your first family with which you have the greatest adult connection, I want you to talk to ME - not a distilled version as written to others. I give you the courtesy of spending time writing emails to you, and you only - I would like the same extended to me.

In any case, I hope that all goes well for you and your family. Hope to hear from you soon!

-Adam

It is good to connect with you via email, and I always LOVE(14) reading what you write, you have such an AMAZING(55) grip of the English Language, far Greater than I, however fortunately I do write quite well and with Heart, WISDOM(77), LOVE(14) and TRUTH(33). Once you have Created something of real worth to the World your writing career will Prosper overnight.

TRUTH(33) in such a simple expression of words "THE SANCTITY OF INTELLIGENT HUMAN LIFE SUPERSEDES ALL ELSE" has been lost, and Status, WEALTH(66) and Personal Power over another inclusive of sexual manipulation have filled the vacuum. It is so preposterous that a claim based upon 'my Web Site and I have financial problems' would even be considered but worse even acted upon by having a 'Child Protection Worker' surprisingly knocking upon my door, and then we are forced to allow her, Sarah, to follow up on her initial visit. As I told Rosalie these 'Child Protection Workers' do not look for the good in the Family they have been called upon to destroy, but rather any little thing that can keep them there in the hunt and ready for the kill. I abhorred Children`s Aid when I lived in Cornwall, and even then I said to Rosalie how they have grown in WEALTH(66) and Power, now I see that they have been extremely Successful at maintaining their Organization and integrating themselves so deeply within the Government itself that they dictate to the Government what is best for the survival and PROSPERITY(93) of their Organization in the name of the welfare of the child, and have completely lost the Goodness of the Family in the process. Children`s Aid Society now have updated their name and call themselves 'FACS' a sweet play on words but so false, they are not in the least concerned with 'FACTS', their acronym stands for: 'Family and Children`s Services" but they offer very little service, mostly disservice. Their definition of TRUTH(33) would be something like; "By finding wrong in the Family, in every Family we can make it right." {and grow even BIGGER and RICHER and more POWEFUL completely obliterating the Family as a bonding Loving Unit.}

Well enough said of they, but I know they will have more to say. I await her call, 'the doom and gloom' word of the day.

I really miss having prolonged talks with you Adam, and our time in Moose Jaw was so very rewarding to ME(23), both as a Father and to have a Person of tremendous INTELLIGENCE(78) to talk with and guide towards making the most of their extraordinary Human Potential.

'I just cannot help myself' calls to ME(23) once again, so I will have to include this at the bottom of 'The Masterpiece" as an inclusion within my p.s. entry, but THIS IS IT! I need to start from the top shaping and refining the remarkable amount of LIFE(15) WISDOM(77) therein contained to the level of 'The Masterpiece'.

Not having much money is no big deal to ME(23) in the least, however with the lost of WEALTH(66) comes the lost of Power within this World of the everyday, and makes my Family more vulnerable to the wicked ones. This does bother ME(23) totally igniting the PASSION(28) of my entire Being to Fulfill my purpose in Being, my Mission of TRUTH(33): Thee Trinity Creation!

Hi dad,

I appreciate your words of support! I too miss our days in Moose Jaw when we could sit on the stoop, listen to the birds sing, and contemplate life. Those days are behind us now, but similar ones need not be impossibly ahead. Hehe I don't mind if you send me links to your website at all - you're a man on a mission, after all. I know I mean a lot to you, but your Mission takes precedence over all. I understand that.

You mentioned that, when I create something of real worth to the world, my success will blossom overnight. The truth is, my starting point is to create something of real worth to MYSELF, and no-one else. If I can write a paragraph of prose that makes me shudder, or think, then my job is done. Should it have a wider interest, so much the better - but I write for an audience of One. Two, actually. Myself, and God.

My novel is coming along, slowly but very surely. I am two thousand words into it, and the going is TOUGH. But I try to get EVEN A FEW words down, each day, even though I'm working often and my health of late has been IN THE SHITTER. I've been fighting a brutal cold over the last week which I think has become pneumonia - I have severe chest pains in the morning from the congestion, and have almost passed out on a couple occasions from lack of oxygen. Through it all, though, I've worked all but ONE day since then, to support myself and Trish monetarily (at much detriment to myself), but I booked the next two days off because I simply don't have the energy to work anymore. One of the enduring sayings of yours that I hold dear is, "When you can't go on - you GO ON", because of its simplicity and moral imperative. But the truth is I went on for five days in a row, and I have to have a period of rest now. Even GOD himself mandated a period of rest, crucial as it is to the human condition. And I will take it with pleasure.

Had a couple Jehovah's Witnesses come to the door the other day, which I simply love. Trish is too much of a "scientific" mindset to give them the time of day, but personally, I love conversing and debating with them. She began with a quote from John, which was easy to parry. I wound up giving her a history of the sequence in which the gospels were written (Mark being the first, +/- 50 years after Jesus' death), and pointing out to her that John, far from being the gospel as written by that apostle, was really written by an unnamed author two HUNDRED years after Jesus' death, confident and assured in His divinity as it is. Rather than starting with a complex genealogical sequence a la Matthew (to prove that Jesus is the arrival of Isaiah's prophecy), John starts simply as - "In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God." What a POWERFUL beginning to a gospel that is! At the point that John was written, Jesus was, irrevocably, God Incarnate - and what a way to express it.

After they left, I brought up John on the internet, and read it through in its entirely. I LOVE it - it really tackles the kind of metaphysical, transcendental Christianity that the other three Gospels lose sight of, busy as they are trying to convince their readers that Jesus really was the Son of God and not some circus freak. By the time John is written, all this uncertainty is moot; so he (the unnamed author) is free to riff on the themes that really concern the faithful. For me, this is the most poignant passage; John 5:41-44:

"41 I do not receive glory from men. 42 But I know that you have not the love of God within you. 43 I have come in my Father's name, and you do not receive me; if another comes in his own name, him you will receive. 44 How can you believe, who receive glory from one another and do not seek the glory that comes from the only God?"

Here Jesus SO CLEARLY points of the fallibility of belief; namely, that any appeal to the almighty will pale in comparison to an appeal to the humanly, in the eyes of most. This is the issue which you wrestle with in Children's Aid, and other organizations which deny your right to happiness; all of them appeal to a belief in the primacy of Man, over the primacy of God. This creates a cognitive dissonance which many fight to their dying days. Others retreat into the opposite direction, into religious fundamentalism. Both paths are equally absurd. But a select few, you and I for example. can see the overlying structure for what it REALLY is, impotent as we are to change it in any fundamental manner. You see it in terms of ABSOLUTE truth; I see it as a continuation of historical precedeces. But you can approach TRUTH (33) either from a position of TOTAL knowledge, whereby one has an understanding of nearly everything and can assimilate all that learning into one coherent whole (my preferred method), or a position of TOTAL feeling, whereby one, though unaware of historical precedent and complex theory, can nonetheless get at the TRUTH (33) through intuition and feeling alone. This, I feel, is your preferred path.

Every year, for some reason, I mark March 5th in the calendar. This, as you will remember, is the first time you brought "Thee Trinity Creation" public at the Bonville Flea Market on March 5th, 1995. This year was the 15th year since you first set up a stall to promote your creation. Maybe you've forgotten, but for whatever reason that date is seared in my mind, and emerges to the surface every year.

Right now, as I type this, my cat (Hank) is attacking a mouse which broke into our house. I love watching him do what he does; every muscle, sense, and motion is directed towards an efficient, nutritious kill. Unlike Trish, who admonishes Hank for killing mice, I congratulate him, give him solace and reassurance every time he brings a dead mouse home. This is the cycle of nature in its purest, most brutal form, and it is something truly beautiful. Two minds, locked in a fight for survival; yet one, thanks to genetics, comes out on top. He feels no remorse, no pain for killing; it is simply a by-product of his nature, an integral part of his life. His senses and reflexes, primed over millennia to kill, are exercising their existence - and there is no place for me to protest. Truly, I would rather he caught mice and ate them rather than feed him pre-fabricated Kat food at $12.95 a bag - not because I'm broke, but because to stalk, kill, and finally eat prey must be the most satisfying meal possible.

Anyway, I'm out of words now. Creativity does have its limits, and I can choose to direct it in any way I see fit. I value our direct conversations, and feel fortunate in a way that I have a direct line to someone like you by virtue of my pedigree. In plain words, write back to me, soon, and hold nothing back - call me conceited, but I'm not convinced that you could have a better conversation with anyone, anywhere, than you could have with me.

Trish took a new job which pays well, but means that for the next few months, she will be gone during the entire week. I am alone, and my long-distance package is generous. Call me at 1-(9--)-87----36 if you want to get a hold of me.

Love,
Adam

Here I AM(47) up since around 5:00 am, was all thrilled yesterday that TODAY IS THE DAY I begin the final touches according to the principles of PRESICION(83) as understood within the TOTATLITY(T) of the Meaning of TRUTH(33), yet at 5:00 am I was so very depressed...the stupidity of the challenges of everyday living are just so overwhelming at times it actually tries to steal the TRUTH(33) right from under ME(23) and plaques ME(23) with the completely absurd usage of my vital time and ENERGY(99) of Self. I in TRUTH(33) was not sure at all how was I going to use this very valuable early morning time of mine...very depressing for this is MY TIME! So I puttered around a bit quietly, the house is asleep, and then made my way to my safety zone, a little corner beside my Bed where I have a few of my 'things' and most importantly the computer: my Pathway to the World. On April 25th, Saturday at 9:15 am I had a total of 790,945 visits and then May 1st, one week later at 8:50 am my total was 794,244 which works out to 476 visits daily, most of which will visit 'The Masterpiece' since on every page within my Web Site {300 apr.} I guide them here. I FEEL SO GOOD HAVING CREATED SUCH A GRAND WEB SITE, and it is a 100% reflection of Thee Trinity Creation conceived in TRUTH(33) from HEAVEN(71) above back in 1988! 'The Event' is so very real, yet so beyond this day of the everyday that it almost seems to be surreal, but not at all. TRUTH(33) is THE WORD(63) and when TRUTH(33) is THE WORD(63) REAL IT IS!

To continue, but first let ME(23) say that I have moved my bed into the living room so that I can be at the center of thing even though I must lie on my back due to the severity of pain I`m in many hours a day...which has become an ideal time for my Deep PRAYER(9). One characteristic I have discovered about myself, although I sort -of-already-knew is that with every attack upon my Family or I, we have won and from the brutal experience gained such tremendous understanding of the pervasiveness of evil and maliciousness that has captured most everyone. So I sat at my padded chair looking into the screen deep in thought, what am I to do, and I chose to check my inbox. After some deliberation I chose to answer your email Adam, and I AM(47) so very pleased I did, my depression lifted almost instantly and I connected to the underlying theme in all that you have spoken, and realized how you yourself have Grown in understanding and most of all to how I have missed our time together, yet even though apart for several years now our Movement forward in LIFE(15) in depth of purpose has been so United!

John I knew nothing of the actual time frame written yet I KNEW UPON READING IT THIS IS WHERE I AM(47) and ONLY JOHN will be accepted as an integral element within Thee Trinity Creation and my delivery of TRUTH(33) within my Church forthcoming. Amazingly Elizebeth, my very Devoted Disciple of TRUTH(33), came up with 23 correlations of John and Thee Trinity Creation!!!!!!!!! They are of course here within "The Masterpiece' of TRUTH(33)!

My Heart wants to call you and be in vivid email COMMUNICATION(48) with you Adam, but please be comfortably accepting when this I AM(47) not able to do.

I DO WHAT I MUST for Survival is the present name of the game but I must simultaneously remain wholly Determined to gain World Recognition of my Mission of TRUTH(33): Thee Trinity Creation!

p.s. There is good reason why you will not find 'belief' within Thee trinity Creation, for it is as useless as 'hope' and not within Thee Trinity Creation. These false tenets of stability within a Society of wrongs merely prolongs the agony.

The Number 40 is DIVINITY(40) which is Directly linked to the Gospel of John, even before I knew anything of what you have spoken to ME(23) Adam. In addition the Number 44 is ABSOLUTE(44), which again points to the DIVINITY(40) of TRUTH(33).

Eugene,

Wow... why? You and him can be a very powerful team together.. He is very intelligent and I enjoy his writing.. When learning and reading about the law of attracting and the law of the universe.. and living by the truth.. It pains me to think that you and your family are going through so much pain. Have you ever thought that while writing the words you are experiencing them everyday.. You are creating your future- you are creating your fortune or lack there of.. I am at a very happy place in my life thanks to you.. I have continued though the path of our marriage and am very happy.. I am also on a mission to get this product asea out to the masses because I know so very well how being unhealthy can literally affect the daily living.. And this product is nothing like anyone has ever seen and I am fortunate to be apart of it.. I feel that I am too facing the world head on with their lack of knowledge and skepticism with bring this product to the masses. It is being compared to as the breakthrough of penicillin.. and the people who are open to trying the product see results within days! And the best part is from an athletic standpoint... athletes... who are on the product.. marathon runners...cyclist...are experiencing a 12% increase in the VO2 levels... this is HUGE- not even the most illegal substance on the planet could give athletes this gain on their competitors.. Sorry... very passionate about helping people and very passionate about this product.. I plow through the skepticism.. everyday to follow my mission and applaud you for doing the same.. however- you can do what you do and still create an extraordinary life for your family.. Your son has reached out to you... and sound like he is writing a book... maybe that is the link you are looking for to bring your writings and teachings to the public through a novel? Just a thought.. however: even with the prayer daily.. maybe you ought to pray about what it is that will bring you and your family the fortunes you've been longing for??

I hope I am not out of line here.. Just wanted to write to see maybe I can help you since you have helped me soo much:) Enjoy your day!!!

Kelly

You words could not have come at a better time...your LOVE(14) I feel in you extending your Honest caring towards my Family and I.

It warms my Heart and actually enlivens my SPIRIT(30) in reading of your ENTHUSIASM(73)!

Enthusiasm!!!

Exuberance!!!

Enjoyment!!!

ENTHUSIASM(73) is the Elixir of Life.

I sincerely wish you the utmost SUCCESS(45) with this endeavor you are completely captivated by! Please remember whenever you see the Number 45 in that moment FEEL THE SUCCESS(45) YOU SO WANT TO HAVE, this will certainly dislodge any remaining fragments of fear of SUCCESS(45) that might be lingering within yourself and increase the likelihood of you attaining your Desired SUCCESS(45)!

When time presents itself please share with ME(23) Kelly the trigger and the outcome when disturbance breaks the PEACE(29) of your Dear Family. I will then guide you towards neutralizing those unwanted Energies and we will gradually fill that neutral zone with words and feeling that convey understanding and Deep LOVE(14) while inclusive of firmness as a Mother Knows is best for her Child.

I do LOVE(14) you Kelly and I AM(47) so very Happy to see you are together and growing better day by day as a Family unit.

Hi there!!! I still read every one of ur emails. I rele want the past 2 be the past & will continue to hard in the present to continue to spread the word ... so that u can start generating $ for ur family & helping people.ur call tho!about ur ? w/ larry-nothing rele comes up to anger me bc i have realized i have complete control over my emotions.I want u to be happy too!

It is good to read of your ENTHUSIASM(73) and your sound so much more alive than when we first met. I do sincerely care for you Kelly and it does my Heart good to know things are in a positive movement right now for you. Your busyness shows in the way you abbreviate your words, smart of you to do this.

I have two more obstructions within this present time frame to rid myself of, if I succeed at these then I will be vaulted into a Commanding ACTION(81) phase of LIFE(15) ENERGY(99) bringing TRUTH(33) to the World in a BIG way! I need to be around people of INTELLIGENCE(78) and drive, such as yourself Kelly, so that I may in Person present to them the TRUTH(33) that I AM(47) and begin a networking Group Committed to delivering 'Thee Trinity Creation' to the World within the Home and Heart of the Person.

I LOVE(14) your drive in LIFE(15) Kelly and your INTELLIGENCE(78) is very attractive to ME(23).

I have this number 18 that seems to follow me in my life but not necessarily in a good way. When I think 18 it always seems to bring about a bad event, the lost of jobs, a divorce, a hospital or doctor's appointment for tests, the only good event was the birth of my niece on an 18th. What is it with no. 18 and me, and why do I fear it so much. Is there anyway I can turn this number from negative to positive? Thank you for bringing some clarity on this number 18.

18 is certainly your Number for this is what you need to keep you going through such difficult times. Please do not fear this Number and you do not need to turn it from negative to positive but rather knowing the Meaning of the Number 18 will help you to turn your Life from negative to positive. Besides there is already a very Powerful positive happening in your Life Tricia, the birth of your Niece on the 18th.

You see Life sometimes does not move in our favor, this I know in a big way for I have myself been through tremendous suffering and almost lost my very Life but I, in my total desperation, offered myself completely to the Power Supreme, to the Intelligent Energy of Life itself so that I may come to know and understand Life, so that I may gain the Wisdom I need to not only save my own Life but to help others in their Life struggles as well. And yes it all came to be in the birth of Thee Trinity Creation, the Miraculous Event of Aug. 25, 1988 in which Thee Trinity Creation was born and who I was transformed into. Now even with this, Life has not been all roses that is for certain, and to this very day I face many challenges but within Thee Trinity Creation I have been given what is needed to continue on forth and the Number 18 is one such State of Being. This Number is special to me for it is not something I had in sufficient quantity prior to the Event of 1988, and I certainly did not have it relative to its matching pair which is 81 {Number 18 right to left}and of Meaning is ACTION(81). My ACTION(81) was often weak and indecisive and too easily influenced by too many others who were not True in their way and distorted my way. Yes the Number 18 in Meaning is STRENGTH(18), this refers to the STRENGTH(18) from within yourself Tricia to face the many challenges that come your way and to remain resolute in the movement towards what you know is right for you in Life. The Eternal is all Powerful and you have the Eternal within your very Being, you may tap into its Power through Prayer, Meditation and through living the Truth. When you live the STRENGTH(18) of the Eternal Energy your ACTION(81) reflects this and your way in Life becomes more of your own making less influenced by others.

Below are the Sacred Symbols for ENERGY(99) and STRENGTH(18). There is much given within the Symbols themselves but their interpretation is rather complex and integrated within many others so I will here refrain from a full explanation of these but I want you to notice the similarity between both Symbols: when you tap into the ENERGY(99) of the Eternal STRENGTH(18) becomes your everyday way.

The Number 18 is indeed a good Number for you to have Tricia and when you see it now remember its Meaning for it is indeed STRENGTH(18), and realize also that you have so much STRENGTH(18) within the depths of your Being that simply needs to be tapped into. STRENGTH(18) will keep you going and Life will blossom for you in time.

Thank you from the bottom of my heart for the very interesting information you have sent me, thank you mostly for having taken the time to respond, it is greatly appreciated and has brought clarity regarding my fear of number 18.

Hello,

I have just happened upon your site. My clock said 15:15 which I see from time to time and I wanted to understand its meaning. So I have found you.

I have looked a little at Doreen Virtue's book on numbers, and your meanings differ to hers. Sometimes it is so hard to decipher what the numbers mean. For example, what you write about 222 is very different to what she says. I listen to every perspective and decide according to my own situation, just I feel a little bewildered at times when I am needing more clarity and still have varying viewpoints. Is 222 a sign that all is turning out well and taken care of, or a warning to heed, for example? How may I decipher what numbers are saying to me personally?

I started seeing number sequences consciously the day of my 33rd birthday. Since then (I have just turned 36), pretty much every time I look at a clock, or a number plate or anywhere really, I have messages through numbers (and also letter sequences). You name it - 10:10, 11, 11.11, 111, 1111, 1:13, 13:13, 11:23, 23:11, 23:23, 22:11, 22, 222, 22:22, 20:12, 21:11, 21:12, 12:12, 14:14, 14:41, 15:15, 16:16, 17:17, 18:18, 19:19, 21:21, 23:23, 00:00, 7:27, 7:37, 303, 404, 505, 606, 707, 909, 33, 333, 44, 444, 55, 555, 66, 666, 777, 888, 999.... also 5:11, 8:44 etc. I get many palindromes, too - 20:02, 14:41, 15:51 for instance.

Presently, the most frequently occurring numbers I would say are 10:10, 11:11, 1:11, 11111, 1:13, -:11 (more than ever y'day and today), -:22, -:33, -:44, 22:22, 21:11, 21:12, a lot of 12:12 the last few days, 14:14, on the 15th May I had 15:15 and was being drawn to 15 everywhere I looked, even a magazine article which had the heading 'Fifteen' on it..., also getting a lot of 16 and 16:16 at the moment, 17, 17:17 today which happens to be the 17th, too, and 27, 7:27, 36, 37 all day y'day, 7:37 for months now, 303 most days, 707, 33, 333, a lot of 44 and 444 (probably the most prominent of all nos I am experiencing at the moment), as well as 666 occurring frequently at the moment which I'm not sure whether to be concerned about... looking for more clarity, I am finding I get different interpretations from different sources, and do not know how to discern for myself the messages I am being given. For instance, 666 in China is one of the most sought after numbers, yet in the west has demonic connotations... How may I cut through the confusion & find my own truth?

Getting palindromes again yesterday and today - 505, 707, 14:41 and 23:32. 32 cropping up again - I had it a lot for a while, then it stopped, but now it's coming back... I don't know what the message is I need to understand from this and all the number/letter sequences/frequencies I am receiving. I am not consciously looking for numbers, just everywhere I look there they are. 37 everywhere today, don't know what that means. And I've just realised 15, 16, 17, 18, 19 are the current dates we are at in May and wonder whether there is any significance in seeing these numbers more at this time? They seem everywhere - 14:14, 15:15, 16:16 for weeks, 17:17, 18:18, 19:19, 21:21, 22:22, 23:23.... The messages seem urgent, I just wish I knew what they meant.

I started receiving number messages on the day of my 33rd birthday, but also, just shortly before my 33rd birthday, I moved into a flat - flat 2, no 2, and the road's name contains 'raven' which I believe is to do with a spiritual awakening (I see ravens everywhere, too, since that time). I did not wish to live in this particular flat, but it was the only choice I had at that moment in time, and ever since moving in I have felt crucified, as though electrocuted and ripped to shreds, just tortured to the extreme of my being.

Before this period of my life, although my whole life has felt like one long test of endurance, I was very in tune with myself and All That Is, and I was able to transcend pretty much everything. Then, since age 30, but far more accelerated since age 33, everything has been turned upside down, back to front, you name it... Everything hit me all at once from every conceivable angle, and there was nowhere to take any cover. I would just like to know what happened, get some clarity...

I have since become aware of astrology and it seems the 2 years from my 33rd birthday were very karmic. I know I tried my best to choose highest within each situation that presented itself and with what I knew in every moment, yet I couldn't awaken myself enough in time to save myself, could only feel my way inch by inch, blindfolded so it has felt and trying to edge my way along a thin ledge on a cliff top - so it has felt to me all these past few years, and I have tried my very best to move however slowly... now, in retrospect, I understand little by little, am starting to see further, and am so sad and feel lost and depressed over what has occurred (though I feel I am not to judge any of it but try to move on) but it is indeed hard to do this having experienced such profound peace and joy before, and wondering what all this has been for, and that I cannot now uncreate these few years but must try somehow to accept them just as they are.

I would just like to make sense of what happened. I feel I have failed myself and do not know what to do now... I do not know if in higher terms there is such a thing as 'failure'. I ask constantly to be able to see the blessings in all this, to walk through the pain and know the light in it ALL. I ask constantly to love higher, whether my understanding is there or not, to be the highest that I know myself to be, which is Love. However, I feel as though I have been crucified and slain, and am not sure what to do with that. It just Is. Just why did my soul choose all this? And where to go now?

A healer I spoke to a year or so ago said I had been slaughtered like a lamb. And then a friend, who is a healer, told me my peers felt I was failing my mission... I do not wish to fail myself or anyone, that makes me so sad for I have tried as hard as I can in every moment, and to love is all that I have come here to do. It seems no one can see me, and I don't know why, yet I am trying to walk on regardless and to heal myself, because there is nothing else for me to do. But I am still getting number and letter messages, and wonder if I am needing my attention brought to something more that I am missing?

Thank you for your time, and any guidance you might be able to give me relating to any of this.

With best wishes,
Anita

You certainly have shared a lot of yourself with me, I will give you the link to my e-Manuscript ------ which should help you with your Number and Letter interpretations.

Thank you. I'm so sorry for bombarding you! I think I was just so happy to find someone out there who understood, and just wished for greater understanding myself.

Thank you, yes, I found the numbers and letters section a few days later, for some reason I didn't see that earlier, only letters from people and your responses to them, hence why I wrote.

Thank you, sorry again for disturbing you.

Best wishes,
Anita

Would you mind providing some insight to this number (333) that continues to appear (in time-clock) in my experience?

The Number 333 is somewhat of a phenomenon unto itself, there are so many who have become acutely aware of this Number and Amazingly this Number in depth of Message is why Thee Trinity Creation has been born into the World. You see Thee Trinity Creation is the irrefutable Numbers Meaning System, it is THE SYSTEM(3) who was born of TRUTH(33) back in 1988 in order for the Person and the World to become more Aware of and to actually live Greater TRUTH(33) in their lives. The Number 3 is also with reference to TRINITY which is speaking of the 3 elemental Energies of which we are made up of and of which we all want Fulfillment in {the Me, your emotional/physical Self, the Be, your active success driven Self, the I your Eternal Spiritual Self}. Unfortunately few experience such Fulfillment in their Lives for TRUTH(33) is the way and few live the TRUTH(33).

There is certainly not anything to fear in your Number experience Brandi, that I can assure you of, and when you speak the word "direction" this is indeed what the Number 333 is offering to you in Life. You see the type of Number experience that you have had I have termed Spontaneous Transient Number Awareness™ because it is an unprompted{spontaneous} Spiritual Communication within a specific time frame {transient} directed to only you Brandi in that particular way.

You have a very deep desire to know the TRUTH(33) Brandi even though you are not consciously aware of it, this causes you to elevate your Energy of Mind to the Realm of the Eternal in which the Communication of Numbers takes place. Your Numeric Message becomes Revealed to you through the Universal Language of Numbers originated within Thee Trinity Creation, itself born into the World from that of the Eternal TRUTH(33).

The Number 33 is a type of Universal Communication which is offering you some Life Guidance Brandi, its Message is leading you towards living a purer reflection of the Eternal TRUTH(33) and becoming aware of others who may be lacking of TRUTH(33). In so doing you will come to experience a Greater Fulfillment of your TRINITY of Life Energies and the doors to the Eternal will be wide open for you upon your Earthly close.

Thanks for coming to me Brandi for now you know the True Meaning of the Number 333 and you can begin in full earnest to implement its Message of the Divine.

Thank you EuGene, with deep sincerity. I will look, to see where I can live with greater truth in my life. I have begun a quest for deeper connection with the divine.

> > more often then not i will look at a digital clock whether it is my alarm clock, the computer screen, or my cell phone. and keep seeing the number 57, and i am dying to find out the symbolic meaning or the significance of this number. i have looked on numerous numerology websites, however, i have not been fortunate enough to come across its meaning. i would love to purchase your informative and helpful book, but i do not have the financial ability to do so. if it is not too much
trouble, please tell me where i can find the meaning of the number 57 or tell me its meaning.

Once I allowed myself to go into my usual Transcendent State when reviewing your email instantly this is what was Revealed to me. This is a little different than my usual interpretations but I express that which is given me.

Your Numbers speak to me as follows: first I see it as the Number 5 and that of the Number 7, and then as the Number 57 so I will give you the complete interpretation, it is One Message in totality. Of Meaning the Number 5 is DIRECTION(5) and that of the Number 7 is FREEDOM(7). When you are free of negativities from within yourself, when you are Free of worry and uncertainty from within yourself, when you are Free of indecisiveness and stress from within yourself you are indeed Free. The way to know such FREEDOM(7) is to understand its reality and to partake of Prayer and/or Meditation daily.

If you are interested with either of these I can certainly be here for you. I offer a Superior method of Meditation completely Free and I can help you structure a very effective approach to Prayer. The Number 5 is DIRECTION(5) and that of the Number 7 should be your DIRECTION(5) in Life: move towards being Free from within. When this comes to be
realized then the Fullness of the Meaning of the Number 57 becomes your everyday reality, life in all that it is transformed into your everyday experience: FANTASTIC(57) is what your Life experience becomes, and FANTASTIC(57) is how you will feel. There are certain Numbers within Thee Trinity Creation that speak of the Splendor of Life and the Greatness of Life experience and these are expressed in uplifting States of Being. The Number 57 is one such Number and when you include the Meaning of each digit individually you have a complete Message born of the Truth.

I can say Susanne that you are lacking the FREEDOM(7) that I have spoken to you of and your Life experience would not be considered FANTASTIC(57) by no means, hence the Number 57 has made itself known to you. I do not have the Sacred Symbol available to me Online for the Number 57, I have only been able to afford putting on some of the Symbols Online. The five pointed star from that of DIRECTION(5) is within the Sacred Geometric Symbol for 57.

Thanks for coming to me and contact me further if you wish.

Sincerely Yours,
EuGene

an apology is definitely unnecessary, you have no reason to be truly sorry. thank you for your insight into the long awaited dillema, i guess you can call it that, well good bye and thanks again.
susanne

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